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i learned what those one baby toys are called a couple days ago

LKDSKLMNFDKLNBDKFLNLKEFDNS I'M WRITING UH UH UH I'M WRITING AN ESSAY RN ON AI AND DEAD INTERNET THEORY :3333333

I believe dead internet theory happens specifically on one website that either none of us know or all of us know.

okay there used to be discourse regarding whether fitz or keefe puts sophie on pedestal. but the truth is- they both do. but its not their fault. It’s a natural human instinct to put someone you really like on a pedestal, especially when you are faced with a lot of trauma.

starting off with fitz- he is incredibly lonely. At the start of the series, his only friends appear to be keefe, and his own sister- biana. He has never been able to fully trust anyone or share everything with them. But then he meets Sophie, this girl who, over the series he fully trusts. He says it himself- she is the only one he trusts. His first REAL and true friend, that he shares his fears, worries, feelings to. Naturally fitz sees her as this amazing, wonderful girl.

Similarly for Keefe, so many people have let him down in his life that he has never been able to fully trust anyone. Then he meets sophie, someone he can open up to, someone who validates all of his emotions. someone he gets desperately attached to. you can’t help but viewing the person you like in a pedestal, your brain immediately attaches an extremely positive image to them.

Now fitz has been placed on a pedestal by practically everyone, Sophie and fitz both saw eachother on pedestals, but over time, and especially after they dated, they realized that their visions of eachother, and what dating eachother may be like was not real at all. Now fitz is quite ambitious, particularly because of this pressure placed on him to be the best, to be the leader, by his family. Naturally one facet of sophie’s life he admires, is her powerfulness. He adores the fact that they are cognates. He has over romanticized the fact that they are cognates. He wants them to be this powerful, beautiful, telepathic, wow, power couple. Which is understandable. But… they have an emotional disconnect. Particularly because Sophie….well… likes Keefe, and she trusts him more.

Now for sokeefe- sophie most definitely does not view Keefe in a pedestal, mostly because she saw him as just a friend for so long. Of course keefe may have romanticized what his relationship with sophie could be in the past. But in the most recent books, he has mostly given up on trying to make her like him. He just wants to be there for her, hes pushed aside his feelings for her. So now, he’s just glad to be with her. Keefe sees her in a pedestal to some extent, but not in the way that fitz does.  But i also think people are misplacing the difference. keefe does not see her in a pedestal per se, but it is more so that he has severe attachment issues, avoidant attachment LOL. he is super attached to sophie, like they are borderline codependent. anyways.

Now Keefe and Fitz both see sophie on somewhat a pedestal,it’s not their fault. and no. it is not the healthiest, but its a result of their trauma. Both of them have been betrayed, are lonely, have self - esteem issues, and a number of other things wrong. OF COURSE they are gonna see this beautiful kind amazing girl who finally makes them feel special, on a pedestal. Sophie has made both of them feel seen, for once in their lives. Now sophie broke fitz’s heart, by liking keefe this whole time, so I definitely don’t think fitz will see her on a pedestal anymore, which is a good things. Now their friendhsip can truly rebuild. As for keefe, i dont think he sees her on as much of a pedestal as fitz, but… he still does to some extent, only therapy and working on his self esteem issues can save him from that at this point. 

i LOVE THiS !!! i LOVE THE LiTTLE SUN PLUSHiE SM !!!! my boyfriend gave me a sun plushie last year, nd i can't sleep without it :3

10/14/24 obligatory pink starzii alt because my sonas can HAVE TO be PINK or PURPLE

oh how i love loving the world like a child... i'm going to look up at the sky and count all the clouds i see and i'm going to avoid the cracks on the sidewalk and i'm going to pick up a pinecone and i'm going to jump and try to touch the tallest tree branch i can!! I'm going to pet the dogs and say a quick hello to their owners and i will breath in real deep to hold my breath and then blow it out again.

to see the world like a child is to see the world as a place of wonder. and oh how wondrous it is to dream.

moodboard for @xoxotwig

I'm tired . Of how cruel the world can be . How cruel people can be . We just want a break . One break . Five seconds .

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lovelocked is an identity where one feels attraction--either romantic and//or sexual--to a specific person, and is certain that these feelings will never go away, resulting in being "locked" onto the individual a person of any romantic orientation, sexual identity, or gender expression may identify as lovelocked flag desc. -- horizontal striped flag in four shades: carnation pink, representing fondness true blue, representing trust and dependability pastel green, representing peace and safety white, representing truth and honesty

the second flag has a symbol of a heart with a padlock inside it

um ,,, ok pinterest ,,,

HELP the one song from hamilton except it's "if i can prove that i never touched my balls" JKHFDSJK

counting on christmas by websforevs and the algebralians :3

KFJKDSHFJKS animatics i'd watched of the algebralians, but mainly this on where when four and two go "but we really reall really don't want to" where four turns into a gremlin basically and tries to claw his way out of x's arms (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Q_9EAMJC5c&list=LL&index=34)

twenty one pilots, olivia rodrigo, mazie, fall out boy, penelope scott, chloe moriondo, anything mlp//inanimate insanity//bfdi :3

whatever gives me happy stims the most, but i'm really rather fond of ghost of chicago by noah floersch and bubblegum by clairo (bc of my bf <3)

summertime by mcr (my ex "dedicated" it to me . i can't listen to it anymore, nd i'm kinda pissed abt it JKHFJKHJKDHJSK)

sway by moose blood

drive home by addie (it's rlly special 2 me and it's sooooo gooood that i just wanna gatekeep it KJHDJFKSFHJKDAH)

stop smoking (we love you) by carseat headrest :3 THAT'S ALL :3 @four-is-the-best-number u get tagged bc i wanna be ur friend :3

ok whatever. friend time. music addition

don't write out the full questions just number them

1. last song you heard: hope or float by sparkbird

2. last song you intentionally listened to: geeks in love by lemon demon

3. what did you imagine to the song in question 2?: fantube...

4. favorite artist(s)/band(s): the crane wives and sparkbird (and lemon demon is slowly re-entering my life too)

5. favorite song: can't choose, but probably high horse by The Crane Wives rn (or take me to war or sleeping giants or)

6. song you used to love: tounges and teeth by The Crane Wives (I'm really sad I don't listen to it anymore)

7. first song that comes to mind the SECOND you read this: wrecking ball

8. song you like but wouldn't recommend: high horse because it's kind of slow and boring lol. I like it, but I wouldn't've a couple months ago

9. song(s) you'd recommend: Little Soldiers by The Crane Wives (and black hole fantasy)

10. tag who ever you'd like :0)

sry if you don't like tags

@juniper-tumblez @kito-kat @adonis-bomb-emoji @evan-on-the-internet @marker9478

ok sorry bye screams