My Junk - Blog Posts
You there. TSP enjoyer. Draw yourself as an office worker. I demand it. (/nf)
What if Stanley didn't forget his life before da office but now he has no control over his body, he can't talk, he can't interact with objects in a unique way, he can't even blink. He knows who he is and what he likes and small moments dat are ingrained in his memory. Memories of everyone in da office just being normal and making conversation, going out, and helping friends move. And he knows he will never get back ta dat, but dat doesn't mean he's goin ta just forget it so easily, and when he first hears The Narrator he attempts to communicate, but he can't move, den he starts ta walk without movin his legs, den you look down and has no legs. But whenever ya close da game he gets da bare minimum of control back and he has ta live in constant fear dat he'll go ta whatever purgatory he's send ta in his own mind when ya open it again. Den he learns it's a game. Den he dies for da first time. What if Stanley does lose his mind and has episodes and tries everythin ta escape dat he can but we never know cause we never see it. What if he isn't okay. What if he isn't stubborn. What if he listens ta The Narrators story over and over again cause it really is da closest thing ta freedom he'll ever experience? I've only seen it where he's not okay in da beginnin but gets use ta it only after a few runs, but what if it takes years. And we know time passes da same in dere as it does out here.
I think I know how ta describe how I'm feelin now!
So it's like half of me is in my mind while da other half is in reality, and I don't mean one foot in and one foot out, what I mean is I'm sittin down on da edge of a ledge/my brain, legs danglin out inta reality while da top half is in my head, but while I'm sittin I'm lookin inta reality through a slightly dirty window, not enough where it bothers ya, but enough where if ya're bored ya can start rubbin a cloth or paper towel at it while also occasionally poppin back inta my brain for a snack or drink or ta stretch, den coming back ta da ledge, but never pokin my head out. I ain't really disassociatin, but just ain't lookin outside at da moment, but it also feels as if it is and isn't real, y'know? Like a movie based on a true story. I'm not sad, angry, or empty cause of it, I'm simply observin while also feelin what's goin on out dere
I am savin every art piece I was gonna reblob with tags in my drafts cause I'm too sick and tired to leave coherent tags right now dudes, luv ya
sick AND tired
slay
slay the beast. become what you have sought to destroy, continue the loop and never let go. get saved from your own devices, live a fulfilling life.
*appears from a hole, sweaty, sick, starving, and completely out of it*
Haha! Sorry bout dat! I was readin fanfic
Goobnite!!! Lomve ya!!! Brush ya teeth please!!1!1!1!1 sometimes it feels good!! If ya don't like how da toothpaste feels I rinse da toothbrush, put da toothpaste on, den rub da toothpaste inta da toothbrush cause I don't like dat feelin either!! Den I rinse it REALLY fast den brush!! Ya still get toothpaste and it don't feel bad!!!!
weeee!!! haha!! woohoo!! I love things!!! dey're all dat and a bag of chisps!!! have fun!! heeheehoohoo!!! stay silly and curious!!!!
Also, have some doodles from a few months ago cause I'm back baby!!!
(Warnin, dey ain't da best but dey're alright)
NOOOOO I MISSED FRESH'S totally real BIRTHDAY NOOOOOOOO
I feel like Computer from Courage the Cowardly Dog Show and The Narrator from The Stanley Parable are distant cousins dat hate each other for being pompous and pretentious but still talk smack bout everyone else at deir disembodied british voices family reunion and den proceed ta tell everyone dey dissed dat da other one talked behind deir back.
Me who hasn't checked bumblr in months and now has hundreds of unchecked posts dat keep piling up and is doing absbrolutely nothin bout it: by talos dis can't be happenin
Worm
MAURICEMAURICEMAURICE
WOGGEDY WHAT'S UP BIG G WELCOME Bb
Hi!!! Just postin ta remind ya I love ya!!!!!
When I get a computer it's over for all of ya
I've got so much love in my heart!!! I love my friends! I love my moots! I love kind people!!! I'd do a lot for my friends!! Sometimes I dunno if dey are my friends cause I just have so much love for kind people and get excited when I see dem!! Hi!! Hello!! Hi moots/friendos!!! I hope ya have a radtastic life!! And most importantly!!! I respect em!! As a person and someone who deserves a chance/opportunity ta grow and NOT get mad at em for changin!!!! BUT!!! Still care bout deir wellbein!!!!
Camp your anon is off
I KEEP FORGETTIN I CAN'T TURN IT ON, I'M SORRY
Sunny d and jeffery
HUOH????? MY ART NOMNOMNOM??? MY ART ENVY?????? HHHHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM..............................
THAMKS DUDE!!!!!! mwah B<333
Happy birth!!!!!
8D NOMNOMNOMNOMNOM
*noms*
Also it ain't my B I R F anymore!!! It was two days ago!!! But thamks dude!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY you super cool awesome incredible person!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎁🎂 I hope you have the coolest day today :] :] :]
8b THAMKS BRUH!!! I DIDN'T USE bumblr FOR 2 DAYS SO !!!!!!!!!!!
Also I went ta da mall and got reanimator stuff!!!!! (Separate events of same day) 8]