When A Song Hits So Hard Your Chest Physically Hurts

i'm looking out a window

into a world that's taken you from me

and I'm feeling so disgusted

how pathetic can I possibly be?

little vent incoming ( sfw though! )

anyways my mental health's not doing well so this song's on repeat right now - comfort music and stuff.

it's half past eleven, i gotta get up at five a.m. & i can't sleep at all since my brain's going a mile a minute:-) dysphoria's also kicking ass again! fun times

okay concert's finished and there are three things which i realized upon seeing them again that i'd like to state immediately:

1. i am so attracted to the delicious gothic vampire daddy that is the one & only rzk, it's actually painful

2. these bunch of grandpas make me so unbelievably damn happy i just... i can't:'-)

3. adieu makes me cry like a little baby. always. it's worse than zeit. way worse

DEFINITELY EXCUSE ME CAUSE-

CAUSEEEEEE-

we're finally getting qwerty in t-2 hours guys ARE WE EXCITED OR WHAT

tony scott: okay, you know the drill.

val kilmer: yeah.

tony scott: iceman stares at maverick relentlessly during the first meeting with all the pilots and their RIOs; he dislikes him immediately.

val kilmer: sure.

tony scott: he hates how cocky and arrogant maverick is, how full of himself he seems to be. the stare is full of digust. got it?

val kilmer: loud and clear.

val kilmer: iceman stares at maverick. he's in love-

tony scott: NO-

i just watched white palace (1990) and uuuh-oooh the spader brainrot is getting real deep

(gosh he's so mesmerising in that movie i can't even)

THE GAYS ARE COMING

(or: who allowed me to have my own money)

"how do i look?"

SIR PLEASE JUST TAKE ME HOSTAGE ALREADY I'M NOT EVEN RUNNING-

*mav peeking around the corner & waving like an excited kindergarden child* hiiiii🥰

After Iceman’s funeral, Slider was contacted by Ice’s attorney to come into his office, as he had some personal property that Ice had left Slider in his will.

Emotional over the loss of his friend, as well as curious about what he might have left him (his dog tags? No, he would have left those for his family. Money? No, Ice wouldn’t leave him money…) Slider arranged to come into the attorney’s office a couple days later to receive his inheritance from Ice.

After he entered the man’s office, and introduced himself, shook his hand, was told “I’m sorry for your loss”, etc. the attorney handed him a plain white envelope.

Confused, Slider turned the envelope over in his hand. It was standard letter-size, sealed, with no odd bulges indicating anything other than paper was inside. And on the front, written in pen, in Iceman’s handwriting, were the words “For Admiral Ron Kerner.”

So Slider opened the envelope, and pulled out a single piece of folded white paper.

He unfolded the paper, and read…

“Dear Slider,

  You get Maverick.

Love,

        Ice”

People outside in the hallway all stopped when they heard a sudden, loud yell:

“…GODDAMNIT…!”

"metal bands are scary"

metal bands:

poland2 🥹🖤