i just wanna change.
(still under cut)
Fall 2020, Digital Media Illustration
Project 2: Narrative Portraiture & GIF
I for one welcome our friendsim overlords...
Pssst… it’s 413 by 413 pixels…
Chocolate man.
CONTENT WARNING: BLOOD AND SLIGHT FLASHING LIGHTS
EPILEPSY WARNING
AAAAA FINALLY AFTER 3 MONTHS OF WORKING ON THIS. ITS FINALLY FINISHED.
this pertains to lore of me and @rejectedsoul311 's The Cursed Idol AU for cotl but can also be a stand alone since i think it can be kind of universal :3c
The original song is Miss Miseryguts by RIProducer and you will go listen to it its an awesome song- its on youtube and on spotify from what i know
I was really excited to go to disneyland so I drew the bride and groom from the haunted mansion and it took the entire week oops
(seriously though someone teach me how to make a decent gif)
also: i know i haven’t gotten like any requests done, this + disneyland was p much the cause of it. I should be able to finish them soon, but in the meantime keep sending them in (like seriously I love any and all requests)
And still, I'm curious how an appointment which I used to go to every week a few months ago, turned into something I'm afraid of. Making me have flashbacks over and over when I just hear the word "neurologist. Made me have a whole panic attack just because I need to go to a doctor. No, please, I don't want to be treated anymore... Can't you just avoid me? Don't remember about my disease? Make me live a normal life?
YABABAINA, BUT IT'S ALEX KISTER WITH MARK HEATHCLIFF AND JOEL HAYES!!
WHY CAN'T I FUCKING CUT MYSELF?? WHY CAN'T I SLICE MY SKIN AGAIN LIKE I USED TO?! I'M GETTING FUCKING TIRED OF THESE DISABILITIES, SEIZURES AND OTHER SHIT. I JUST WANNA BE HEALTHY OR ALLOWED TO MUTILATE MY BODY. I WANT TO HAVE THE CONTROL I LOST.
There's an app called "Memory hint", and please, don't download it if you have photosensitive epilepsy or at least consult with a professional, because there's "Kanji catch" mode that could POSSIBLY trigger a seizure, at least if you won't lower speed. I almost had a seizure because of it.
Please, be careful with apps and videos you're watching, because sometimes there's no TW!
Just accept the fact that flash warning doesn't count as a warning when it appears on a 0,1 second with a small font in the bottom of the screen. I hate it when people can't take a minute to make a good tw.