Your Honor, I'm Literally Just The Beast Of Sloth

how hyperfixation feels

The potential angst that Sophie and co defeating the neverseen brings because yes finally they don’t have people trying to kill them or others and they finally get a break and that feels wonderful for a few days but then

What do they do now

For the last at least 4 years everyday has been about it

I mean Sophie doesn’t know a lost cites that doesn’t involve her having to risk her life all the time

What are they even if not fighting the force to be reckoned with

And now people are looking up to them

They saved so many lives

But it doesn’t feel that way

And they can’t help but feel guilty that in some twisted way they miss the chaos

It’s all they know

And they’ll always be special

Put on this pedestal

Of saviors, of heros

But now they have to go back to being semi regular kids

And people will move on

The neverseen is gone and people have lives to live

But this group, these kids are traumatized

And no one understands

They can’t

And now these kids are supposed to move on with the others

But some part of them will always be back at those memories that will haunt them for the rest of there infinite lives



Put other stuff in tags, there’s so much I didn’t add but it’s almost 3am and I’m only half awake skdlwl

is self-exploding illegal

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Do you have any analysis or thoughts about the scene chapter 40 (Sophie sees the drawing green journal and that awkward conversation) sorry I just haven’t seen anyone discuss it yet

at first i didn't think this needed an analysis because it was a given what was going on - but i knew better than to let it slide and decided to give the scene a reread.

and oh boy.

if you yourself need a refresher, sophie has just come home from foxfire. keefe is under the panakes drawing after a training session with grady. sophie and keefe exchange their thoughts about their classes, the current stellarlune situation, and what keefe is drawing. keefe shows sophie that he drew ethan and eleanor's graves. during the discussion, keefe becomes frustrated and pushes the journals off his lap - flipping the green one open to the page where he had drawn sophie and fitz performing a cognate exercise.

sophie sees it as she is going to clean up the mess for him. she mentions that her and fitz's gazes are intense, but that's not what she's interested in: she's interested in how keefe drew her.

"Her hair was slightly messy, and her tunic was a little crooked, and she was slouching the way her human mom used to tell her would turn her spine into a twisty pretzel if she didn't work on better posture. But mostly, she looked like her. A little awkward. A whole lot nervous. Definitely not perfect. And... she kinda loved that about it."

this is all we get to hear from her before keefe snatches the journal away, feeling awkward that she discovered it. but this set of inner monologue holds a lot more weight than you think.

a) i want to focus really quick on the 'definitely not perfect' line. this is a direct tie-in to fitz.

only a handful of pages later, fitz and sophie complete their "cognate inquisition". during this, sophie enters fitz's 'core of verity' which is supposed to hold no defense mechanisms or barriers. it is a true reflection of one's self. sophie, on her journey to this place, sees herself in the center of fitz's mind. but unlike the drawing keefe created, this sophie is polished. she's posing, flashing a smile, looking undefeated... and perfect, as she mentions. but while fitz means well with the image, this pedestal and the woman on top of it is not her. it's not accurate to who she is in real life.

so, for sophie to witness the difference between how the two boys view her is huge. they both do have deep affection for her, but the lens they view her from is different. keefe has a camera; fitz has a microscope.

b) most people would cringe to be drawn in such an accurate, "flawed" light. sophie isn't gazing into the sunset looking blissfully aloof. she's not posing for the camera. she's caught in what most would considering an unflattering position. she's hunched, she looks 'awkward' and 'nervous'. her hair is messy, her clothes are crooked...

i can tell you little to no one who would want to be caught like that by their crush. but sophie doesn't shy from having keefe not only seen her that way, but record it - no, she enjoys it. she feels happy to share that side of herself with him. she's glad he gets to see the imperfect person she is. 

that right there just proves multiple things to me: how long this love has run without her really knowing it, how ready she is to be open in a relationship, and how real this connection is to her.

sophie doesn't desire something movie-worthy with him. she wants something real.

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lovelinked (or interlovelocked) is an identity where at least two individuals possess reciprocal lovelocked attraction towards each other, causing them to be "linked" or "interlocked" with each other this identity is similar to heartbound a person of any romantic orientation, sexual identity, or gender expression may identify as lovelinked // interlovelocked flag desc. -- horizontal striped flag in five shades: carnation pink, representing fondness true blue, representing trust and dependability pastel green, representing peace and safety white, representing truth and honesty vermillion, representing love, passion, strength the second flag has a symbol of two heart-shaped padlocks linked into each other

guys it's the iggypocalypse get ready

Hey, so what's the keepblr fandom gonna do for april fools? Perhaps we should have an iggy takeover? Everyone changes their icons to iggy for a day??