Trigger Warning - Blog Posts
(tw healed scars i guess. idk it’s just my body) ⚠️⚠️
don’t tell anyone you saw me
and suddenly I'm covered in blood
Lets switch this up for a change
THE GLISTENLINGS HAVE TRANSFORMED ?
Inktober Day 9: Pressure
Mild Trigger Warning and spoilers for OMORI!
OMORI and all its characters belong to OMOCAT
Art belongs to me :)
Inktober Day 4: Knot
Spoilers for OMORI below. (Trigger warning) Proceed with caution!
Here's day 4 :D I finished this a few days ago, but then realized that this wasn't the prompt for the day, so I can still post it on time.
I just love this game way too much :')
OMORI and all its characters belong to OMOCAT
Art belongs to me :)
Massive fucking trigger warning !
A pedophile, 
he’s a pedophile that r*** and trafficked a lot of kids, he also got other people to you know. It’s a fucking terrible thing. really he also is connected to multiple murders, which is also terrible. 
Who the fuck even is diddy like kids at my school were referring to him and im here just like wtf are r u saying
TW: domestic violence, sexual assault
Today’s material that I’m studying is incredibly challenging and triggering for me. I’m a survivor of domestic violence and sexual assault. It’s been long enough that I don’t think about it every day, but studying about violence and gender this week is tough.
I’ll be glad when it’s next week.
Teddy
I was there when you said your first word Your mother’s laughs of joy being painted into the walls Your father’s smile combing them with the scent of pride Your words ever floating, hanging in the air
I was there when you had your first kiss Your dream-induced eyes engaged with mine Your entranced lips telling me all about his Your hair a mess from running your hands through it for excitement
I was there when you had your first breakup When your eyes dripped of uncertain loss Your cheeks like early morning dew from your river of tears My fur a mess from crying into me, no more of a help than a punching bag
I was there when your parents told you what was going to happen How they still loved you, no matter what Your hands trembling on my soft arms Your indignant sobs of unbelief thrown at the door behind them
I was there when you had your first time The soft words of passion mixing with the powerful hands of lust Your uncertainty, your reluctancy, your anxiety His response when you refused
I was there when you cut yourself for the first time Your tears of self-malice ripping down the fabric of your cheek The first drops of siphoned blood falling on my body Your heaving cough from your third Or fourth Or fifth cigarette Of that day
I was there when you brought home the first customer Your dead Empty Expression writing believable lies filled with contempt and self-pity Entrancing him for the sake of money’s worth The monster that lay deep within I remember seeing for what wasn’t the first time
I was there when you brought home the pills Your hair a mess, your cheeks like glacial rivers, your hands trembling Your uncertainty, your rage, your decision
Your words ever floating, Hanging in the air
(Please dont watch if you dont want to see possibly triggering things involved with relationships, emotional abuse or alcohol ..)I hate to post this, I have so many of these though, most too long to post but.... I JUST NEED to feel okay, I'm always scared, always hurt emotionally and called bad things, I wish I could show it all but it's embarrassing at the same time....I'm weak, no matter what I say or do I'm called or told horrible things. I might look through some of them and find significant ones I can post under a minute... Maybe I am too open...
Tw: rant, mention of self harm, suicide, and anti religious
OTHER PEOPLES SELF HARM AND ATTEMPTS ARE NOT YOURS TO SHARE
This is targeted to someone who will never see this post
If someone you know doesnt give you full permission to talk about and share their sh and attempts DO NOT GO SHARING IT
Its not your nightly gossip if they did something unless they need help desperately and don't have the courage to ask dont share their problems like little notes in class
People who do this are why some people are so scared of help because some of them think that everything they do or say related to it will be spread to everyone they know, thats why therapist are so insistent that nothing is shared
AND NO YOUR CHURCH WILL NOT HELP THEM
If the person isn't religious dont tell them shit about jesus and how suicide is sinful IT DOESNT FIX ANYTHING
So again if someone doesn't give you permission to share it do not start telling all their family members and judging them for doing it
(And no im not the one who attempted or self harmed that person will be unnamed for their privacy and respect)
Have I washed Mouthwashing gameplay? No. Do I really know the characters? No. Do I hate Jimmy? Yes. So here he is getting eaten by zombies because yes, I wanted to practice drawing blood in digital. It’s not perfect but I’m still pretty proud of how it turned!
It can be really bad, how controlled pain can be really grounding…
It is not always control or to feel something or to fell something other. Sometimes it is just grounding and bringing you back to the now with a clearer mind.
It is conflicting to tell someone to stop if you know it is helping and not to much harming… it could be too much harming and you will never know if it could be until it is.
Sign the fucking petition.
The police caught and arrested him. But despite the heinous and violent crimes he was credibly accused of, he was released without bail. He was free for three months AFTER police discovered that he was abusing 12 underage black girls.
Chrystul Kizer was raped and trafficked by this man for years.
She’s now facing life in prison for defending herself against her attacker.
Free Chrystul Kizer!!!
Pls spread help spread the news!
SIGN THE PETITION
Toki sketches !! ♥️
tw // blood