Exam Preparation - Blog Posts

For the remembrance of the finals weeks of uni.

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With my books, with my exam notes, with my loads of Chrome tabs :') Currently I'm preparing for an English exam that is necessary for my master's applications. Pray for me pleaseee :)))

Additionally, I need to declare my love for the yellow light because it changes the whole aura of the room, especially the desk. For me, it feels like home and I feel safe somehow.

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6 april 2025

doing some more physics questions today from a lecture to solidify my 11th concepts - almost done with the lecture

i also plan to do 12th biology with questions today, since i’ve done questions for most chapters already i might be able to finish it.

nothing too interesting other than this. just a slow sunday with my bottle of coffee and the never ending todo list 🌸

anyways have a nice day my loves

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also lately been feeling a lot of fomo cuz all my friends get to go out and have fun while i’m gonna be cooped up at my desk, with the same old lectures :( but yeah well- hopefully all this pays off.

5 april 2025

okayyy so last night- i might’ve made my coffee when i was super sleepy and accidentally put like five spoons of coffee into my drink and couldn’t sleep well last night and had to go out today morning so i came back and crashed but now - time to lock in.

ok byeeee

have a lovely day 🌸

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also i’ve been avoiding posting my desk cuz it’s too repetitive and monotonous ;( we’ll get back to it soon.

late night biology cram session (finals ver.) 🧬

got some matcha 🍯🍵

17 march 2025

okay so my plans to sleep early last night ? a complete fail. i fell asleep at 6 am (wth ???) and woke up at 10, exhausted (no shit girl what did you think) but exams won’t wait just cus you’re tired soooooo

to do list :

revise complete biology (again? yes.)

sexual reproduction in flowering plants

human reproduction

reproductive health

principles of inheritance and variation

molecular basis of inheritance

evolution

human health and diseases

microbes in human welfare

biotech 1

biotech 2

organisms and populations

ecosystem

biodiversity

i’m done with around 4 chapters (sounds like v little but my day just started technically so eh it’s okay) gonna be another long night and i’m trying not to have too much coffee cuz i can feel the fainting bouts sorta coming back (why god why)

it’s honestly a tradition for me to get sick during exams (but why this one, i was so excited for it) anyways i’m gonna load up on orsl cus fainting lowk unproductive

also no desk pics today cuz it’s getting really repetitive 😭 but yummy sky <3

anyways i’m gonna get back to studying 🍓

have a nice day my loves <3

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biology cram session 🧬

(notes hoarder ver.)

i have no idea why i keep writing to learn but i don’t trust myself to remember content unless ive written it so i have notes from first unit test, midterms and second unit test 😭 ill prolly end up selling these after my exams cuz they’re super concise and helpful too heheh

anyway - i finished reading my portions and was making shorter notes (pls don’t ask why) and i did four chapters so ive got 9 chapters to do tomorrow which sounds pretty chill for tmr. its gonna be a long day tmr so im gonna sleep early (hopefully) but yay i’m pretty happy with how much i got done today.

i do have to read evolution and ecology, i’ll end up doing it last thing tmr cuz i really can’t get myself to do those chapters (send help)

okay but also finals is an excuse for me to finish my ncert reading sooo that’s a good thing, so after this i’ve only got 11th bio ncert left (i say that like it’s easy) (it isn’t)

okay enough yap, let’s try to sleep (watch me fail cus my insides are a cocktail of anxiety, caffeine and insomnia)

also no more strawberries from now on :(

16 march 2025

slept at around 5.30 am yday (today) so i’m starting my day kinda late but that’s okay. i had some sort of neet webinar at 11 am so that took almost 1.5 hours. i’ve got my cinnamon coffee so yayyy

todo :

full biology syllabus.

ecology and evolution are the difficult chapters for me cus i find them really boring so i can’t really bring myself to study them but ill have to do them today regardless so thats gonna be the only difficult part. i finished the reproduction unit last night but im gonna revise it again today

anyways, have a lovely day <3

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days left for neet : 49

ended up sleeping so now i’m gonna have a late night session and hopefully finish half the portions.

i’ve got two days for biology so my plan is to do one revision by tmr and another one before exam

also found the cutest study app - folderly - and oh my god i’m obsessed, it’s the cutest thing ever??? the aesthetics are unmatched and it’s quite practical. new study obsession unlocked 🎀

so for today, my goal is to finish :

unit - reproduction

unit - biology in human welfare

which is like 6/13 chapters so pretty good.

1.30 am update - definitely overestimated how much i can get done and underestimated the content of six chapters 🤡 im gonna do as much as i can and leave the rest for tmr since ive got the entire day to finish it.

15 march 2025

ENGLISH OVER YAYYYYYY

alr so im done with english and not sleep deprived at all so no naps for today, next is bio so i’m super excited eeeeeeeeeek so i’m gonna start studying today cus i’ve missed biology smmmmm ☹️

have a nice day my loves

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update - i ended up sleeping lol

okay anyways - sort of a vent rant so skip if yall don’t wanna get into it

it’s just been so weirdly lonely lately, like i have people but they aren’t exactly there and it’s so overwhelming to literally even exist. neet coming and boards going on and not being able to sleep until 5 am is genuinely making me feel so hopeless :(

i’ve kinda also started ghosting a lot of my friends and am only in contact with like 1-2 and maybe that’s why i’ve been feeling lonely but it’s just that, they all feel so distant. talking to people makes me feel pathetic.

this is pathetic, bye