How life feels at the moment…
I feel that people only like me if I say, act and do things they want.
I should stop building fictional relationships with people who don’t exist and stop getting jealous over fictional relationships, it hurts…
How do I deal with the fact that I’ll never be who I want to be?
i legally should not be allowed to design armor concepts
Chapter 6 is out! Happy reading!
Feminism Same-Sex Marriage Marriage (for example people choosing not to get married and focusing more on careers) Pre-Marital Sex & having children out of wedlock (if possible) Men staying at home to care for children while women work I'd appreciate it if anyone could help me. Feel free to message me if need be.
I love writing, and I want to make sure my works inclusive and diverse. So if there are any group of people who you think are underrepresented please send me a suggestion so I can broaden the variety of my characters.
Anyone else need a glass to help them finish off the week?
What will you be drinking?
fellas im about to join a writing competition for my school, but currently have no ideas. Suggestions?
the theme is Stories for Strange Times
did you just ever wake up and think its morning & you slept through the whole night brush your teeth and listen to your playlist then look at the time again and ITS THE SAME FREAKING DAY and only 2 HOURS WENT BY 😁?
Also song of the day btw
does anyone know the name of that wolfstar fic where sirius, james, peter and marlene are in a band, and marlene wants to have a biography so bad, so all of them agree, and lily calls remus to write it for them because he and lily were friends from college, so he will live with them for a while, and he gets so mad at sirius because he does not cooperate at all with his job?!?!?!?!?!??!?!!
I LOVED READING IT AND I CAN'T FIND THE LINK ANYWHERE PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME I'M GOING INSANE
Hey there, I hope you are doing well. I'm writing this post asking for a help. Yes, I need a help. I'm thinking of taking an additional language as one of the course for my university. The choices I have are French, Germany and Spanish. But the problem is that I'm not familiar with any of this languages. I understand that knowing an additional language will help me a lot in my future. But at the same time, I'm very worried about how I'm going to learn a language that is completely new to me among my never ending assignments and exams. I don't know what choice I should make. I don't want to give up on learning a new language but at the same time I'm so scared. Please help me make a decision.
I am writing a short story that has to have 6 characters or less and I can't tell if this counts as a character
Context, the labyrinth in question in question is sentient in the sense that it can make decisions and simulations based on memories of the main character. Which it uses to make the main character briefly think that he escaped, thus causing the main conflict of the story
But it unable to have personal opinions and hold conversation outside of "I was made to keep you here, you must never leave" which is basically a prerecorded message.
While it does understand what that phrase means as in that it is the mission of the labyrinth, it is unable to ultimately understand the phrase as anything other than an objective. (like it sees it the same way a social media filter looks for a face, not how a human sees a face, does that make sense)
Though it might be important to note that the main character doesn't particularly think of the labyrinth as character or a setting and more a problem/conflict. But they only recently figured out that it has at least a basic form of sentience.
I have two types ~
Blonde assholes with brother issues ~ Sanji, Tsukishima Kei, Miya Atsumu, Sabo, Corazon, Aaron Warner, Grayson Hawthorne, Fenrys Moonbeam
Gojo (Osamu Dazai, Oikawa Tooru, Percy Jackson, Leo Valdez)
I need Tumblr to put a feature where we can filter our "likes" page because I am trying to find something I like that isn't showing up on the search and it's been, like, 10 minutes
To die was an art, To live was destruction
el vacío me consume,
es un cazador
y yo soy la mejor presa
es decir, la más débil.
¿Qué tengo que hacer para que me vean como soy?
I once had a dream, right in-between sleep and consciousness, that an angel appeared to me and said "you have 3 years to prepare." Next, I saw images flash before my eyes and then I was sitting at a long table in a big stone Abbey with some Nuns, but they were sitting away from me and had food. Next I looked up and she(myself) was looking at me and we shared the subconscious thought, 'this is a dream.' Then I slowly drifted awake. Funny thing tho, I knew it was a dream the entire time, even when I saw the angel.
AND THIS IS WHY I DONT SLEEP WITH FUCKING LAVENDER OIL ANYMORE
Всё хорошо.
Я просто устала плакать днём и ночью, в маршрутке и в своей комнате. Раньше я бы не признала, что я ничего в этой жизни не стою, что ничего не добъюсь, что у меня нет будущего. Каждый вечер, зарываясь в кучу одеял я замерзаю изнутри. Всего лишь потому что нет человека, который мог бы перенять на себя хоть капельку моих страданий и хоть совсем немного посочувствовать.
Всегда, смотря вокруг, я вижу так много удивительных и прекрасных вещей: рассветы цвета пуддинга и сливовые закаты. Мир вокруг так прекрасен, люди так прекрасны, так многогранны, такие разные. Но не я. Иногда я думаю, что жизнь налаживается, начинаю видеть в себе хорошее, чувствую, что я не так и безнадёжна. И вместе с красотой вокруг я начинаю видеть красоту в себе. Но не проходит и пары дней, как я успеваю понять, что это всё червоточина, прикрытая яркой обёрточной бумагой, наступая на которую я проваливаюсь на неопределённое время. Я знаю что там меня ожидает, но никогда не знаю, чем это закончится. Но я очень жду конца всего этого навсегда каждый грёбаный раз, потому что мне страшно, одиноко и грустно. Я на грани. Помоги мне.
Я так не хочу всё заканчивать, я люблю своих друзей и мою маму ни смотря ни на что. Но если так продлится ещё немного, то я не знаю, что будет. Всё хорошо. Просто я на грани. Помоги мне.
Lmao you were mostly right- only thing you missed was that he was introduced second-not last, after ponyboy describes himself- then after Darry is soda, then Steve, then two-bit, then Dally and finally Johnny- it’s been five years and some change since I first got the book and at first it took me a couple weeks to finish the book, now it takes me about 2 days- which is how I’ve read it so many times lol- got to 218 now
Out of curiosity- How much do you know abt ur fav character in The Outsiders?? My fav is Dallas, who was the sixth character to be introduced by pony in the book- hence my blog name lol
Dally’s full name was Dallas Tucker Winston (as we know)
was 17 (also as we know) and died just two months short of his birthday, which is November 9th, meaning the book begins in September on a Friday
got his disc memorized- you know the drill with him so I’ll keep it shortish: described as tow-headed with an elvish face, with high cheekbones and a sharp chin, small sharp animal like teeth and ears like a lynx, his hair was almost white it was so long, but he didn’t like haircuts or hairpins either so it went over his forehead in wisps and kicked out in the back in tufts along the nape of his neck and curled behind his ears. The shade difference between a greaser and a hood wasn’t present in Dally, he was a wild as a brumly boys, like Tim Shepard’s gang. He had pale icy blue eyes, cold with a hatred for the whole world- he didn’t have anything specific to hate. (So much for short- Read it 217 times since 7th grade)
gave pony the letter from soda and didn’t want to get beat tf up by Darry for giving pony the money and the gun
bought pony and Johnny food at Darry Queen :D
he showed up to the rumble with his arm burnt tf up and fought anyhow
Took Ponyboy to see Johnny because he knew he was dying in the hospital and wanted pony to seem him one last time too
he was born in 1948- since the book was finished in ‘65, I just subtracted 17 from there- so he would’ve been 76 this year :,(
on a lighter note, S.E. Hinton confirmed that he was most likely out of the gang to be scared of spiders- had me rolling 🤣
Lmao it got to the point where I gaslit myself into thinking he lived and Johnny lived based on a fic I read years ago and when I reread it this past month my whole reality with him shattered- please send help I can’t be the only one obsessed with a character to this degree🫠
Wow I think you’re more obsessed with this book than me 😭 HOW HAVE YOU READ IT 217 TIMES? I’m on my 3rd reread in the past 8 months or so.
But seriously wow! I’m glad I found someone who is as obsessed - if not more than me lol. Dallas is probably my 3rd favorite character (ik don’t come and find me lol) behind 2. Johnny and 1. Darry
Darry has always been my favorite character ever since I read the book for the first time. He just stuck out to me and I love his character so much. He also is played by Patrick Swayze and he is the finest man to ever walk the earth sooo. (Like seriously I’m obsessed with this man I’ve watched almost every movie he’s in please send help)
Even though Darry’s my favorite character I don’t know everything about him off hand lol. I’m just gonna make a list of everything I know off the top of my head about my favorite character (yes out of every book I’ve read he’s my favorite character, secondly being Katniss Everdeen if you would like to know lol)
• He’s 20 years old
• His full name is Darrel Shayne Curtis Jr (I say this at least twice a day idk don’t ask why)
• Don’t quote me on this but I think he was introduced last in the book
• He works as a roof repair man person
• His birthday is January 5th
• He’s the oldest brother (obviously)
• He is said to not be a greaser if it weren’t for his brothers and the rest of the gang
• Darry was a MESS when Johnny and Pony were at the church (DARREL STAYS UP ALL NIGHT LONG, TILL HE FINALLY FALLS ASLEEP BY THE TELEPHONEEE - Sodas Letter from the musical)
• Also he was the football captain in high school and was voted boy of the year
• Don’t ask me how I know this offhand (I need a hobby) but in the book Darry is one of the tallest if not the tallest greaser but Patrick Swayze isn’t crazy tall so in some of the photos you can see him standing on bricks to make him look taller lol
Okay that’s all I remember right now but I know more will come to me later lol. And also I sincerely believe also that the events in the book are fictional (well no shit) but like FICTIONAL in a FICTIONAL way. Like Ponyboy definitely just needed a good grade so made up a bs story lmao. I really have tricked myself into thinking both Johnny and Dally are alive and well and the gang is still partying in Tulsa.
ALSO thank you for this ask it was really fun to do!
kinda tired of relating to tori spring
PLEASE HELP ME, Im about to be homeless within a few days.
We were not able to pay rent as well as struggling with food,utilities, etc.
Not only that the landlord wants to take us to court.
I have been trying to hard to get work, commissions, etc. With no luck, now that time has come and I am going to lose everything.
We were already struggling with saving money for a place to live because our lease was up at the end of this month.
We had to not pay rent to pay car insurance, save for next place and food.
It is horrible we are gonna lose our cats too and I dont want them killed.
I am doing commissions, taking donations (my email is krystami.neochondria@gmail.com) i will do ANYTHING commissions wise I just need money so badly..i dont care the amount really as long as I can get money fast i would do invoice but invoices stay in limbo until I can afford to pay off debt to get an official bank or credit card. So payment would have to be gifted.
I dont know what to do anymore please help me. Sculpture eise they are all for sale but you have to give me the shipping to pay (it is better just all then one) The only ones I have left are the lapis plaque, amethyst, pearl and garnet, I have others in progress and am willing to do commissions for sculpts too
Someone talk me out of coming out to my christian roommate please and thank you :D
I should probably be sleeping but instead I wanted to draw Dr. Phil as an anime schoolgirl soooooo :>
Wow I should probably get some sleep instead of this buttttt