To anyone that tries to guilt people into not hurting/hating themselves because "it hurts you too" FUCK ALL THE WAY OFF!!!! You have no say in what we do or how we think about ourselves. It is our choice. Let us deal with it. Putting guilt on us is only going to make it worse. Just because you like us doesn't mean we have to like ourselves. You have no idea what we feel like. What it feels like to want to peel your own skin off because of something that happened years ago. Wanting to drive into oncoming traffic just to finally have some semblance of peace. Wanting to waste away until there is nothing left... Not even bones. Wanting to evaporate. Not even wanting to restart anymore, you just want it to end. How the fuck do you think it's ok to tell us that it would hurt you when you don't have a clue the amount of pain we are in.
FUCK YOU
any tips on how to make tights smaller/get a tight gap??
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Reading about people fasting. I miss it so much. Don’t know if I’ll get away with it though.
So, I’ve started relapsing again. It’s been about 2 years of recovery. Maintained a “healthy” weight. Realised that I was relapsing a few weeks ago when I smashed my scale up in frustration. So now I feel like shit, in a relapse and have no scales. Great.
This is the first time I’ve relapsed and been living with someone else though so this could be interesting.
Not been on the ED online scene for a loooonng time so all these new tags are taking some getting used to.
Anyway, hi! I’m Maisy. I’m 29.