Im Eepy - Blog Posts
Y’all I’m tried asf
So I was just ranting to my therapist a few days ago and this happened and now it’s like 5pm and I just now actually comprehend what she said and tell my why I’m laughing my ass off🤨
me: yeah I don’t really comprehend my emotions very well, unless it’s a physical thing I never really notice anything im feeling
therapist: oookay, so that’s a sign of two different things that’d make sense for you
me: oh?
therapist: you said you were abvsed as a kid, right?
me:yes?
therapist: so you probably either have cPTSD (childhood PTSD) or autism
me: oh!
ah yes listening to DECO*27 and fucking around on my phone much better than sleep
im going to eat almost an entire cake by myself at 2AM and nobody can stop me
yknow how birthdays are supposed to be all 'oh yippee im older wowzers!' its shit :p
im just tired yknow i want to go back to sleep not celebrate or anything plus yknow im older.
i dont like that i feel like im just getting closer to death lol
cries because I lost track of who everyone was and now I forgot your main
WHAT THE FUCK ??? AM I REALLY THAT FORGETABLE ????
Eepy evenings
It is 1am and I am tired. Ready to snooze. Sleepy as fuck. Ready to tear up the sheets. Dreaming and everything. The Zs cannot escape, they stand no chance. Melanin in this bitch. About to honk, and dare I say shoo.
Update!!! So I’ve been up for way too many hours and feel like I’m in a dream rn- BUT I GOT MY MATHS DONE (not business checkpoint but eh it’s okay ish)I’m so excited to go home and sleep, I also haven’t eaten anything today as I’m just realising-
Should I have locked In earlier? Yes.
Lolololol its 1 am, 1:09 as of writing this (am) anddddd I have a math assigment due today at three, and my Lit due at three (Already done yip yip), AND my Business assigment check point esk think bccc your stupid pal was a slacker. But uh y E a H, If i lock in untill 6 am, print the shit out get my goofy ass to school, give it in first thing, then we chill yeah??