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i guess my mistake was, i saw you as memories. i must’ve forgot that there was still more of you to remember.

i am made up of broken promises and unlived dreams.

i’m always running away,

am i even worth knowing?

it’s funny how things change,

and life keeps going.

if you are not aware of others

and not aware of yourself

you are chaos

if you are aware of others,

and not aware of yourself,

you are weak,

if you are not aware of others,

and only aware of yourself,

you are foolish,

if you are aware of others and yourself,

you are powerful

you have become many things,

like the certain shape of a cloud,

or a ring pop for a wedding ring,

a flower in the ground,

and a ghost that haunts my memories.

had a conversation with myself,

we didn’t really agree

poison in my blood,

no bite, no arrow either.

just a glimpse of heaven,

to a nonbeliever.

here’s my glass cup

fill it up, with your love, my love

she’s calling last call

and i can’t get enough

drunk on subliminal things

stumbling when i hear your name

such a lovely sound

the moon had already kissed her

long before i met her.

her eyes were dark,

but she always felt like a campfire.

her beauty was nothing like diamonds,

it was more like the light that reflects off the clouds from above them,

she was obviously beautiful, but few ever chose the window seat.

i’d jump out this plane if i could,

i swear id land in a heavenly oblivion

i can truly see the beauty in everything. even the ugly. even the impossible.

a beautiful possibility,

an extraordinary maybe,

“the great perhaps”,

a hopeful tomorrow.

anything may happen,

so let it happen,

and to experience it,

how rare it must be.

cardboard boxes,

felt more like home,

always running,

from things i don’t know,

in the backseat,

everything i own,

call me crazy,

but i feel so alone.

and i can’t decide if i’m,

living or if i’m gone,

there’s a ghost living here,

and i take him everywhere.

hold on.

my grip is getting loose,

my reality is due,

we die for what we choose,

and i’m fucked up,

you got me fucked up.

what is this society,

fighting for entirely?

getting kind of tired,

of bullshit and liars.

fakers with a smile,

and fakers with power.

sweet talking money,

has made us all sour.

fuck the institutions,

abusing us with counterfeit.

the government wants us clueless,

the truth is we are powerless.

until we decide to unite,

and banish all our biases.

storm the castle tonight,

and take back broken promises.

“my head was killing me, i was killing me.”

— m.v

i swear i never lived until i met you

you write so beautiful

i imagine you wear flowers in your hair

and your presence graceful

and i wonder what sorrow your eyes wear?

i would love to agree with you,

but my flowers have died,

i slouch and i limp,

and there’s darkness in my eyes.

i own many scars,

none of which i paid for,

and i ripped out my heart,

so i couldn’t feel it anymore.

even these things can be beautiful i see,

but my perception is blind to me,

i’d rather live through your eyes,

it sounds so much more lovely.

wasted,

i have wasted all my precious time,

chasing a high.

o novocaine,

infect my mind with lovely lullabies,

and tell me everything is alright.

remember you are loved and that your existence matters <333

the world is littered in gold, you just gotta know where to find it

i love you, and i love you

it’s like when i breathe and i don’t even have to try

if love is a game,

and ignorance is bliss,

who’s to say we’re winning?

flashlight in a mist,

blind from all who see you,

and when your heart is lit,

careful of the people,

with sweet, sweet sentiments.

it seems my hearts gone cold,

i guess ill save it for later,

you found me in mist, in stone,

throw me in the refrigerator.

maybe one day,

in adoration,

i’ll spark the things

that i was saving,

maybe then,

you’ll see my worth,

burn me up,

into fireworks.

if i’m being honest

i have to let you go

the southern sun is setting

sinking ships below

backwards i’ve been running

downwards i have flown

heart is getting heavy

you say it’s overgrown

i think you’ve come to a great point in life, when you can see yourself in everyone you meet

dont you know,

what you do to me?

you didn’t know?

well this is new to me.

where are we going?

who we gonna be?

i’ll take you far,

and be whatever you wanna be.

how did you take my heart?

my anatomy.

did you think it hurt?

well baby i didn’t feel a thing.

i tore it out,

so easily.

all you do is lie and deceit

don’t you know an eye for an eye

is a bad habit? so keep the receipt

i need them to see,

but this is deeper than me.

try having a secret to keep

with a backstabbing grit in your teeth

but want the whole world to love you

as their favorite mystery piece

how can you blame a single person you meet.

i’m no angel you see

i fly high with devils

born with no wings

my love embezzled

by impermanent things

we are all sinners unique

and purpose we seek

so keep the ground on your feet

because we’re all here fighting gravity

i remember every night

i held your hand

so you could sleep

and i remember every night

you said to me

you didn’t want to be alive

so i’d never sleep

so that every night

you’d still be here with me

and she was beautiful

and vibrant

and most of the time

a riot

but what i think

you’ll truly never know

secrets to keep

i understand alone

seldom asleep

so when a dream comes along

comatose

never wake me up

don’t become a victim of yourself

you control everything you do

how does fate

filter through the stars

mingle with the constellations

inside my troubled heart

under a thousand lights

there’s still nothing as bright as you

my attempt to be understood

stains everything i do

there are no mistakes

let the chaos consume you