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I love these two. I think I have found the people I have always wanted to find.

Let’s save this moment forever.

What can be better than this.

আপনার কথা যদি শোনার মতো কেউ না থাকে তাহলে লিখে রাখার চেষ্টা করতে পারেন।

Paper has more patience than people - Anna Frank

Felt cute to post from Sadman Sadik

May is ending! Happy tumblr birthday ! We probably started at May or first June. How have we been this to this site for 5 years? 2019 to 2023 ? I was here when I was 16 and I am going to be 21 this year, how time flies!!! Anyway, we spent a lot time in tumblr. And do you know? Even though I felt like it was a waste of time at moments, I realise now. It was one of the greatest thing we have done together(kinda). How are you? I hope you see this after 1 month or two this is how this ask is going to be fun! Suppose you're talking to me and then you see huh! A ask from anika?!! Hahaha. I love tumblr.com and who we were back then.

Madam, I am active in tumblr than ever before :> Like 5 YEARS? WHATTT I can see that Rasha in me still tho - growth happened but something is yet same. WHAT I MISS EXTREMELY is sending you my wholesome(?) gibberish writing and you actually reading them. Noone is there anymore like that LOL

Because we had only tumblr then , then we shifted to telegram then to mail then to phone to ig then tumblr then again telegram. Majhe Majhe tobo dekha dio ekhaneo :')

We turned to everywhere and everywhere again. But we stay the same- the insanes, you the listener, me the listener. Times will change, man platforms will change. I hope we will stay same ha ha

Well, It's the end of my 2020 blog :3 I will start 2021

https://www.instagram.com/ho33es/

Me: That time, I utter a word when I think I am ready for it. 

Inner Me: That time, I (try to) utter a word when I think I am ready for it. but still does not work -_-

I opened this blog in January 1 2020. Now it’s already December 10, 2020. This blog kinda says the summary of this 1 year. 

This year was quirky for everyone. Nothing to tell about that.

But I learnt so many valuable stuffs this year;

two things are still same.

I still sleep for 12 hours.

I don’t know what I will do major in.

:P

There was a time when my average time spent on tumblr was 5 hours a day. Now, while deleting apps ,I saw it in your most unused app and remembered oh! I had tumblr!

I have several experiences of doing works on a whim; still, I do. 

For some cases, those were life-changing. For some, those were adventurous. For most cases, they were waste of time.

But what I suggest is to take the last step after being mentally “ready”: don’t deceive yourself. You know yourself the most. 

I do mistakes. She does mistakes. She learns from it; I stress out thinking “I did mistakes”. Result: she has already changed the game. I repeat the mistake again and stress out.

The one reason I hate the “online communication” is-

The notion of ‘trust’ & ‘honesty’ mostly doesn’t fit here.

I am not telling all are dishonest; I am telling there’s more scope available.

“Earlier, I asked you to consider two factors in assessing online honesty: (1) the communication venue, and (2) the topics people lie about. When it comes to the venue, research suggests that we’re most honest on social networking sites and least honest on dating sites. When it comes to what we lie about, we’re most honest about our personality, and least honest about our physical appearance.Despite the fact that the Internet makes it easy to fabricate major lies, most of our online lies are minor, suggesting that, overall, we’re pretty honest on the Internet. But this doesn’t mean you should throw caution to the wind in pursuing online relationships or that there are not some people who do greatly misrepresent themselves online. Basic safety precautions should be taken when meeting an online friend offline for the first time, just as you would with anyone you don’t know well. But this research suggests that we shouldn’t be so quick to distrust those we meet online.“ 

That sounds so positive >-<

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/close-encounters/201407/can-you-really-trust-the-people-you-meet-online

Long days ago, my mind interpreted “Rasha, you know you are doing it wrong. It will not result in good.” I did not reply in that moment. 

Now, it’s already too late. 

I opted to search “HSC” in the search bar and an option popped up;

Seeing the 4th option, I, suddenly, remembered the terrible SSC time.

2018: 

“Question Leakage Batch of Bangladesh!”

 That year, the most amount of columns published in the front page of every newspaper showed the truth: the question was leaked.

Even, government was considering the option of retaking the exam; we were panicked every day to think that we are honest. Do not look at us. My parents were afraid to open social media thinking what if there’s a question paper. I wanted to send my teacher to know the solution of a question through whatsapp after exam, and my mother said, “Hey, if they check your social account!” 

Okay, I know this is illogical. But you can not imagine the stress of that time.

2020:

And now we, the batch of 2018, got another new name.

“Autopass batch of Bangladesh”

Yeah, we were the “question leakage batch of Bangladesh” & now we are the “Auto pass batch of Bangladesh” 

But my question is -

What have I done to carry these two names throughout my life?

You can see my another dead blog @ssrasha​

Look, when your focus changes, your view of perceiving beauty also changes!

I feel like I had read something once.

(BTW, I bought a hard copy of sophies world :P)

This time, I took a dive in philosophy.

Philosophy - attracts me so much.

Any philosophy studyblr here?

That's right. Ha ha

Starting to walk alone

In case you have learnt swimming in a traditional way, you should know it that first time, a teacher gives a support to the learner and the learner tries to survive in the water thinking s/he has a companion to support. Meanwhile, a time comes when the teacher makes the learner free and the learner still tries to swim assuming the presence of the teacher.

The moment the learner sees back ,realizing that he is alone, gives him two feeling.

1. The instant void feeling

2. The aha moment that yeah! I have learned it!

I know I am going through a path in my life when I saw behind, I saw none to guide me to my path. The aha moment is still ahead. But I know I am learning an invaluable skill

to walk alone.

( Don't get it otherwise. I am not saying that I don't have any well wishers, family members, friends to support me. Of course, they are beside me. But that's another part. To get my dream fulfilled, I need to take further steps where none will accompany me. And it's not bad. It's necessary for everyone to be self dependant. Some learn it fast; some do not. In case of me, it's harder. But I know I can cope up with it.

If you want to get something, you need to sacrifice other as well.)

INSIDE OUT (2015) dir. Pete Docter

https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/academia-after-covid/

“One way or another, academic life is likely to be forever changed. The damage caused by COVID-19 can be viewed optimistically as a fertile ground for establishing a better reality. A seismic change of this magnitude offers an opportunity to reboot the education system, aligning it better with our guiding principles and discarding its administrative inefficiencies. Doing so will require the drive and ideas of our younger colleagues, who will also be the primary bearers of the implications. Let’s make sure that they survive the current financial storm and construct a better version of academia, following the fine tradition of improvements since the initial version of the Platonic Academy.“

"Saving students' lives first to educate them later in-person is the new buisness model for higher education"

So, I started reading The Daily Star.

Dilemmas:the silent killer of your mind

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It's gonna be subjective though I want to tell about this word in short. Dilemmas are the most dangerous pills which may be the reason for ruining mental heath. I have the exhausting experience of deciding among thoisands of options. But I had no specific knowledge for accessing the answers.

Still, I don't have. Notwithstanding this, I learnt to deal with the unknown decisions. Most of the time, I got stuck in the unending loop and I myself used to stop the door of getting out of this. When you dont know which interests you, which defines you, you tend to have more options to you.

This life is full of decisions. Every moment, you are prioritizing one over another. But that time, when you constrain yourself finding abstract answers which you sub-consciously tell yourself that you can not get it. Stop there. Shine.

Believe me it's hard. But I am telling myself,

Rasha, wake up, do something and choose!

Fav quote

"People's perceptions and feelings may change, but the underlying values, and the metrics by which those values are assessed, stay the same."

I added some more!

My tiny collection of books.

একজন নুবের বই সংগ্রহের প্রচেষ্টা।

বহু কষ্টএর পরে এসব বই সংগ্রহ করতে সক্ষম হইয়া কিছুটা গর্ব অনুভব হইলেও বইএর জ্ঞান বইয়ে থাকিয়া গেলে এই কষ্ট এর সার্থকতা থাকিবে না।

So, HSC is cancelled.

Well let me say, my imagination is relatively harsh than my reality. Ex. If you assume later one as gravity then former one is strong nuclear force. Can you imagine , i am struggling with an omnivorous alien which generally stays in ten dimensions and i am thinking, it will not kill me rather I am gonna stay in an non- inertial frame and i was accelerating backward.My speed is .9999999999999999999c whatsoever i will not see the span 10 days.

Arguments

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It's hard sometimes to go against your close one or peer? The question is somewhat bad. You may say it's not hard. I agree too as we argue with many political(big) affairs every day. But what does the thing become when you need to argue with your close peer or family members? Whenever I get some straight statements, I like to question myself. Very few times people get to like these. Till this time, whenever I like to express any question, I saw many selves fell in uncomfortable positions. Sometimes, they just take my argument as my own opinion. Only because I can take a position against something, someone can not take for granted that those will be my own opinions.

Whatever, really I am not expressing grudge. I just want to depict one of my traits,so let's debate on something. For making arguments, you need not be my enemy! haha

My bad mind thinks badly lol

Fav quote:

I used to think the human Brain was the most wonderful organ in my body. Then I realized who was telling me this.

- Emo philipes.

Arguments != Opinion

21.09.20

https://www.instagram.com/p/CFaGJW5hfFTICV_iHglI5lH143kOWT5imtmFqw0/?igshid=u47z33fl3q4w

I would rather successfully fail than unsuccessfully succeed.

I am grateful for the hormones which make me happy and which make me depressed.

Umm... I was a stoic. Right?

Mathematics - I miss you.

Thanks to Dr. Laurie Santos for changing my life.

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