Absolutely LOVE When I See Fanart Of Clyde And He’s Chubby, And Stan Too Ngl, Keep It Up 🙏🙏

lil gender (ig?) dysphoria vent ^__^

worst part about being unlabeled (mainly because labels are uncomfortable to you) for me is that my feelings towards gender identity are fluid—so much so that i used to be genderfluid and pronounfluid but all the labels were confusing.

I felt like I was constantly boxing my identity instead of living it to the fullest. (if that makes sense?)

The thing is—when you say you’re “unlabeled” (in which i sometimes feel dysphoric for labeling the term and other times not)

people usually opt for all gender neutral terminology, and I have nothing against gender neutral terms, like I said my feelings are fluid which in itself is so annoying.

because like?? one moment i’m like “this is it, I’m actually just [label] i’ve finally figured myself out” and then my feelings change.

i genuinely have NO CLUE why i’m like this, and it’s frustrating, i do stay with genderfluid crowds when i’m having these issues but even then I don’t want to label myself—especially when my feelings change and it makes me feel dysphoric.

but back to what i was saying, i have nothing against gender neutral terms, and also like i said I sometimes prefer them. but sometimes when it’s ONLY and STRICTLY gender neutral terms i feel dysphoric because sometimes i don’t feel gender neutral.

but i feel uncomfortable hounding anyone about my gender identity (and it’s shifts (and because i mainly have a white cishet christian conservative community and i’d rather not be publicly outed and shamed)) so i just sit through the dysphoria.

i just hate not knowing, i hate it fluctuating and i hate not having a solid feeling about my gender. i look at other lgbtq people in the community who seem like they have it all figured out—hell i look at other genderfluid people who also look like they have it all figured out too—but i don’t.

there’s not much i can do, and i know people will say (as they always have) that it’s a phase—which is like

1) life is all a bunch of phases

2) what do i do when my phases constantly change and have been changing most of my life?

i don’t expect to be accommodated 24/7 about this—trust me it’d be nice but i understand there are people in need who’s priorities are higher in which i want them to be accommodated first before anyone else.

i just dream of the day i have a small close knit group of other people who not only relate but are able to help validate me through my identity.

this might also be a relevant time to wonder if i may have autism or adhd. not saying that i have either

(although i’ve been getting close to self diagnosed and i’ve been wanting a screening for awhile)

or that having either is in any way inherent connected to my feelings in general—but i have a hunch,, suspicion,, dare i say hope? to maybe explain it all to me?

sorry if i don’t make sense this is just me rambling :>

a true kyman fan

I don’t want kyman to like each other, i want them to call each other slurs forever and ever and ever

debating drawing this

This genuinely looks like a scene where Kyle’s about to confess to his mother he’s dating a boy and not just any boy,— ERIC CARTMAN— who looks to be well groomed (getting all fancy in order to sway Ms. Brovfloski to give her son over to him perhaps?)

I wouldn’t be surpised if there was a whoooole ep somewhat related to a plot or scheme cartman has Kyle in on.

Pinterest piss me off

WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU GOT RID OF ALL MY PINS FROM MUTLIPLE BOARDS!?? STUFF FOR SCHOOL IS GONE NO WARNING NOTHING

and thats them all !! i just ss my favs but once my ipad gets running again expect some sort of art LOL

saw on the idea on pinterest by b3y0nd_Earth to use the random headcanon generator and draw the headcanon.

naturally i did it w/ south park characters (mainly kyle n eric cuz i love them 😭😭) so i’m photodumping the pics here so they don’t get buried under all my other pics (while i wait for my ipad to charge)

i can only do ten since im on mobile so i reblog the rest !!

me because i stopped giving a fuck if people know i like kyman

THE SILLIES

PLEASE STANMAN CUDDLING? :33

ugly droolers. can they die? hopefully

stop stealing artist’s fanart to use for your fanfiction’s visuals. make your own art!! enjoy fanwork to the fullest!! don’t just write fanwork, draw fanwork!! become fanwork!! double down on fanwork!! who cares if you’re “bad at art” or “it won’t look good” who cares!? this is YOUR fanwork, YOUR creative outlet!! experience it to the fullest!!

if it weren’t for her, i’d be a completely different person (in the worst way)

she’s an icon, she’s a legend, and she is the moment

from what i’m getting is to basically transfer all my political posts or make a new blog.

so i guess i’ll do the first one and get around to the second. LOL

dunno if i should make this blog my politics blog and move all my hyperfixations over to a separate blog, make this blog my hyperfixation blog and move all my politics to a separate blog, if i should abandon this blog and create two separate blogs for each, if i should abandon all my politics and only have this blog be my hyperfixations, or if i should abandon all my hyperfixations and only have this blog be my politics, or if i should keep the system i have, even though i like keeping everything separate and organized LOL.