It will never cease to amaze me about how petty I am about things, especially when it comes to fictional characters. Like I will refer to John Walker as Shmaptain Shmerica for the rest of my days. Not cause its easier. But because I know it would piss him off. Hes never going to find out and me calling him shmaptain shmerica will have no real effects on anything. But i will call him that regardless
Insomnia is really weird because I am actively swaying like about to physically collapse and yet if I close my eyes suddenly I have enough energy to be like mmm bathrobe is slightly too thick cant sleep. So here I am. Reading fanfic at 11:54 pm like a respectable child aware that I have to be awake at like 7 am and go to church and do things but sure brain. Lets learn as much as I can about Al Capone specifically from Night at the Museum. That´s a good use of my time.
Update she thinks Karli isnt a bad guy and that she cant be mad at her or think shes the villain. I think my punk ideals are turning her. Its only a matter of time before golden retriever friend gets convinced to dye her hair black. mwahahah
watching @markiplier has been interesting because he has made me cry (on two separate occasions and only one of them was sad), made me throw up because I was laughing to hard and made the stupid mistake of drinking water, got me out of a nonverbal episode, gave me motivation to draw, and has given me some mother son bonding time. And I only really discovered him a month ago. I cant wait to see what he creates. Not to mention his videos have allowed me to act more childish and have a childhood I didn't think I could have. Its been a wonderful time and I cant wait for more.
This is something I dearly need.
I honestly feel like the person with the dog is spending the entire time going keep up with the dog keep up with the dog. That dog would run circles around me. Which is exactly why I would not get one of those dogs because I live in a suburban area and I don’t have the consistent energy with my manic and depressive episodes to keep it happy. So good for that lady.
Pink
not me deciding on a whim to start a YouTube channel cause I have crippling ADHD.
jokes on you, im actually all three ha!
is being into coffee an older sibling thing bc everyone i know who loves coffee is the oldest child