Literally Sobbing. A Judge, A US Judge Defended Us. A Judge Brought Up Intersex People, Using The Term

uhm can I use this for venting? I'm doing that. like a diary entry.

it's currently 11:17pm and I need to wake up tomorrow at 6:30 and have a history test at 8:30. I've studied for 4 hours and I'm currently in bed.

my ears are ringing. I read that it was a sign of anxiety or something. if it is, I understand.

either I'll ace this test or I'll fail, really fail.... how am I even supposed to be the smart kid if I don't study? well yes I showed early signs of intelligence when I was younger and now everyone expects me to be the best. it's exhausting because before I knew everything when I just paid attention to the class but now studying for so long and still knowing nothing? and now, because my parents are used to it, I need to get 90+ grades or I'll die a little inside. it's weird. I can't live like this. it's Sunday for Nick's sake.

and then I can't even pay attention in class because I have a boy sitting beside me that never shut up even though I already asked my teacher to switch places with someone.

I'm in 7th....how am I going to survive the rest?? how the hell am I going to survive college?

I need to sleep. or I don't. idk. yesterday I slept almost ten hours and I was tired all day but when I sleep 7 I am fine.

I don't know anymore.

thank you for reading my thoughts that I don't share with anyone.

good night

edit: ah just wanna say I aced the test. my first 94% on history.

hello. again.

it's currently 9:29pm. not very bad. here I am sitting on my bathroom floor. I'm constantly asking my friends if they can come to my house on thurday to study.... maybe because I don't know how to study... and I am feeling kinda selfish for that... I'll be fine.

my parents say I take too long in the bathroom. they are completely right, but I have the attention span of my 2 year old cousin. maybe he has a better one idk.

have you ever tough if you could just kill yourself and if you could turn a ghost you would watch your family and friends reaction? it's funny that I think that since a young age. it's also funny how I don't tell this to people.

maybe I should go to a therapist because I just want a diagnosis for something. I know I have something.

my life is stressful. is it weird that sometimes I cry myself to sleep? is it weird that I cry at the smallest thing alone but when I'm with people I feel the need to stay cold?

I want to take naps in the afternoon. I never did that and I'm scared to start doing that because my parents might freak out because it's not usual of me. and I don't want to explain it.

looking at the paragraphs I notice that I'm constantly changing subject... it's normal right?

and to think I'm only 13... I'll be fine, probably

thanks for reading (ik no one read this)

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