16.03.23 Well done, self. You are nearly there in finishing one massive assignment. (And you, too. You did good,reader) 🍀💞
15.03.23 Different place, but same hustle. 🍀 don't forget to hydrate yourself with water, eat good food the one you enjoy, and drink that coffee. 💞
*opens word doc covered in blood* it doesn’t have to be good. it just has to be done.
mar 11: working on lezama lima and neobarroco today! i really enjoy his style of writing and it's been nice to have a break from what i've been working on in class. gonna read a book a professor lent me and hopefully have a chill rest of the day :)
Sat, 11 Mar 2023
It's time to take a short recovery before another hectic week 💚
The test went downhill but I tried to not let it bother me because I don't have the luxury to do so since more tasks ahead of me. 'It'll be alright, there's still time to improve' kept myself afloat. My sleep too were lacking and must fix it soon since I could feel myself feeling restless and the exhaustion keeps on seeping inside.
:'D and I am actually fond of silver haired character but I am not a guy
new quiz answer these questions and i’ll assign u an anime hair color & gender
The unholy amount of coffee I drank these days led me questioned myself if I am present in this reality or not. Met my partner yesterday for a moment away from busy busy student's life and opted for a dinner date in Jollibee 🐝❤.
Take a break when needed, everyone. You deserve to get a moment of peace too.
Morning coffee to afternoon individual study session because I'll be having two tests this week, and one essay, one case solution submission. Next week would be one test, one essay deadline. I mean, what a life.
The morning class is interesting, heavily into the discussion with the lecturer over AI, Knowledge management, Industrial revolution 4.0 and Root-cause analysis.
Cygnus Wall Region.
semester breaks doesn't feels like a semester break, spending the time mostly dwelving deep in academia writting and as usual, high on caffeine to chase deadlines. seems like I am merely studying my lecture material, notes and books, and most of the time, banging my head on the desk for being clueless. ootd using .5 perspective to appear taller since i am quite petite. also, iced cafe latte and matcha cheese cake 🍵💚.
paintings of me trying to get out of bed in the morning
Trying to finish a report during semester break. Feeling overwhelmed by the long list of deadlines and somewhat feeling stuck even if you've been productive? Thank you to bestie for accomopanying me even if we share different Masters course.
“Life doesn’t comfort me; the thought of not loving you depresses me.”
— Franz Kafka, from a letter to Felice Bauer featured in Letters To Felice (via violentwavesofemotion)
been awhile, I posted something here and this is not study-related.
we went to a cliff in scotland with the oceans and hills and sheep, it was magical
there is so much light shining out of you. allow yourself to embrace it. allow the world to embrace it
Galileo’s notebook sketch of the Pleiades (Seven Sisters)
Galileo Galilei, 15th February 1564 - 8th January 1642
Super bright day and warm, as opposed to me feeling a little bit burnt out.
friendly reminders:
you don't have to be productive every day
you are worthy even if all you did today was get out of bed
there are people out there who care about you
your existence makes a difference
if something bothers you, then it bothers you. no one has the right to tell you otherwise
you are allowed to take up space
there is no 'right way' to grieve
you cannot put a time limit on emotions
your likes and interests are valid and they matter
it's okay to take your time in doing things. not everyone can do everything at the same pace
"Evolve or repeat" + library's view.
Hardwork doesn't betray. It is getting tougher but I can manage.
Yesterday's sunday funday, joined a 2.5 km walk with mum, and treat myself a small sized latte (but it tasted so bland sadly). Didn't do any study since it was my rest day and felt good to not overthink anything even if for a day. Also, look at those shade of blue and indigo 💕
the smell of freshly baked banana cake and sweet chocolate in the kitchen, iced mocha, uni outfit check and that big spider inside my class 🥵. It was a productive day and finished critical reading assignment of an article (summary, pros, cons and comment). Next week would be another busy session of trying to finish one write-up (it's like 5 pages, font 10, single line spacing ㅠㅠ) , one presentation, case studies also, group meetings.
i just want a warm soup and a hug :( tired of sitting at my desk and studying