Made Mummy A Mothers Day Art Piece

12 jan 2025

study day :

12 days until jee.

studied quite a bit today since i’m in a rush to finish brushing up the portions.

what i studied :

redox reactions

laws of motion

kinetic theory of gases

thermodynamics

i need to still do questions for these topics and the once i did yesterday so i’m doing all the questions as a whole next week, i’m only noting down and revising formulas for now.

days left for neet : 112

No cuz I thought I was the shit.

couldn’t sleep until almost 5, woke up so exhausted too. i hate insomnia.

Ways to counter negative thoughts during studying? For ex - (mein gareeb mar jaungi) and other stupid stuff

negative thoughts are really demotivating and distracting and i wish id come up with a good mechanism that could help me with them too.

but it’s more or less just understanding the cues to negative thoughts, for example, i get such thoughts when i get questions wrong and it just frustrates me. in an ideal world, it would be possible to replace negative thoughts with positive ones but it isn’t that easy and takes a shi ton of patience and practice.

regardless it’s important to think about the progress rather than thinking of the final result. negative thoughts, burn out, etc are all a part of the process that’ll get us to what we want.

keep track of your achievements and progress, it helps you remember that a single hitch in this long process doesn’t determine your worth or the end result

its never been easy, it wont ever be easy so just do your best. take breaks when you need it, get some fresh air, it helps a lot, personally.

also a personal add on would be to just cry sometimes, it helps me a lot.

i don’t know if this is much help but yeah 😭

just know that you’re doing great and i’m so proud of you 💌

since when am i not allowed to fuckitn rant on my OWN FUCKING BLOG ???? who are these people, please mind your own fucking business ??? i’m frustrated and tired but i never said i wouldn’t fucking do it ??? KINDLY GET YOUR FUCKITN HEAD OUT OF YOUR ASSES FFS AND GET PVER YOURSELF AND LET OTHER PEOPLE BREATHE

why are men so pissing off so early into the day.

bhagwan ji pls syllabus khatam karwa do

“trust your gut” my gut wants alcohol at 7 in the morning what’s your point ?

13 march 2025

pretty boring day cus i’ll have to do like 15 chapters of hindi (syllabus is huge) so yeah. i spent half my morning looking for my textbook (🤡🤡) but later realised its with a friend so yay

also i made the best coffee i’ve had ever and im so happy eeeeeeek- ok so i made regular iced coffee but substituted the sugar with honey and used cinnamon infused milk (added too much cinnamon but it tastes super yum so no regrets) also used vanilla coffee so its a bit different from the regular coffee i’d make - anyways, amazing combination of flavours 🌸

todo list :

hindi.

that’s literally it for today, might do some revision and questions from physics or biology for neet

anyways-

have an amazing day my loves

💌

STUPID STUPID FUCKING MEN WHO CANNOT FUCKING THINK AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM GONNA GENUINELY JUST JUMP OFF IF I EVER HAVE TO INTERACT WITH ANOTHER MAN EVER AGAIN GOODFUCKINTJIGHT

27 march 2025

LONG TIME NO SEEEEE

okay i’m back from vacation (had the best time ever) and now it’s time to lock in 😼

i’m starting slow and doing zoology to pick up momentum so today’s goal is to finish the entirety of human physiology.

to do list :

breathing and exchange of gases

body fluids and circulation

excretory products and their elimination

locomotion and movement

neural control and coordination

chemical coordination and integration

okayyy i’m gonna get back to studying now

have an amazing day my loves 🌼

💌