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3 years ago

im so glad nobody's going for this steve/nancy last-second shit - eddie saying it's true love was the most uncomfortable thing that it should have been played as a joke lmao. i get that eddie and robin don't really know about their whole history but they're really acting like jonathan and nancy broke up like wtf they haven't spoken all season

i'm actually really enjoying this season but they are not seriously pushing steve and nancy, are they? steve didn't spend two seasons getting over her just to get back with her now. i didn't watch all the nancy and jonathan storyline for this. no.


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3 years ago

penelope's line from prompocalyse always stuck with me - 'i let them put my best friend in that crystal'. i can just picture her lying in her bed before prom wishing she had her best friend there, possibly the only person penelope ever actually loved, but knowing that she would never be forgiven for giving her up in the first place. sam wasn't a means to an end, in her eyes sam was a sacrifice that had to be made to be queen. sam was a shred of goodness and hope and happiness that penelope gave up for power, not only because sam herself would be sacrificed but because the sam that loved her, her best friend, would cease to exist.

i don't think she liked sam because she was pretty or talented or famous - i think she liked sam because sam loved her. it's both more and less meaningful, because in being loved by sam penelope could and did love her back but didn't anticipate that one day sam would stop loving her. she's left with this feeling of empitiness and loneliness that she doesn't even attempt to mend because she knows that nobody would ever compare to sam, so all she can do is cling to her crown and try to fill the hole herself with everything she thought she admired about sam.

sam was strong. sam was beautiful. sam was fierce and independent and powerful. penelope could be all of these things and more, and yet never be able to fill the hole sam left because she wouldn't let herself care. penelope loved that if she said the right thing sam would be hurt, because sam cared and penelope could always exploit that weakness. there was a kind of sick pride in not caring, because even if sam was stronger than her at least penelope didn't care. at least she could nurture that love and dependency without ever having to be burdened by reciprocating it.

penelope never anticipated that one day sam wouldn't care. and penelope would be forced to acknowledge that she cared, that she had cared all along, and that now sam didn't.

I’m thinking about nightpetal again and specifically thinking about the “I don’t love you anymore.” thinking about it from penelope’s perspective, if that actually was penelope. thinking about her taunting sam like she always did, except now six girls rip through time and space to take sam’s hand and take her away. six girls who have clearly fought through some shit to come get sam, six people who love sam and aren’t afraid to tell her, to show her. I just wonder how she felt seeing antiope taking sam by the hand and telling her she loves her so openly. I wonder if, as sam told her “I don’t love you anymore,” surrounded by people who would clearly do anything for her, if penelope regretted not being that for sam. I wonder if it hurt her to know that she didn’t have someone like that, especially because she knows that, for most of her life, she did.


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3 years ago

id honestly never considered monster hybrids at all but after seeing this all i can think of is the possibilities holy shit!!

werebat and vampwolf are my personal favourites because bat/wolf hybrids are objectively horrifying and amazing and holy shit this is so creative i love it sm

Werewolf/Vampire Hybrids Based On This One Ask I Got! Please Click Through Each Panel For Details, And
Werewolf/Vampire Hybrids Based On This One Ask I Got! Please Click Through Each Panel For Details, And
Werewolf/Vampire Hybrids Based On This One Ask I Got! Please Click Through Each Panel For Details, And
Werewolf/Vampire Hybrids Based On This One Ask I Got! Please Click Through Each Panel For Details, And

Werewolf/Vampire Hybrids based on this one ask I got! Please click through each panel for details, and let me know which is your favorite! :D

(ID and bonus OC under the Read More!)

Werewolf/Vampire Hybrids Based On This One Ask I Got! Please Click Through Each Panel For Details, And

There is a column of four panels. Each panel has a digital drawing of a werewolf/vampire hybrid, along with blocks of text describing the creature.

First Panel: A crouching purpley-grey werewolf with batlike features is in the right corner. Top left, there's a 3/4ths view of a man with tan skin, dark brown hair, small wolf ears, and grey-brown stubble. Near the bottom-middle of the page is a white and tan werewolf with batlike features. The text reads:

BATWOLF

Offspring of Werewolf mother and Vampire father, or when a Werewolf mother is bitten by Vampire during pregnancy. Though smaller than most werewolves, its heightened senses and intelligence make just as dangerous. “Human” form resembles a somewhat furry Vampire, or quasi-shifted Lycan. White Vampire Bat color variation, know as the “Rouge the Bat” pelt (this text is next to the white werebat). Reduced weakness to silver and wolfsbane. Astute and lethal ambush predators Able to inject vampiric venom.

Second Panel: A black, angular werewolf on four legs, with one of its clawed hands pointing up. It's maw and claws are dripping with dark red blood. It has two bite marks on its neck. Its eyes have beady dots of red, and its fangs are yellow. To the right of the page are two smaller busts of two canine creatures. The first is a profile of the same type of werewolf, black with red eyes. The second is a hellhound with a glowing red chest and a fiery mane, curved ears and fully red eyes. Underneath the busts are three circular swatches (left to right: white, black, and dark rusty red). Text reads:

VAMPWOLF

Result of Werewolf bitten by Vampire. Given that the Werewolf survives, it will develop a frenzied craving for fresh blood and will no longer consume meat of prey. Extremely dangerous during the Full Moon. Features angle after infection sets in. Vampire bite marks do not heal. NOT TO BE CONFUSED WITH HELLHOUNDS. Only three color variations. Must sleep in a Werewolf-sized coffin in case of transformation during Slumber.

Third Panel: A huge tan werebat. The underside of its wings are dark brown. It has a pointed pink noise. There is a closeup of its open mouth and vampire bat fangs. There are also two different posed wings drawn on the left side of the panel. They are drawn small as a diagram example of how a wing can look turned in our stretched out. There is also a tiny doodle of a cartoon werebat face with X's over its eyes. Text reads:

WEREBAT

Result of Vampire bitten by Werewolf; if the Vampire survives, it will transform into a Werebat the next Blood Moon. Vampires who do not reverse the curse by the Blood Moon will transform into a Werebat every following Full Moon. Victims often beheaded for access to more blood. As the vampire ages, werebat form balds. Does not howl, but shrieks and clicks to echolocate. Relies on sensitive hearing to hunt.

Fourth Panel: This is split between two types of monster. To the left, a cream-colored furred vampire with reddish brown hair and yellow eyes. He is tall and thin, with arms too long to be humanoid, wearing blue fannel, skinny black jeans, and a purple coffee mug. He wears silver bands around his wrists, and he also has fangs and long pointy ears. His feet are paws. A small neck-up bust of his werewolf form is to his left. The werewolf has cream and brown fur, yellow eyes, and long vampire fangs. Text reads:

FURRED VAMPIRE

Offspring of Vampire father and Batwolf mother. Werewolf form retains Vampire intelligence and sensibilities. Food substitutes can work to abate craving for fresh blood. Often sleeps in coffins because "It's just comfier". No weakness to silver. Not undead, but often anemic. Since a werewolf curse is not lifted across generations, a Furred Vampire still transforms under a Full Moon, but has a reduced appetite and a more anthropomorphic appearance.

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To the left, a lanky cool grey werewolf with pitch black eyes, a flared purple-black nose, and vampiric fangs. Her human form is pictured with two headshots, one with a beanie and mask on, another with a grey shirt. Her human form has tan skin, dark eyes, and vampire fangs and ears. Text reads:

WEREPIRE

Offspring of Werebat and Werewolf. Werewolf form closely resembles a regular werewolf, with exception to facial features. Completely black eyes, reduced night vision. Flared nostrils. Fang placement to the front of top jaw. Human form easily disguised. No necessity or craving for fresh human blood. Sometimes prone to dormant garlic allergy.

Fifth panel, under the cut: A cool grey anthro wolf with a black and cool blue vampire cape stands looking profile. He has a white neck collar with a moonstone in the center. Text reads:

IAGO

Extremely polite Werevamp* (except during Full Moons, when he goes apeshit)

Loves Shakespeare

Prefers anthro form.

Moonstone allows him to shift at-will

Snooty bitch <3

*A werevamp is the general term for any werewolf/vampire hybrid. Sometimes, “werevamp” refers to a vampwolf that remains in anthro wolf form between Full Moons to abate the bloodlust of vampirism.


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3 years ago

by the off chance this shows up for anyone.

turkey and azerbaijan are attacking armenia right now, and it's 1915 all over again because the world is distracted and people are too busy wondering if they're gonna live or die, and who gives a shit about my country anyway? my mum told me to tell my friends and explain to them what's happening and that we are the victims in this war because azerbaijan is spreading lies and people are believing their lies and i told her, what good is that going to do? do you think anyone's going to come to our aid? is russia going to help us? is america? is england? erdogan said they will finish what their ancestors started, and he means genocide. he means ethnic cleansing. he means to massacre every last one of us. and in doing so admitted to the very same thing turkey has spent 105 years denying. i don't know who to tell and what good telling people will do because we're a small, insignificant country, and we have nothing to offer to the people in power, the handful who rule the world. so i sit here with my pain and i feel helpless. i know there's twitter threads and links to petitions and people being urged to contact their senators, and sorry if im being pessimistic, but azerbaijan has been attacking us for the last 22 years, and though we defend ourselves, we can't do anything to stop them. they've violated ceasefires (and geneva conventions) multiple times. i don't think they'll rest until every last one of us is dead.

we just want peace. we just want to live peacefully. we're not asking for a lot here.


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3 years ago

hamsandwich’s x-men au fanart

Hamsandwich’s X-men Au Fanart
Hamsandwich’s X-men Au Fanart
Hamsandwich’s X-men Au Fanart

hetalia fanart inspired by limits by hamsandwich on ao3 because it’s my favourite hetalia au whoops-

https://archiveofourown.org/works/31972273/chapters/79186903


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3 years ago

just gonna add my unwanted headcanons

natsu?? def enby ish. probs any pronouns, is just vibing. i wanna say pansexual aromantic, bc he does have fanservice-y moments and is mostly just oblivious to romance.

erza and cana are basically canon wlw - am i wrong?? jellal’s the only guy erza’s ever liked and cana might go for a guy once in a while but wouldn’t be serious about it.

lucy and juvia are gay as hell. i refuse to accept juvia’s obsession with gray as romantic bc thats not what i think romance is but i definitely do believe it was sexual. also juvia is definitely somewhere in the enby spectrum. 

gray had a crush on erza at some point, probably also on natsu tho tbf. not lucy or juvia, at all - he’s definitely some form of demi, possibly asexual.

i can’t see jellal ever having romantic feelings for anyone but erza, so i’ll call him greyromantic. he’s also definitely asexual. not sex repulsed, but it isn’t something he has any desire for.

gajeel has always been ftm in my head and i have absolutely no reason for that. he n levy are doing great being str8 together, and i’m p comfortable saying they’re both straight.

also QUEERPLATONIC NALU is the future. lucy kinda thought it might be romantic at some point but natsu is very aromantic and now they chill and eat ice cream together. they are always mistaken for a couple, esp since natsu will get jealous if lucy spends more time w her partner than him but their solution for that was for natsu to tag along on dates like their kid.

none, and i mean none, of the fairy tail characters are cishet (as in maybe cis but part of the lgbt community and/or trans/nb etc). idc. yall can disagree with me but i refuse to acknowledge some of these ships (like gruvia oop).

natsu dragneel is aroace and overall a no labels guy in general. lucy heartfila is bi leaning guys but we all know she has a gf. gray fullbuster is gay or bi. erza scarlet is bi leaning girls.

natsu has a close ass relationship with lucy but they're not romantic in any way. they enjoy eachothers company, spend one on one time together etc (im bad at explaining JDNDKXJD). if juvia's obsessive and unhealthy behaviour towards gray wasn't canon, she'd probably be crushing on lucy. gray.... oh, gray. he is. oh, you know. erza is just vibing.

my main fairy tail ships are currently:

(romantic) jellal x gray

(romantic) erza x jellal

(platonic) lucy x natsu

(romantic) lucy x juvia if she didn't have her obsession

(romantic) levy x gajeel

of course, everything i say is headcanons, but lemme just believe this is real,, this once,,


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3 years ago

BREAKING NEWS:

the hannibal fandom has figured out that i like women ! i fear they plan to use this information to seduce and manipulate me, and i find myself very susceptible to such behaviours. if i am found impaled on a stag’s head with organs missing, know that i died happy.

More Hannigram Ladiessss
More Hannigram Ladiessss

more hannigram ladiessss


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3 years ago

this is my favourite thing.

Will Grum For My 10k Dtiys On Insta !!

will grum for my 10k dtiys on insta !!


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4 years ago

i am ashamed of still liking total drama island in 2021 but shut up its only gotten better over the years

aleheather??? still the love of my life after five years.

peak villain duo, i hate everyone but you energy.

the fact that in tdas they just ?? got over the volcano thing?? like they dont hold grudges at all, they understand that they're just playing the game.

yeah babe i get it, i wouldve done the same thing ily

you can't even try to ship them with anyone else bc once they team up they're SO willing to fuck over all their friends

they wouldn't last if they didn't understand each other so well

they're both good at reading people but both are difficult to read

you could argue that they're too similar but CLEARLY neither appreciates people different to them

the love/hate thing isn't at all in a toxic way, they're just trying to convince themselves they aren't attached because they're afraid of commitment and in tdas they're shown to genuinely care about each other without fighting

ik some people hated them being lovey-dovey but damn thats some good character development for both of them

they haven't lost their edge or anything they've just teamed up

one could even say they've doubled their power

obviously alejandro is the pull where heather is the push but it goes deeper than being one-sided

alejnadro's 'pull' isn't vulnerability for him, he does that with everyone. its when he starts to lose focus that he shows vulnerability and at first heather doesn't realise and takes advantage of it

but when he calls her out she listens and feels bad which is something we never see from her otherwise

heathers vulnerability isn't when she cries in the wt finale since we've seen her use crying as manipulation before

its more subtle, like when she hugs him when they're successful

because more than anything, heather isn't used to sharing happiness. her happiness comes at the cost of others, her competitive nature likely stemming from competition with her siblings for their parents' affection.

she doesn't like being alone in the game or being the bad guy, but thats what works.

when they're together they can be the bad guys without being alone

not to mention they're each other's weaknesses, so with that out of the way they're more powerful


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4 years ago

IT PHYSICALLY HURTS ME TO NOT LIKE A QUALITY POST BUT YES TRANS MEN ARE MEN AND DONT HAVE TO PROVE SHIT TO ANYONE

trying to prove a point to the boys at school

reblog this if you believe trans men are real men like this if you dont

4 years ago

this sounds like the sims. you're playing the sims

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4 years ago

hi im not american and i just learned that twizzlers are NOT what i thought they were

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4 years ago

is now a good time to say that alex is PEAK representation of 'gay in theory'??

hear me out, he has very loving and supportive friends and he's comfortable and relatively open with who he is. but we know that he's experienced a lot of homophobia particularly from his parents, and i feel like his trouble expressing his affections with willie really show the impact that had on him.

dont get me wrong, part of it is definitely because of the whole 'willies being blackmailed' thing but it could easily be metaphorical and shit can have double meanings. that hug ?? the way he clearly cares a lot about willie but can't look him in the eyes and admit it even to himself because at that point he has to face the reality of his feelings and show vulnerability with them. it isn't often talked about, but a lot of queer people act very outwardly proud as a preemptive defense mechanism - what you say won't hurt me so dont even bother. because if they show vulnerability then they're letting the prejudice get to them, and they can't do that. hence why alex hesitates from the hug, otherwise comfortable with physical affection but knowing how much this particular hug will mean to him and being scared to face it, particularly in front of the people he loves. because in his experience, the people he loves have been the ones to judge him for it.

its a huge misconception that gay people like to 'show it in your face' that they're gay, and complaining about it is inherently homophobic. but there is some truth that gay people like to call out homophobia before it even comes up, so as to feel some power over it. acting confident and proud is our way of protecting ourselves from a world that has always preyed on our vulnerability.


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4 years ago

EPISODE 12

Langa : REKI I’M HAVING F U N LOOK *falls off a cliff*

Cherry : wait no—

Reki : SHUT UP HE’S HAVING FUN !!!!


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4 years ago

hello this post is about biromantic 💝💜💙 aces 🖤🤍💜 because I am a biromantic 💝💜💙 ace 🖤🤍💜 and we're cool

reblog to spread biromantic 💝💜💙 ace 🖤🤍💜 positivity.

(you don't have to but it would be nice 👉👈🥺)

4 years ago

sting accidentally saying gaybertooth in front of all the other guild masters and then quietly giggling to himself as everyone stares deadpan at the dumbass who can’t finish his report from laughing at his own joke 

Sabertooth Headcanons

There’s a swear jar and a ‘Made Yukino cry, faint or upset’ jar

Both get filled regularly especially when someone from Fairy Tail visits

Behind those there’s a smaller ‘Overreacted to something involving Frosch’ jar (which gets full fast)

Sting overheard someone calling Sabertooth ‘Gaybertooth’ and won’t stop calling the guild that. Especially at council meetings.

They’re super competitive and have a ‘battle of fairy tail’ style tournament six months after the GMG to keep them going and also to see who’s the 5 strongest and most likely to make up the Sabertooth team.

The 5 top placed mages from the tournament get sabotaged the rest of the six months until the GMG team is announced. 

I don’t think you understand they’re SUPER COMPETITIVE

Competitions out of everything

Winner gets the contents of the jars

Sting gives Rogue pet names when he’s moody

The worse the mood the more sickly/amount of pet names

Soon Orga joins in, followed by Rufus, followed by the whole guild until on a bad day everyone will at least refer to him as Roguey

Guildhall slumber parties

Rogue, Yukino, Minerva and Rufus actually end up doing all of the ‘master’ work while Sting goofs off

He still whines about the amount of paperwork from the council though

So much so that they decide to take a ‘Fairy Tail approach’ to the council and just ignore them

 They find out they’re not the only guild to have a pool so decide to one up Fairy Tail by putting a bar in the pool

I mentioned they were competitive didn’t I?


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4 years ago

Sting: *gets down on one knee*

Rogue: Oh my G-d, it's finally happening!

Sting: *ties shoe laces*

Rogue: He's stopped wearing crocs!

4 years ago
All Of Them Fall Into The Best Friends To Lovers Trope Too. Mashima Is That A Pattern??? Dammit!

all of them fall into the best friends to lovers trope too. Mashima is that a pattern??? dammit!

4 years ago
That Little Look Sting And Rogue Give Each Other In The Break Out Opening Reblog If You Agree
That Little Look Sting And Rogue Give Each Other In The Break Out Opening Reblog If You Agree

That little look Sting and Rogue give each other in the Break Out opening reblog if you agree

4 years ago

im not sorry this is how the fandom should be

This Blog Is Still Up And Running Although Fairy Tail Has Ended, So Keep Sending In Your Headcanons/ships/

This blog is still up and running although Fairy Tail has ended, so keep sending in your headcanons/ships/ confessions!

I’m guessing I’m gonna get hate for the meme but whatever It’s worth it

-mod purple

4 years ago

none, and i mean none, of the fairy tail characters are cishet (as in maybe cis but part of the lgbt community and/or trans/nb etc). idc. yall can disagree with me but i refuse to acknowledge some of these ships (like gruvia oop).

natsu dragneel is aroace and overall a no labels guy in general. lucy heartfila is bi leaning guys but we all know she has a gf. gray fullbuster is gay or bi. erza scarlet is bi leaning girls.

natsu has a close ass relationship with lucy but they're not romantic in any way. they enjoy eachothers company, spend one on one time together etc (im bad at explaining JDNDKXJD). if juvia's obsessive and unhealthy behaviour towards gray wasn't canon, she'd probably be crushing on lucy. gray.... oh, gray. he is. oh, you know. erza is just vibing.

my main fairy tail ships are currently:

(romantic) jellal x gray

(romantic) erza x jellal

(platonic) lucy x natsu

(romantic) lucy x juvia if she didn't have her obsession

(romantic) levy x gajeel

of course, everything i say is headcanons, but lemme just believe this is real,, this once,,

4 years ago

Willie: *kicks "G" off Graveyard sign*

Willie, to Alex: Let's get this party started.


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4 years ago

#cottagecore but im aro and DAMN IT just let me live in my cottage alone with my dog i dont wanna share my potions :(((


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4 years ago

!!! this me

I Realized That The Lesbian + Aro Flags Have The Same Number Of Stripes So Here. Either An Aro Lesbian

i realized that the lesbian + aro flags have the same number of stripes so here. either an aro lesbian flag or a lesbian / aro solidarity flag!


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4 years ago
If You Get Scared, You Can Always Hide Behind Me. I’ll Be Hiding Behind Luke.
If You Get Scared, You Can Always Hide Behind Me. I’ll Be Hiding Behind Luke.
If You Get Scared, You Can Always Hide Behind Me. I’ll Be Hiding Behind Luke.
If You Get Scared, You Can Always Hide Behind Me. I’ll Be Hiding Behind Luke.
If You Get Scared, You Can Always Hide Behind Me. I’ll Be Hiding Behind Luke.
If You Get Scared, You Can Always Hide Behind Me. I’ll Be Hiding Behind Luke.
If You Get Scared, You Can Always Hide Behind Me. I’ll Be Hiding Behind Luke.
If You Get Scared, You Can Always Hide Behind Me. I’ll Be Hiding Behind Luke.
If You Get Scared, You Can Always Hide Behind Me. I’ll Be Hiding Behind Luke.

If you get scared, you can always hide behind me. I’ll be hiding behind Luke.

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