um arquivo de memórias e devaneios.
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i let the world burn for you, there’s nothing i wouldn’t do for you ,, let it all collapse to your knees, and look at you in adoration, my sweet devotion.
the subtle eye contact during a show. hands holding the guitar like he holds you. the angles of his face from up on the stage. fluttering eyes when it's over. the smell of cigarettes and the remnants of his cologne. a tired hand interlocking with yours. a quiet hum as he lays with you. eyes shut. resting after a long night. hand in hair. running through it as you both lull to sleep. the same series of events repeating from one day to the next.
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By: @i92-93
here’s Wolfstar being a couple of menaces and driving James up the wall while he’s trying to study (he’s only “studying” in the library in attempt to impress lily, so no harm done)
I’ve been hoarding a bunch of Marauders scribbles I’ll probably never clean up so expect more incoherent chaos
People who say sadness doesn’t hurt physically apparently never experienced feeling so sad. I’ve felt it in my legs, my jaw, my head, my quivering lips, aching eyes, and my aching chest. It hurts my chest the most because it literally feels like your heart is in pain.
[maybe someone might disagree with me but that's something I think about charlie]
charlie was like an older brother to the dead poets, he always tried to hide his pain, he had to be strong for them, especially neil and todd (they never asked, but he felt like that. he was trying to protect and help them).
neil struggled every day between his father’s pressures and his true passion, acting.
todd lived in his brother’s shadow and had high expectations behind his back.
the poets thought charlie was the sun, they had seen him cry such little times that they struggled to remember them.
just as the sun, comes the time to set.
the night comes and there is only darkness, the room is silent.
charlie sometimes sobbed wrapped up tight under covers. he was tired of thinking about the life that he was supposed to have, tired of his parents who didn't consider him.
some of those nights were louder, cameron heard him crying, but he said nothing, knowing he wasn’t the person charlie needed.
in the morning charlie's light was shining again, just like the sun rising after a stormy night.
this is how a new day began.
-Warsan Shire, from “Souvenir”, Our Men Do Not Belong to Us
bones and all (2022) dir. luca guadagnino / ‘the war of vaslav nijinsky,’ frank bidart
i need james potter who has to be in control of every aspect of his life. has to make sure his friends are okay before he even thinks of himself. i need service top james potter who always put his partners needs before his. focuses on making them feel good before himself. because then it’s so good when he gets together with regulus who maybe has some issues with intimacy, or just doesn’t feel comfortable being touched at first. but he still wants to have sex. and james, eager to please, of course agrees to let regulus do whatever he wants with him. and he soon finds himself being pleasured unconditionally for the first time. he finds himself out of control of this one aspect of his life but he loves it. and regulus, who always feels out of control in every aspect of his life, finds he finally has something he has control over. and they just fit together perfectly. able to be exactly what the other needs in that intimate way.
my favorite james potter fancasts
reiky de valk
kevin price
gabriel stewart
dev patel
adarsh jaikarran
jeenu mahadevan
xolo maridueña
this is my multiverse of madness
‘know it’s for the better’
regulus joining the deatheaters
‘know it’s for the better’
regulus dying cold and alone in the cave
‘know it’s for the better’
sirius thinking his brother hated him till the end
‘know it’s for the better’
james knowing that it couldn’t have been an accident
Did you go bad? Some things will never wash away.
i'll go down in a bitter glory
regulus arcturus black he/him. gay. survivor. black coffee. stargazing. never enough. always second. sarcastic little shit. depressed poet. angry petty boi. he can hold a grudge and it will be your demise. burnt out. attentive.
"He's funny and smart and energetic and he's the center of any room that he's in. He's like the sun, I swear, except that I get to look at him."
- Regulus Black
society of the snow (2023).
on courage and survival.
society of the snow (2023).
on love and sacrifice.
when lorde said "i am my mother's child, i'll love you 'til my breathing stops" and when mitski said "mom, would you wash my back this once, and then we can forget" and when lucy dacus said "my mother hates her body, we share the same outline, she swears that she loves mine" and when lauren stokes said "the floor soaks up my screams as i am left alone, and i'm trying my best to break through to you” and when phoebe bridgers said “i wanted to see the world through your eyes until it happened and then i changed my mind" and when lucy eaton said “my mother has moved away, she never liked that town, i am so afraid that having children held her down” and when leanna firestone said “i don’t wanna be my mom’s least favorite only child anymore”
Milan Kundera
soy tan vulnerable a su amor( ̄へ ̄)🎀
at 10am today someone in the neighborhood was blasting axé music full volume, so i stick my head outside my window trying to understand what's going on outside, just to find a single mechanic from the nearby workshop dancing beside his car's audio system like he was on a micareta. alone, on a sunday morning. and that's when it hit me: it's february.
when carnaval approaches, nothing will be said - but there will be signs.
when jaun elia said "tujhko bhula nahin woh shaks jo teri baahon mein bhi akela tha (didn't forget you the person who was alone even in your arms)" and taehyung said "i just wanna be happier is that also too much of a greed?"and bts said "I can’t come closer to you I don’t have a name to be called by" and hozier said "all that I've been taught and every word I've got is foreign to me" and harry styles said "what if im someone i don't want around" and mitski said "my god,im so lonely so i open the window to hear sounds of people" and sappho said "im broken with longing" and the goo goo dolls sang "i don't want the world to see me 'cause i don't think they'd understand" and jorja smith said "im just crying cause i can't escape what could've been" and sahir ludhianvi said "dukhi man mere, apne liye kab hain yeh mele ham hain har ek mele mein akele" (sad heart of mine, when has these festivities ever for us we are always alone even in this crowd of festivities)
The boy is confused but, he still as they gather around him
So many of them they, all sing about the pleasure of life
And he cries, “why can’t i sing along with some felling or some meaning? It feels like I’ve always been blind.
I don’t know why you girls are so kind for there are so many in line who’s lives aren’t as lost as mine“
Indigo night by tamino amir
Celebrity Sightings In London - November 27, 2023
LONDON, ENGLAND - NOVEMBER 27: Timothee Chalamet arriving for a photocall at Tower Bridge for new movie 'Wonka' on November 27, 2023 in London, England.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤWhen you know, you know ...
soda stereo en el estadio obras, buenos aires, argentina (abril, 1986)
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