Wearing This And Standing In The Middle Of A Field On A Foggy Early May Morning

relationships, friendships, family members, co-workers, i notice it almost every day

they should really warn you ahead of time about how much of adult life hinges on being able to navigate other Ppls childhoods. Like lot of the time in order to complete a task or even just communicate effectively you need to get a sense of ‘wtf happened to this guy in high school’

枝垂桜 // Weeping cherry blossoms

[ENHYPEN] DESIRE Concept Cinema Mood Image

i don't even care about the heartbreak, i'll get over it. right now it hurts a lot that he won't be part of my life anymore, but i will get over that too eventually (i hope). the worst thing about this breakup is that i'm just scared as hell something is going to happen to him because the government of the country he is leaving me for is fucking crazy and unpredictable. that's literally it. how do i stop worrying? when will i finally stop caring?

you know it's bad when i can't even be angry

you know better than anyone that everything is temporary. forever is just a hopeful plea, the base of our religion. but what to do with that knowledge? and how heavy it lays on my heart which still carries that child-like hope when it runs and skips in moments like these.

you have to let yourself feel the good things, even if they often feel too light, to implausible to be true.

even if you know they might be gone sooner than you think.

that's the hardest part, you still have to let yourself feel the good things.

- Fyodor Dostoevsky, "Crime and Punishment"