My Friend Jayden Makes Music On SoundCloud, I Think He’s Amazing And His Music Has Such A Chill, Calm

I’ve Had The New Piercings For A Bit Now

I recently got 3 piercings, my bellybutton, vertical labret, and rook, and I really love how they turned out. The ear still hurts but it hurts less than it did a few days ago, my lip piercing is doing great and I love playing with it I also think it looks really hot, and my bellybutton has healed so well I think I might change the jewelry soon!

Prom Plans!!!

So prom is happening in a few weeks and I’m really excited! I asked my ex partner (I’ll call them Avery) a few weeks ago if they wanted to come to prom with me and they were really excited and said yes!!! :) Avery lives out of state and goes to college so this is the first time I’ll be meeting them in person for the first time ever (I’ve had FaceTimes with them and have seen their drivers license don’t worry lol), I’m really happy to get to finally meet them in person and share this night with them. Since we have a guest room in my house Avery will be staying overnight too!!! :)))

Reflecting

(TW // sexual coercion)

With all of the awful stuff happening on Twitter I recently read an article about sexual coercion on Planned Parenthood’s website, and a lot of the warning signs sounded very similar to something I experienced in a past relationship. There were constant repeated attempts to “convince” me to let them do something to me no matter how many times I said no. There was a lot of “Up-Negotiating” like waiting a year until or just sitting near their face with my legs open. I always felt incredibly guilty and uncomfortable for saying no to them so often and eventually one day I gave in because I had been broken down so much, I thought “I’ve said no so many times, I’m a bad partner, they want it so I can just get through it for them”, and then they proceeded to react with disgust when I finally gave them what they were badgering me for throughout our whole time dating. I’ve never let someone try to go down on me since then and it’s been so hard for me to accept that I was coerced by repeated badgering and pressure. I don’t harbor any deep-seated resentment since it took me so long to realize that this is what happened to me, I had a lot of time to process it and work through it in therapy. I wish this person a life filled with therapy and love.

Homecoming Soon!!!

I’ve got a killer outfit for Homecoming and I can’t wait to get to dance with my girlfriend for the first time :)

I’m really excited to go to a dance with them and get to see them more, I really like her a lot!

I’m also throwing a Halloween party this year and dressing up as (slutty) Ghostface and I invited her, I really can’t wait for all of these firsts with my girlfriend! :)

in a relationship, you should be able to say, "this is the healthiest love I've ever experienced." if you can't say this, keep looking. - renuka i. chemistry is great, compatibility is great, love is great, but what we're looking for now is a relationship that nourishes your soul. one that makes you want to be the best version of you - for this person, and for yourself. do not settle. follow for more inspirational quotes @renukawrites

Loving the New Hair Color <3

TROY KOTSUR wins the Oscar for Best Actor in a Supporting Role for his role in CODA and is the first deaf man to win an acting Oscar.

Marlee Matlin’s SAG Award acceptance speech for Outstanding Performance by a Cast in a Motion Picture for CODA (2021) directed by Siân Heder

This song has been a constant mood for me for a few weeks

Outside Lands 2023!!!

I got to see Megan Thee Stallion!!!! :))