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introverteddaries
1 week ago

Can someone explain their relationships?🤣

Can Someone Explain Their Relationships?🤣
introverteddaries
1 week ago

the cutest

"What Do They Call You?" "Bob." "No, Your Call Sign." "Uh... Bob."
"What Do They Call You?" "Bob." "No, Your Call Sign." "Uh... Bob."

"What do they call you?" "Bob." "No, your call sign." "Uh... Bob."

LEWIS PULLMAN as ROBERT "BOB" FLOYD in TOP GUN: MAVERICK (2022) | dir. Joseph Kosinski

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1 week ago

Rewatching the prequels rn and I always forget just how creepy some of Anakin’s comments are like love my boy but calm down

Rewatching The Prequels Rn And I Always Forget Just How Creepy Some Of Anakin’s Comments Are Like Love

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1 week ago

I didn’t like the baby reveal ending at first but I started thinking about kleya and suddenly it hits a lot harder and I get it now. it seems a bit cheap on its own maybe, but if you think about the baby as a mirror to kleya it’s really more impactful I feel. we only just found out that luthen and kleya had a father-daughter relationship—that was a baby reveal in its own way—right at the moment of luthen’s death. he really did sacrifice everything (except kleya!) for this rebellion, and he will never see the sunrise, but she will. she’ll know it was all worth it. and she’ll be free. the bix/cassian baby reveal works the same way. right at the moment he’s heading off on the path to his final mission, one that will be instrumental in bringing about that sunrise, one we know he’ll never come back from, we see bix, and their baby, who will not only live to see that sunrise, but will probably not even have any memories of a time before it came. that’s what it’s all for. that’s why all these sacrifices matter. everyone vel and cassian toasted to, and the ones who survived too, like kleya and bix, vel and mon etc. that’s why they’re heroes. so no one else has to be. so others can just live

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1 week ago

Some thoughts on Andor, and that final shot everyone hates so much.

I don’t. I’ve been sitting with this show for a while now. This whole season I’ve been waiting to hate Bix’s arc with the same fervour that some of the more vocal fans do. I’ve been waiting to feel the injustice done to a “strong female character” (a phrase I fucking hate by the way, but that’s an argument for another time). I’ve seen the arguments that she should have stayed with the rebellion, that she was a fighter sidelined for the sake of a man, that she was reduced to a baby-factory straight out of right wing propaganda (Jesus Christ). And I disagree with every fucking one of them. 

For me, in season two, Bix is the heart of the show. She is the ethos, the drive, the reason that rebellion matters. Bix becomes, in a way, the most important character Andor has to offer us.

Andor has always been very clear in its ideology. Blatantly so. And one of the ideals it strives to impart to its audience is that we are not meant to live in fear. We are not meant to live under oppression. We are not meant to live looking down. For Andor the heart, the drive, the reason behind rebellion is to create a future where we are free. And where love, and peace, and community, and kindness, and hope are our foundations and are the only matter of our lives. 

Andor doesn’t want its characters to be fighters. They are forced to be. Andor doesn’t want its characters to live hiding and scared and clawing for any glimpse of peace and love and hope they can get. They have no other choice. Rebellion is important. It is so so fucking important. But it is only important because of what it fights for. 

Bix is not a fighter. In Andor’s first season she is a mechanic selling to Luthen on the side for extra money. She is not struggling against the empire. She is not joining a rebellion. She is getting the fuck by and living her fucking life. And one day her connection to Cassian puts her under the empire’s gaze and she is invasively tortured and horrifically traumatised because of it. And she endures. 

Bix is, also, an incredibly important character to me personally. There can often be a narrative surrounding trauma that it should make you the fighter everyone seems to think Bix should be. That you should take your pain and terror and suffering and turn it around and let it make you stronger. Use it to beat back against the person, or group, or institution that traumatised you. That you should pick yourself up, dust yourself off, take that horror, and fight back (girlboss-ify yourself and take those motherfuckers down). And to that I say, no. I don’t want that. I’ve done my fighting. I’ve lost my battles and I’ve come out the other side scarred in ways that still hurt to touch. What I want is to stop. Is to rest. Is to put this pain down and move out the other side of it and live, finally. 

For me, watching Bix as an horrifically traumatised woman live stuck in that fight for the first half of the second season was harrowing. To see her spend her time in the Coruscant safehouse grappling with the true cost of what it means to fight the way she needs to in this war, never at peace as the life she lives and the things she must do force her to stay held in her trauma, had me aching in ways I didn’t realise I would. To see her stuck in the dark and the gloom and the cold, and yearning the whole time she is in Coruscant to be able to go out and live without having to look over her shoulder, hurt in ways I struggle to put words to.

And then, to see her get out. 

I know there is a lot of contention about seeing Bix have little to do on Yavin. And to that I will say, it’s a big show, there are a lot of characters, and she is on Yavin during a storyline that arguably should not narratively or structurally be focusing on her anyway. I know there is also a lot of contention about writing her leaving Cassian for the sake of the rebellion. That it diminishes her character to a plot beat. And while perhaps the tropes at play feel trite in comparison to the more grounded beats the show is known for hitting, this is still storytelling. All the characters are, functionally, still devices serving a narrative. Bix leaves, and narratively becomes our ethos. Becomes the heart of this story. Becomes the reason we have been watching this all play out for our two-season run. Bix becomes the most important character in the show. Because this is why we must fight. For Bix. For everything she represents in that moment. She becomes the way Cassian’s life should be if it weren’t for this war, and in doing so becomes the way all of their lives should be. Should have always been. And will be one day soon. 

She is the reason. For all of it. For every loss, for every death, for every fight. It is her. She is the hope at the heart of the rebellion.

That last scene on Mina-Rau; the gentle light, Bee playing, the table set for a community to eat and laugh and be. People smiling and content and together and peaceful. And Bix, free. Of the trauma, of the loss, of the death, of the fight. Looking up at the open sky with her child. Literally holding in her arms the life that the rebellion has always been fighting for. 

That is the hope at the end of our story -- that Bix is the one that gets to live. 

And you can pry that fucking ending from my cold dead hands.

introverteddaries
1 week ago

seeing krennic all smug and cheerful and bitchy in andor is so funny compared to his previous characterisation because apparently the only reason he's so sultry and moody in rogue one is because he's just. having the worst week of his life

truly the epitome of Orson Krennic and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day

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1 week ago

Can’t stop laughing at the displeasure on Mon and Luthen’s faces when they see Krennic

Can’t Stop Laughing At The Displeasure On Mon And Luthen’s Faces When They See Krennic
Can’t Stop Laughing At The Displeasure On Mon And Luthen’s Faces When They See Krennic
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1 week ago

was almost worried fascist fanboy was about to get a redemption arc but no he found out his fascist girlfriend lied to him which meant the last 2 years of his work meant nothing, choked her out bc he's an incel, thought he was about to get a personal victory against cassian only to find out that his archnemesis has absolutely no fucking clue who he is bc he's irrelevant, and then gets headshotted by the billionaire tailor who he's been conning this whole time. FANTASTIC 10/10 NO NOTES.

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1 week ago
Giving Them The Medals They Deserve For Helping In The Destruction Of The Death Star
Giving Them The Medals They Deserve For Helping In The Destruction Of The Death Star
Giving Them The Medals They Deserve For Helping In The Destruction Of The Death Star

giving them the medals they deserve for helping in the destruction of the death star

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1 week ago
Oh, Genevieve. Did You Have Any Idea What A Couple Days Of Work Filming (ultimately Deleted) Scenes In
Oh, Genevieve. Did You Have Any Idea What A Couple Days Of Work Filming (ultimately Deleted) Scenes In
Oh, Genevieve. Did You Have Any Idea What A Couple Days Of Work Filming (ultimately Deleted) Scenes In
Oh, Genevieve. Did You Have Any Idea What A Couple Days Of Work Filming (ultimately Deleted) Scenes In
Oh, Genevieve. Did You Have Any Idea What A Couple Days Of Work Filming (ultimately Deleted) Scenes In
Oh, Genevieve. Did You Have Any Idea What A Couple Days Of Work Filming (ultimately Deleted) Scenes In

Oh, Genevieve. Did you have any idea what a couple days of work filming (ultimately deleted) scenes in Revenge of the Sith would eventually lead to?

introverteddaries
1 week ago

only the second most stressful wedding stellan skarsgård's been involved in

introverteddaries
1 week ago
Inspiration Struck Me Again So Another Leopard Eats Dedra’s Face.

Inspiration struck me again so another leopard eats Dedra’s face.

introverteddaries
1 week ago
introverteddaries - The Obsessive Corner
introverteddaries - The Obsessive Corner
introverteddaries - The Obsessive Corner
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1 week ago

cassian’s “who are you?” to syril is not a thanos “i don’t even know who you are” moment. it is not “for me, it was tuesday” or “the axe forgets but the tree remembers”. because cassian didn’t ruin syril’s life. syril upended CASSIAN’S life, and ruined his own in the process. syril stumbled on on the case of two dead beat cops that the empire could not care less about and told him so to his face, but he was so desperate to prove himself as a useful cog in the empire’s machine that he went against his superiors to make a big show out of apprehending someone who was only trying to get back to his normal life. and it goes horribly. syril fucked up, and he’s fired, and he can’t make himself blame the empire so he becomes fixated on andor, his enemy, this big bad master criminal who escaped justice and ruined his life. it’s an obsession. and years later, in the midst of his disillusionment and regret watching the violence on ghorman he helped bring about, he sees him. cassian andor. and all this rage and resentment that’s been boiling under his skin for years overtakes any thought of the innocents dying and he throws himself into fighting cassian with a brutality that is obviously personal. and he almost wins, he has the gun pointed at him, when cassian looks at him with genuine confusion and asks “who are you?” and syril breaks. because he’s spent so long convincing himself that andor is out to get him, and now he sees that this was just as futile as everything else he dedicated himself to. because andor did nothing to him. and he has to die with that realization.

cassian had far more reason to hate syril than the other way around, but syril was completely unimportant to him because he chose the rebellion and love over resentment and the empire

introverteddaries
1 week ago
I Laughed Way Too Hard Actually. The Looney Tunes Nature Of It All

I laughed way too hard actually. The looney tunes nature of it all

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1 week ago

There's just something about how the ISB never found Andor.

Syril found Andor, too late.

Dedra found Axis without him.

But they never found Cassian Andor - and they'll never know what that specific failure cost them, will they?

The Rebels don't know who was on Aldhani; the Empire will never know who did the job on Scarif.

Where is Andor? They don't know. But he has friends everywhere.

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1 week ago
Another Face For Another Leopard.

Another face for another leopard.

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1 week ago

kind of actually soooo fucking funny that my man jung was like “I’m toast anyway they know what I’m up to” and then the ISB was like “we lost a great man and dedra meero is a rebel spy”

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1 week ago
It Is Repeatedly Emphasized In The Show That The Process Of Minining Kalkite Is Invasive And Risks Destroying

It is repeatedly emphasized in the show that the process of minining kalkite is invasive and risks destroying Ghorman’s biosphere, that the Empire had sought other options before committing to strip mining Ghorman, and that because Ghorman is a prominent Colonies world it would take time to turn public opinion against the Ghor - multiple years! - before they could begin. The entire point is that fascists can’t simply leave well enough alone - to get what they want they will eagerly manufacture consent for genocide. The Empire carefully manages public opinion to spin the massacre as a years-long terrorist uprising being put down, and it’s only Mon Mothma’s speech in the Senate that is able to blow a hole in that narrative.

This is just basic basic basic narrative analysis, but unfortunately we are dealing with Star Wars fans so that is not in their toolbox

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1 week ago
“Random Acts Of Insurrection Are Occurring constantly Throughout The Galaxy”
“Random Acts Of Insurrection Are Occurring constantly Throughout The Galaxy”
“Random Acts Of Insurrection Are Occurring constantly Throughout The Galaxy”
“Random Acts Of Insurrection Are Occurring constantly Throughout The Galaxy”

“Random acts of insurrection are occurring constantly throughout the galaxy”

introverteddaries
1 week ago

watched conclave with friends yesterday and now the pope is dead. anyway completely unrelatedly next weekend i’m gonna watch the hit disney+ show andor where they bomb a fascist government.

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1 week ago
“He Built Up This Totem Of Cassian, This Kind Of Voodoo Doll, And The Fact That He Wasn’t Even A
“He Built Up This Totem Of Cassian, This Kind Of Voodoo Doll, And The Fact That He Wasn’t Even A
“He Built Up This Totem Of Cassian, This Kind Of Voodoo Doll, And The Fact That He Wasn’t Even A
“He Built Up This Totem Of Cassian, This Kind Of Voodoo Doll, And The Fact That He Wasn’t Even A
“He Built Up This Totem Of Cassian, This Kind Of Voodoo Doll, And The Fact That He Wasn’t Even A
“He Built Up This Totem Of Cassian, This Kind Of Voodoo Doll, And The Fact That He Wasn’t Even A

“He built up this totem of Cassian, this kind of voodoo doll, and the fact that he wasn’t even a blip on Cassian’s radar is crushing to him. He’s so desperate to be remembered and to make a difference, and it’s a cut too deep by that point. He’s been betrayed by Dedra and the Empire, and now his one true obsession doesn’t even think he’s worth remembering. He’s heartbroken.” - Kyle Soller

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1 week ago
I'm Never Gonna Recover From This. They Share Something So Special And Intriguing. There Barely Was Anyone
I'm Never Gonna Recover From This. They Share Something So Special And Intriguing. There Barely Was Anyone
I'm Never Gonna Recover From This. They Share Something So Special And Intriguing. There Barely Was Anyone
I'm Never Gonna Recover From This. They Share Something So Special And Intriguing. There Barely Was Anyone

I'm never gonna recover from this. They share something so special and intriguing. There barely was anyone around, no reason for her to put on the happy wife show. And yet there she is, stealing her husband's tea and sipping it with that look. I need to think about what this represents. That and followed by Perrin's "joy" speech... I think they did have feelings for each other. I don't think it was ever love, but they've known each other for so long now, they know very well how to make each other happy and each other miserable. And how they just dance around each other with that knowledge. I know a lot of people hate Perrin and frankly he's not my usual type of character but idk there's just something beautiful and tragic about them.

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1 week ago

I love how s2 of Andor shows us how all the sacrifices the Imperial characters make for the Empire are ultimately worthless. Syril, Dedra, and Partagaz all have different variations on the same ending. and to them Krennic is the big bad guy who represents the Empire but then in Rogue One we learn that essentially he’s in the same situation: giving everything to the Empire and it amounting to nothing in the end.

introverteddaries
1 week ago

luthen and cassian burning their life to make a sunrise their children got to see. i’m fine.

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1 week ago

What in the Renaissance painting is going on here????

What In The Renaissance Painting Is Going On Here????
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1 week ago
Oh This?? This Is Diabolical, I Love It

oh this?? this is diabolical, I love it

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1 week ago
I'm Fine About This Parallel
I'm Fine About This Parallel

I'm fine about this parallel

always alone, even in a crowd

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1 week ago

Side note, but major props to all the Ghor actors for learning a whole made-up language and fluently performing entire scenes in it.

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1 week ago
Oh This?? This Is Diabolical, I Love It

oh this?? this is diabolical, I love it

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