Life's update
Back again to being a student, specifically a Phd student.
Gregory Orr, Here
Introduction to The Iliad, Emily Wilson
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[ID: July 9. many devils are within us. END ID]
credit
fernando pessoa, the book of disquiet // oh de laval, you live more for 5 minutes going fast on a bike than other people do in all of their life // mark ravenhill, beautiful thing // mine //Β franz kafka, diaries 1910-1923 // simone de beauvoir, from diary of a philosophy studentΒ // kine andersen // ariel stess, iβm pretty fucked up // george condo, still life with skull and snowman //Β sylvia plath, the unabridged journalsΒ
It can be really hard to learn to engage in positive self talk, but sometimes it's easier to start by pretending it's coming from a friend, first π
No :c
Natasha Lunn, from Conversations on Love (2021)
[Text ID: For years, I was committed to longing.]
sun
tea, coffee
alternatives to βi want to dieβ:
i want things to change
i want a different life
today was a shitty day/week
i donβt want to live like this
i want to be somewhere else in life
iβm not where i want to be yet
+ much more
Adonis,Β Selected Poems, tr. by Khaled Mattawa
Introduction to The Iliad, Emily Wilson
Me with a PhD (applying it)
So many idiots have masters degrees maybe I could be the next
How?
Alpine ibex taking a chimney-top break in the French Alps, 2019 - by Sandro Lovari, Italian
collage work by paw grabowski (oejerum)
eternally plagued by being the "intellectual" friend (has surface knowledge on everything) while being the most socially sensitive (can be friends with just anyone) BUT personally cold and aloof friend (needs a lot of distance and alone time)
if youβre struggling lately, i hope this reaches you.
we will be okay. you will be okay. you will grow and evolve and heal. you will enjoy life again even if itβs not the same as it was the last time you were happy. you will live your life not feeling stuck. you will do more than survive. you will thrive.
Fishermen in Gaza, I love thisβ¦such a beautiful sight
Arundhati Roy, The End of Imagination
what can you say to someone who feels utterly alone and unloved?
your feelings are valid, but not a mirror of reality. you are neither alone nor unloved; the fact that you feel unloved reflects your ability to love, so why not pour your love into yourself and be your own companion? you are your highest priority
Life on Earth (Abderrahmane Sissako, 1998)
virginia woolf's 1931 new years resolutions : "to have none. not to be tied. to be free & kindly with myself. sometimes to read, sometimes not to read. to go out, yesβbut stay at home in spite of being asked. as for clothes, i think to buy good ones."
when e.e. cummings said βiβll live my life if it kills meβ
We're almost at the end of three straight months of genocide, 30k deaths, nearly two million displaced and starving. If you're still calling the situation "nuanced" and "complicated" I'm going to beat you to death with a shovel.