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Never miss a Monday

Stuck in traffic

Everyone’s in a box.

Carpools of sheltered memories,

Passengers to a prison of thoughts.

Fool, you must change lanes,

The roads have always been empty,

You travel with those with lost names.

You’re looking for what has already been found,

Choose your own direction,

Find freedom from this crowd.

The stranger

I walked along a sunlit road

A stranger passed and said hello

He gave a nod and gave his phone

And said you must speak

To the unknown

“But sir, my heart is a timebomb

I don’t know when it explodes

My rip cage of violence

The war inside of my heart

It’s just another battlefield

With no ends

And a thousand starts”

“Go on soldier

Die for something

Die for the beating drums of your flesh

Die for the love of life and death

Die for the things you’ll never forget

And die without words unsaid

Because to have died, is to have lived

And to have lived, is to have never died”

The stranger took the phone and fled

I never saw him again

Voiceless voices

Amongst a scattered world

We love the way we want to be loved

Always never, and never always

I’m stuck somewhere,

in the middle of nowhere.

Where here is just as there,

And then is just as now.

I know exactly where I’m lost,

And yet

i am unaware of everything around me.

We’re all different,

So aren’t we all the same?

I think too much,

And sometimes not enough.

Maybe it’s the act of balance,

Throughout all of this chaos.

Don’t we take life,

When we are given death?

Don’t we share hate,

When we steal love?

Sometimes we listen without understanding,

And sometimes we speak without meaning.

Everyone is justified,

And everyone is guilty.

Look at me trying to argue,

That we all can agree.

But we all just turn our backs,

And believe only what we see.

Give me something worth dying for

Fail fail fail

Try again

Fail fail fail

Try harder

Fail fail fail

What are your regrets

Fail fail fail

Till the altar

Where there’s a meaning,

there’s an author,

And they experience all that they wander

Spread your wings,

a jump little farther

And fail fail fail

No longer

When the new day is born

Will you nurture it?

Will you teach it who you are?

Will it change you?

Or will you let it pass you by

Like a slow death in the sky

Everything I do

Has me written all over it

I stain the very air

The very moment

Perhaps the ultimate gift is to remember someone

Monopoly Jailhouse Blues

I’m not innocent

Well I hope just a lil bit

You can’t get a hold of me

Baby it was heaven sent

Yea I could smell it then

perfume on my laundry

Hey Mrs officer

I’m sorry for all of my crimes

I don’t live that life no more

Maybe once or twice

On the run

It’s been so long

Got an x on my chest

Might wear a vest

Eyes on me all the time

Tell ma I’ll pay the fine

Maybe it’s fine

Give myself a break

Smoking and meditate

Phone, silent mode

Don’t hit my line

If life was just a game

Would you Try a little harder

Would you Try a little harder

Why are you so afraid?

Just Try a little harder

Just Try a little harder

I feel it in my bones

I’m getting old

And i still don’t got a home

I lost myself a long time ago

The open road

Has my soul

And I just can’t stay for long

I paid that price a long time ago

A long time ago,

A long time ago,

I was stripping her bikinis,

In Motel rooms,

Had movie screenings,

Shoulda hear her screaming,

didn’t know I was the villain,

How was I supposed to know

All we wanted was the feeling

And the taste of gold

But that’s not for us to know

It’s not for us to know

History doesn’t repeat itself. It rhymes.

-a crazy scientist looking guy I met today

Whiskey Apologies

Where do I begin?

It all started way back then.

A blonded stare,

A sugar bear,

A blue truck and the wind in your hair.

We gave up that night,

Too many fights,

I did what I thought was right.

What a little life.

And then I drank too much and I didn’t slow down.

I said move on but i didn’t know how.

I said you’re better off without me now.

Give me time you know that I’ll find it,

Give me time you know that I’ll find it,

Give me time you know that I’ll find the words.

So where do I begin?

It all started way back then.

And in the end, I lost a friend.

We are footprints in the sand,

Just footprints in the sand.

I’m all alone,

It’s been so long,

I think of you,

Is it wrong?

i don’t deserve,

A single thing,

So here it is,

My apology.

Call me crazy,

And you can hate me,

But I won’t blame you,

I lost my way.

Give me time you know that I’ll find it,

Give me time you know that I’ll find it,

Give me time you know that I’ll find it,

Give me time you know that I’ll find it.

Take one step at a time,

Don’t rush it.

Be a turtle.

My misery and my desire,

Are similar in their attire.

I’m really the smartest fool,

Touching a raging fire.

You must take what is yours,

Because yours only stays awhile.

And it’s only never too late,

To love the things you hate.

But then ya’ll gonna mix my words,

Y’all don’t know how to spell,

And what if I get my groove on,

And tell that bitch how I felt,

nah, I can’t catch no feelings,

Cuz that ain’t good for my health,

And when I get to coughing,

I pray I’m up in the clouds.

Home body,

But nobodies home.

How could I exist?

I’m only blood and bone.

I’m way too deep in consciousness,

i get lost in supermarkets.

Who are you to judge,

what’s inside my pockets?

If I gave you the world

You’d question how I’d got it.

If heaven was here,

You’d stomp right on top it.

I’m drunk again

And I haven’t been

Anything

Worth troubling

Purposely

On accident

Another day

Another consequence

Who have I been?

Why do I sin?

I feel so weak

Need medicine

I feel so cold

I don’t fit in

My neck is stiff

Remembering

My bodies old

I’m fidgeting

I can’t focus

On anything

Doc…

Im struggling.

How do I medicate

My suffering?

“Boy just ice it

You put it in some rice yet?

Don’t tell me you got problems

Till you spit it out or digest”

I guess I’ve got to change my mindset

Life is a comedy

Burnt cigarettes,

Count my frustration,

My lungs, my ashtray,

My heart, it’s all failing.

Coughing up swallowed words.

Better late than never, I guess…

I play with guns

I’m touching fire

I’m on the run

Leave it all behind us

I sleep in my car

I won’t get too far

I think too much

It’s hard to slow down

When you’re ahead

they say my musics too loud

And I don’t know anything

But that’s alright with me

Her hair was on fire

A peppermint martini

Right beside her

Oh..

She was so close

Stepping on my toes

Her freckles and her nose

Her lip gloss stained my daydream

Her presence warmed my soul

Our eyes are always dancing

Without you is vertigo.

And what do I do with all of this unexpressed love?

I am the dust on your shelf.

I am the passing wind.

I am the raindrops on your window.

Waiting for you to let me in.

I am the eyes of longing.

I am a quiet protector.

I am the memory of forgotten.

A lost time collector.

Nightlife,

The moon is up,

And she’s talking to me.

Give me somewhere to belong tonight,

Give me somewhere to belong.

Why fight for someone who wouldn’t fight for you?

Oh I could hate you…

Who gave you the right to be all my favorite things??

Hold me close

And hold me bare

I’ll take a flight

I’ll be right there

You told me you cared

I see my flaws

I know they’re there

You say you love

But do you swear?

Can’t ignore what’s in my head

Fuck you and your blazed post. Thanks for spending money to lower the iq of everyone you come in contact with

A voice is a weapon and I’m not going to apologize for using my resources for something I believe in. I appreciate you for expressing yourself, I’ll always support that, but let me hold you to the same standard. Maybe instead of hating on me, you should be bettering yourself or doing something that actually might make a difference. You’re just furthering my argument. You don’t know me and I don’t expect you to understand everything I’m trying to say but you’re attacking me rather than the argument. What exactly are you upset about? I believe it takes a greater intellect to understand both sides of an argument and your logical fallacies are making it hard for me to see your point of view. Good luck to you!

Yes, my argument is flawed by my emotions, I didn’t necessarily mean I never had the opportunity to vote for a candidate of my standards. I’m just saying that the candidates didn’t meet my standards. I appreciate you for expressing your opinions and keeping me in check. Good luck to you.

You know what’s bothered me? People viewing our president as some sort of celebrity. Especially someone that says they are a “fan” of a presidential candidate, just doesn’t sit right with me. These are real people governing our country, not a fucking magical being or a movie star. Politics nowadays is damn reality tv. This country is as mature as a high school, and the popular kids are fighting for control. I’m not religious much but this is what god means by “false idols”. Also, the fact I’ve seen people bet on the election or talk about it like it’s some sort of sporting event is quite outrageous and unsettling. This isn’t entertainment, this is supposed to be a commitment to democracy and creating equality and fairness in our country. It’s about making the proper changes to help better mankind and American lives. I think we need to start somewhere new. Our lives don’t change with a presidential election, change occurs within ourselves. It’s our mindsets that are hurting us. For the next four years we live with a decision, and after that, the same thing. That’s how shit works, and not everything goes your way sometimes, but that’s how life happened to turn out. It’s hard for me to trust anybody that worships a “presidential candidate” or obsesses over the idea of the election. All we can do is control what we do and how we act. We can’t better the world until we better the people that are capable of changing the world. Change is necessary, without it, we wouldn’t adapt, survival wouldn’t be possible, and evil would persist. Fuck trump and fuck Kamala. I never chose them as my candidates. Who said anybody is worthy of such a position of power anyways? But if you really are into politics and support someone, I get it, you’re doing all that you can do by voting for what you believe in. And I commend you for choosing that decision. Just remember there are more important things to consider than to obsess about your favorite “candidate” on your free time. And for the love of god, stop dividing this country.