“do you want to talk about it?”
no, i want to kill myself because of it.
Colleen hoover shows us every good thing about a character, romanticizes it, makes us love it, swoon over it then just when we reach a peak point and we've fallen knee deep for the character, she shows us the worst side of it and we're left utterly unraveled.
– Colleen Hoover, It starts with us
Seeing the house you spend your beloved childhood turn into such a toxic place is scary
Was it always like this? Or didn’t I see it through my child eyes ?
The bad energy is so high, I feel like I’m going to suffocate
The house I lived for 13 years turnt into a madhouse
I don’t recognise him at all
Where does all this anger come from?
All this hate?
All those lies…
Those lies feel like they never going to stop
Only continue, becoming a parallel reality for us all
Living in a delusion, full of fake hopes for the future
I GET SO FUCKING TRIGGERED WHEN I SEE SOMEONE WHO HAS A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH THEIR DAD BECAUSE I WILL NEVER FUCKING HAVE THAT.
At this point in life, both my Boggart and the image in Mirror of Erised, shall take your form.
Its gonna take me a minute but I can get used to this
I just wanna know. Who hates Snape? Why would you hate such a beautifully grey character?
im like if a really boring girl had a lot of things wrong with her
my parents were never really bad nor toxic for that matter, they loved me and i know
it's just that my mom never really told me she loved, she never hugged me tight, she never really cared how i was feeling, she sometimes says things that hurt me, things i'll never forget (i still don't understand why she says them, i don't think i ever will), still, she does everything she can to be the best mom she can be, despite everything, she struggles to keep it all together for us and i know that
my dad is a good father too, he's just not a good husband, he never really loved mom, nor did she, their relationship was never really good at all, he never really did much to make it better, it was all on mom's back, he had problems of his own too, but he was selfish and stubborn, he always thinks he's right, he hurts her and she stays silent until she lets it out on us.
my parents are trying their best, it's just that their best was never enough..