ANYWAY- What About You, Sweetheart? :333 How's Your Day? Your Last-month-first-winter-month? :3

ᥥ⑅ᥥ soulmate au, mention of death

soulmate au,

but instead of "soulmate" it says the name of the person who's going to kill you / you're going to die for, but that name can also mean the person who's going to spend the last seconds of your life with you. meeting them before death is avoidable, but death cannot be avoided.

imagine: it's the first time you meet a dirty teenager who killed his owner, who resembles a wild animal that needs to be cleaned up properly, like a small animal trapped in a trap — but this is the one whose name is on your arm, and you know for sure that it's him.

(bonus points: your name is written on his hand, but AVENTURINE doesn't know because you use a pseudonym instead of your real name.)

whenever tumblr shadowban me, it feels like enlightenment into real blogs. im the chosen one.

I think my soul healed a little after I read that /t But in all seriousness, THATS SO GOOD SO FAR ASBFJSK

REALLY?! YAAYYYY I CANT WAIT (It's still the 1st for me ://) Ooooo!!! And new banners!!!! I can't wait to see them all

HAHA I did yes lol, right as I hit the ask button I saw I didn't say it back so I had to send a separate on. You always have the most unique way to compliment someone /pos I'd eat you too!! No other doves exist like you, I'm very happy I found you <33 /ht /gen tho

you have a soul? /t /j thank you,,,,,,, you're too sweet for everyone's wellbeing :((( /t /pos /affectionate I'm going to make this work a mess, because I haven't written anything for a long time, and I want to paint my hand before I start writing about babygirl<3

eheheh<3333 they are sooo aesthetic<333 too bad you can't see them so far... /playfully /ht

awwww, loveheart,,,, I'm just always trying to impress you<3 I haven't been able to make you blush again yet, but I'm sure I'll do it again one day /t /affectionate

mhm mhm, no other doves besides me? ehe ehe, it's a good news<333 and me too!!! you are my little precious lucky charm and still such a good fellow writer, cotta<///3 im blessed to have you in my life, you have no idea how much!!!♡♡♡

... noooo, of course not... why would you think so? I'm not going to be like that... haha... I mean... ifykyk, big sib/bro...

it's like 3am for me😔 but I'm trying to fix my sleep schedule to sleep before 1:30-2:00 am!!! i mean, I use an alarm clock to wake up in the morning to have the same wake-up mode, but there are still problems with falling asleep</3

... WAIT it's afternoon for you??? 😨😨😨

I accept the idea that I'm just being soft, because this is my last exam and I'm nervous, but I feel so annoyed when "politicians" and "officials" are spoken of with contempt - you know, not about individual subjects or a group, but as a whole.

I understand that this is normal, because people like to feel like victims, and when it's "someone who has power, but they're evil and tormenting us, and we have to fight against," but it's actually so annoying. like, I was reading a novel just now, and it was good, and the main character (the scientist) had a ± high EQ and IQ, but they introduced (I'm sure) a future antihero who is a "terrible politician who was not accepted in the scientific world because he has no talents and everyone looked down on him, because he's a poor scientist and only suitable for politics and a sly (/neg) type," and, of course, the main character behaves, imo, strangely and unfriendly for no particular reason, although he used to be very gentle and friendly, simply because this person is a "politician", and I'm already 90% sure that I'm going to give up this novel soon, although I really liked it before, and I love the idea and plot of the novel. it's simple. It's unbearable. what did the officials and politicians do to that people??? did they burn down their home village and eat their favourite dog??? shake my head shake my head.

HELLLOOOOOO DARRLIINNNGGGGGG!!!!!!

How are you??? How are things going so far on this new blog??? :OO

-panna cotta

darling diva panetonne my love you just you have NO idea what happened to me past 3 days😭

first, I did a research paper on self-sustaining cities in two hours for 17 pages (the deadline is the closest), then a research paper on the privatization of real estate in two hours for 16 pages (two hours before the end of accepting the work), then I managed to completely quarrel with a classmate with whom I do work because I am more I can't hear them whining and I couldn't stand it and wrote everything I think, and what turned out to be some kind of test paper that I wrote well, considering that I didn't know anything and I don't know, but we also performed with this classmate today and (because of quarrels, only they do all the recent work, and although they do everything wrong, I don't want to bother them at all, I just hate them) they did everything wrong, and we have to redo everything, but I'm sure they'll do everything wrong again, and I just- I can't do it anymore😭😭😭 I'm looking forward to the start of the holidays, I'd rather take exams than do all this, at least I won't see them because I can't stress enough😭😭😭😭 It's just terrible, panna cotta, I want to skip it all and move to summer immediately</3

on that blog things good pretty good<333 i do first work, just a little slow, and I really like its aesthetic, sooo<33333

Hello darling <333

I know I'd be interested, but Zerg novels/stories are definitely much more niche than a lot of other ones. Tumblr is definitely not the place to post works of niche genres/subgenres if you want a lot of engagement. If you still want to post on Tumblr, that's fine, I just encourage crossposting lol.

But at the same time, not many people write works on many BL/Danmei novels, so writing for that itself is already very niche. You just happen to be writing a niche work for an already niche (writing/fanfic) community. Either way, you have readers here who happily follow you and enjoy your works, so for all we know, this may even grow your audience even more!! <33

Ur ao3 is still the same one as before, right???

hihihi love<333

... you know, I do not know if you notice it or not, but your tone (if can say that about the text) sometimes varies so much,,,,, if I did not know that it was you, I would have thought that it was someone else</3 /neu /pos even don't get me wrong, I don't usually point things out to people- but it's so sweet that I can't keep quiet anymore, you are often so unintentionally? adorable💔💔💔 you can't blame me for wanting to praise you, you make me want to hold you and cry /ht /lovingly

AWWWW I LOVE YOU TOO BOO💔💔💔 I'm not moody about the attention, but just the interest. like, there are niche works that are interesting, and there are works on a popular topic (you know what I'm talking about...) that are not interesting. I'm not annoyed by the niche or lack of attention, - especially because I'm uncomfortable with too much attention here, that's why I move a lot, - but I'm disturbed from thoughts of making uninteresting work and being unable to vibe with it,,,, anyway— main thing to have pleasure and vibe around!!! and I hope you will write again soon too, boo :333 /ht

I don't trust my gut in terms of "it's interesting or not," because there are different niches, but we've thrived quite well with our novels, you know, so that calms me down. like, popularity is more a consequence of the fact that my work is interesting, rather than a goal in itself</3

but anyway,,,, thank you so much for comforting me and supporting<////3 you are so sweet, I don't even know if I'll ever be able to get it back</3 and I'm not planning<3 you're stuck with me now. I'm in your closet to bite your ankles at night.

yesss, it's the same, I don't plan to change it<333 I only change pseuds, but the account is always the same. anyway, I'm thinking of leaving a link to it here, so that I don't get lost if anything.

you're also making that tone here!!! /t I'm going to work with this as an omegaverse🤓👆a little mess with tags, I can always add or remove extra ones, soooo<333

well, I passed the exams of the first wave, but now I'm lying with a fever and I can't walk without dizziness & can't do anything because of weakness. it's not that it's a bad end to the year, but it could be better. for example, without illness. it would be much better. especially considering that the temperature doesn't go down much and i have only fever without anything else. i don't know. exhausting.

my dear, I hope you love all these huge multi-volume books<3 oneshot is not oneshot-ing, I feel like a chinese writer who needs to type the required minimum number of words to publish

panna cotta, I want to show you this so badly... I mean, I just finished the whole initial world building and did 1/6 of the headcanons, and it's really so long and messy, but I just want you to see it... even if you might not like it, which is also okay, I just want you to see... I think even if you're a gatekeeping dragon, I still love you😔

HAHAHA i love you too, dearest<333 mwah mwah<3

roses blue panna cotta orange white

Wait i just realized I technically don't need to put on anon rn🧍

you are, little prince of twigs<3 i think i will make pinned post a little more pretty and will work on works 24/7, but closer to January, where I have a few days off. what about you - do you have a winter break?

I'm sorry, my love!!! I've been thinking about you for weeks before going to bed /srs /guilty 😔😔😔, but during a day I've been thinking about how to solve all the problems - and I've finally almost solved everything, so I'm now ready to return to much higher things in the pyramid of needs, like communicating with you and, of course, writing<3

I've gone smarter and just ignore them. unfortunately, we still have one subject where we can't help but be a team, but I'm toxic + they're irresponsible, so they don't go to university anymore, even in pairs to strict teachers "because of work", and we don't correspond, but even then I directly ignore all of them complaining and whining and pretending not to notice<3 I'm not a healthy person anymore, so I might or might not ruin their reputation a little<333 /hj /lh

YOU TOO??? my poor little cotta😭 you are DEFINITELY not deserve that inadequate kind of people :((( im so sorry, babyboo, its one of the worst experiences in the world.

do you want to talk more about that experience or them? tbh, im sometimes whining a lot about my situations, since it makes me feel better, so if you want to talk about them - or anything at all!!! - I'm always here!!! I thrive on drama and love listening to my sweet ones' complaints<3

I'm!!! Don't worry, I just- I let the situation go. I'm just the kind of person who doesn't like to redo things often, so I told them to do everything themselves without notifying me (otherwise they don't do a damn thing, but at the same time complain that I talk to them like they're subordinates, and are constantly unhappy with something), but I went smarter; since I only need to get "good" (I have an exam in this subject next year, this one just needs to score a minimum of points), I scored additional points from going to the teacher's games (like a brain ring) + I will write a scientific article with a friend that practically guarantees me "good"<3 so I have already so far I planned everything, but when I wrote to you, I was in absolute panic because my strength was running out - but now I'm okay<3333

:((( you are too sweetheart :(((( im going to eat you up and squeeze so hard cotta :((((((( im just sjshsjhdjdhdjdhjdhd KITH KITH KITH MWAH MWAH MWAH

yay!!! wanna to talk more about it? im all ears!!! im always here for some gossiping or ranting, im into it😔😔😔

oh- i don't really know,,,, I think anyone? to be honest, I'm back in the novels now, and I won't deny, I can be a little obsessive with "Became an Infinite Game Beauty NPC", but I'm mostly fine with it,,,, unfortunately, I still haven't found any new fix, even among the alien stage. as long as the idea is good, I love it, and as long as it's yandere/obsessive, I'm also into it,,,, I'm not very picky<///3