synopsis: in the ethereal world of dance, the white swan glides with grace, her every movement a poem of longing. the human prince, a star on the court, finds solace in her delicate steps, a symphony amidst the chaos of his world. their love blossoms, a forbidden dance between two realms, but as the final act approaches, will their love defy the constraints of their reality, or will they be forever trapped in the melancholy of what could have been?
โฐโโค pairing: basketball player gojo satoru x fem!ballerina reader
[author's notes: this is me advertising my own story btw! credits to @ weian vann for the fantastic gojo cosplay i used for the profile picture^โข^]
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synopsis: in the ethereal world of dance, the white swan glides with grace, her every movement a poem of longing. the human prince, a star on the court, finds solace in her delicate steps, a symphony amidst the chaos of his world. their love blossoms, a forbidden dance between two realms, but as the final act approaches, will their love defy the constraints of their reality, or will they be forever trapped in the melancholy of what could have been?
โฐโโค pairing: basketball player gojo satoru x fem!ballerina reader
โยทห*genre: strangers to friends to more, college au, complicated situationship
ห เผโwarnings: nsfw, suggestive, smoking, self-destructive, mentions of bleeding, fluff, angst, mentions of drowning
โ.เณเฟ*:๏ฝฅupdates: every other day
word count: 8,958
chapter - iii.
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๐ผchapter: iii. โป โ II โท โบ
each inhale pulls the air like tides, drowning in the depths of existence, struggling to resurface with each exhale
that's what you're currently feeling right now, currently in your tights and leotards you felt cold, freezing even
as the sun dipped down below the horizon it casted a warm, golden glow in the schoolโs studio windows - it was a complete opposite contrast to how you were currently feeling
your lungs felt like they were being filled with deep ocean water, tormenting you against the warm and soft glow of the sunโs fading light
you kept stretching your bodyโs limits, feeling as if you weren't precise enough, you weren't elegant enough, you weren't doing it right - your body screamed as the aches started to kick in and you couldn't help but relieve in it
the aches served you the reaction you needed out of your body that you're doing just right, that you're already passed your limits
but no matter how much the aches in your body scream and protest you felt as if it was just never enough, you felt yourself drowning in the ocean of perfection you made yourself - with tears, blood, and sweat you spent so much time to make a single tide of your waves
then it happened, your moves were frantic you could feel your body reaching the climax it restricted you to - and you stopped
you could feel it, you could feel your entire body shaking and giving up on the goals and desires you so badly want to accomplish - it didn't help that you stayed later than everyone and it certainly didn't help how you feel like that extra time in was completely useless
you didn't know how you gotten this obsession of trying to perfect every move of your body, or the obsession of trying to be the best in the room when clearly you weren't
sighing at this, you started walking towards your bag before sitting down right beside it and untying your shoes off - you stared at your feet a couple of seconds before the feeling of pity started to kick in
you had a few bandaids attached to your feet because of accidentally falling or scraping them during practice, even though they can't be helped - you started to pack your things up before walking out of the campus
as you started to walk towards your dorm, you pulled out a cigarette out of your bag before frantically looking for your lighter which you clearly didn't have right now
you sighed the need to stabilize your breathing was making you shake, disappointment filling up your bones you continued to hold onto your cigarette before getting cut off by a voice
โneed a light?โ you turned around and saw Suguru not in his uniforms anymore, you faced your body towards him before gesturing a smile
โyea actually, got one?โ you asked in which Suguru took out his lighter out of his bag before handing it to you, thanking him and covering your cigarette - you lit it up before giving it back
โi didn't know you smoked y/n, is it โcause of Shoko?โ Suguru said as you took a long inhale, before puffing out the smoke away from him
โnot exactly right, she did introduce smoking to me but it was โcause i asked her about it in the first placeโ you said smiling, before taking another inhale again finally feeling grounded after that incident earlier
โyou should quit you know, they're bad for you and they might mess up your ballet stuffโ
โyou'd be surprised how many in our studio smoke, i could probably name the last few who doesn'tโ you said waving away the smoke, Suguru chuckled at this before gesturing towards a car behind him
โiโm actually heading towards our dorm, want a ride?โ he asked, you shook your head no before replying
โthanks but my dormโs quite near here, you be safe thoughโ you said as you waved him bye and started walking towards your dorm
โyou know, I overheard our teacher earlier mentioning a solo piece that would be performed in 3 months - maybe they'll set up audition posters today!โ you were currently with shoko in your campusโ studio, you both were resting up for the next set of dance pieces you guys have to practice for
you turned to look at her intrigued in what she was gossiping with you about, before replying โwait really? maybe when we're done they'll tell usโ
โexactly, the new piece will probably give you a lot of exposure since it'll be a soloโ Shoko exclaimed, clearly showing you optimism that you should definitely audition for that role, you widen your eyes before gesturing a smiling towards her
โI don't know if I'll be able to actually get it though, but I will definitely try!โ Shoko beamed at this before nodding at you - you were excited, even ecstatic, but then a dark cloud began to overshadow your thoughts
if i fail to grasp this, can i still recover from this disappointment? how will i be able to regain my composure and move on?
tides and waves, powerful and relentless, began to pull you under, threatening to drown you - you were struggling to breath, your body trembled, consumed by one singular thought
โi need a smokeโ
standing outside the campus building, leaning against a wall amidst turmoil and thoughts, you feel calm and peace
the feeling of drowning is long gone once you fill your lungs with another type of waves and air, your mind and body finally one again
you don't see a single dark tide clouding your eyes, no aches haunting you from the aftermath of your doings, no feet hurting from constantly being on your tippy toes
you take one long inhale before exhaling a shaky breath of smoke, feeling your eyes start to see the world a lot more clearly
in the simple act of smoking, you find a brief escape from the chaos around you. The inhale, the exhaleโthe smoke's rhythm mirrors your own emotions, offering a short break from the turmoil within
amidst the quiet interlude, you allow yourself to simply exist, to be present in your body and in the moment.
it happened again, the wooden boards under your feet felt unfamiliar - your body felt stiff as a board and the aches in your body worsen overtime
you had bad days of course, everyone has, but why was this day so different from the rest? why were you currently looking at your bleeding feet and broken nails? the sight gave you a bitter taste every time you swallow, it felt like your own body was punishing you for all of these
for suddenly tripping over your spin, suddenly slipping during your leap, and not stretching or bending your body enough - it was just not your day at all
you sighed for the nth time this day, you were currently outside the campus building - sitting in a picnic table behind a big oak tree, smoke littered around the air and you felt your shoulder tenser than usual
you wanted to take another smoke break after a painful practice, but you suddenly felt all too aware of the pain in your feet and was shocked to see your feet bleeding
quickly disposing the cigarette, you started to rummage your bag looking for your bandage you always held onto - you've never had a serious injury before hence why the bandage was never opened until now
you didn't have any first aid kit equipment with you, so you decided it would be best to hide the injury from the open air and from getting any more damage than as it is
โwhy does it smell like smoke back here?โ you almost jumped out of your seat, turning to look at the source that frighted you
โGojo?โ you titled an eyebrow at him, he was wearing what you would guess the extra pants and shirt he brought for after practices, sweatpants and a shirt that was showing his collarbones too much - on his arm was his bag that wasn't even properly zipped closed
โhey, i was on my way to see Shoko and stumbled upon you here! but man does seniors really use this hidden area as their smoke corner - the smell is burning my noseโ Satoru said covering his nose with his other unoccupied hand, before rolling his eyes
โanyways, what are you doing here?โ he added, approaching you before sitting down besides you in a respectable distance away
you turned back to your injured leg before facing him again โtrying to bandage up my leg, also i was actually the one smoking my badโ you replied, tying together the last strands of the bandage
โyou smoke?โ was all he asked before wearing your shoes back on, you nodded at him before throwing your head back staring at the tree covering you from the sunโs light
โyea, actually i doโฆ you gotta do something with the remaining adrenaline somehowโ closing your eyes as you felt the smooth breeze brush pass you so tenderly, it almost felt like you were high
โyou sound like a drug addict worn-out artistโ Satoru stated, making you turn to him before chuckling at the annoyed face he was making
โiโm offended but that made me laugh, so you're forgivenโ you cooed at him gesturing a smile, although his expression didn't change it made him look somewhat funnier
โmaking you offended was my only intentions, seriously I can't even stand the smellโ he said waving his hand around trying to swat away the remainings of the smoke,
โwhy not do something more bearable like eating candies or drinking some energy drink?โ he added, you shook your head indicating โnoโ before replying
โsmokingโs the only thing that has been working so far for me, but i only do it when practiceโs been hellโ Satoru nodded at this before placing placing his hand under his chin, displaying a thinking look
โlike when your feetโs all bandaged up and shit?โ he asked, you nodded at him before noticing his lips forming a pout
โdid you at least treat it properly? itโs starting to bleed through it you knowโ you widen your eyes at this before looking down and noticing he was right, you didn't even noticed it
โi was planning to treat them once i got home, I don't have anything to take care of it right nowโ Satoru rolled his eyes before searching through his bag, and pulling out a betadine ointment and some cotton balls - shocked at this you looked at Satoru before asking
โwhy do you have these?โ he scowled at you before placing you feet on top of his lap, making you face him
โathletes tend to get wounds and scars, hence why i bring these - i normally don't get them but Suguru always doesโ he replied, before untying your bandage off - once he saw the sight he grimaced and hissed through his teeth displaying a hurt expression
โyou got beat up real bad, and you were waiting to get home to fix this?โ he turned to look at you annoyed, you smiled at him in return before nodding
โthe nurseโs office was a building away, my dormโs a lot more closeโ you commented trying to brighten up Satoru but, unfortunately failing
silence started to engulf you both, as Satoru was directing all his focus on your open wounds and broken nails trying to be gentle as possible
โnext time, when you get hurt try to at least ask someone to help, better yet - ask meโ Satoru stared at you, he looked serious yet so gentle at the same time that you didn't know you replied unconsciously, as if agreeing to Satoru Gojo was second nature to you - so easy as if it was breathing
โi will, thank you Gojoโ
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[authorโs notes: yay new chapter^โข^ also i haven't proofread this I'm sorry]
synopsis: in the ethereal world of dance, the white swan glides with grace, her every movement a poem of longing. the human prince, a star on the court, finds solace in her delicate steps, a symphony amidst the chaos of his world. their love blossoms, a forbidden dance between two realms, but as the final act approaches, will their love defy the constraints of their reality, or will they be forever trapped in the melancholy of what could have been?
โฐโโค pairing: basketball player gojo satoru x fem!ballerina reader
โยทห*genre: strangers to friends to more, college au, complicated situationship
ห เผโwarnings: nsfw, suggestive, contains smut, sexual, excessive smoking details, getting high, self-destructive, mentions of bleeding, scars, fluff, angst, mentions of drowning, commitment issues
โ.เณเฟ*:๏ฝฅupdates: ON HIATUS
chapter - iii.
โบgo back โ playlist next โซ
๐ผchapter: iii. โป โ II โท โบ
each inhale pulls the air like tides, drowning in the depths of existence, struggling to resurface with each exhale
that's what you're currently feeling right now, currently in your tights and leotards you felt cold, freezing even
as the sun dipped down below the horizon it casted a warm, golden glow in the schoolโs studio windows - it was a complete opposite contrast to how you were currently feeling
your lungs felt like they were being filled with deep ocean water, tormenting you against the warm and soft glow of the sunโs fading light
you kept stretching your bodyโs limits, feeling as if you weren't precise enough, you weren't elegant enough, you weren't doing it right - your body screamed as the aches started to kick in and you couldn't help but relieve in it
the aches served you the reaction you needed out of your body that you're doing just right, that you're already passed your limits
but no matter how much the aches in your body scream and protest you felt as if it was just never enough, you felt yourself drowning in the ocean of perfection you made yourself - with tears, blood, and sweat you spent so much time to make a single tide of your waves
then it happened, your moves were frantic you could feel your body reaching the climax it restricted you to - and you stopped
you could feel it, you could feel your entire body shaking and giving up on the goals and desires you so badly want to accomplish - it didn't help that you stayed later than everyone and it certainly didn't help how you feel like that extra time in was completely useless
you didn't know how you gotten this obsession of trying to perfect every move of your body, or the obsession of trying to be the best in the room when clearly you weren't
sighing at this, you started walking towards your bag before sitting down right beside it and untying your shoes off - you stared at your feet a couple of seconds before the feeling of pity started to kick in
you had a few bandaids attached to your feet because of accidentally falling or scraping them during practice, even though they can't be helped - you started to pack your things up before walking out of the campus
as you started to walk towards your dorm, you pulled out a cigarette out of your bag before frantically looking for your lighter which you clearly didn't have right now
you sighed the need to stabilize your breathing was making you shake, disappointment filling up your bones you continued to hold onto your cigarette before getting cut off by a voice
โneed a light?โ you turned around and saw Suguru not in his uniforms anymore, you faced your body towards him before gesturing a smile
โyea actually, got one?โ you asked in which Suguru took out his lighter out of his bag before handing it to you, thanking him and covering your cigarette - you lit it up before giving it back
โi didn't know you smoked y/n, is it โcause of Shoko?โ Suguru said as you took a long inhale, before puffing out the smoke away from him
โnot exactly right, she did introduce smoking to me but it was โcause i asked her about it in the first placeโ you said smiling, before taking another inhale again finally feeling grounded after that incident earlier
โyou should quit you know, they're bad for you and they might mess up your ballet stuffโ
โyou'd be surprised how many in our studio smoke, i could probably name the last few who doesn'tโ you said waving away the smoke, Suguru chuckled at this before gesturing towards a car behind him
โiโm actually heading towards our dorm, want a ride?โ he asked, you shook your head no before replying
โthanks but my dormโs quite near here, you be safe thoughโ you said as you waved him bye and started walking towards your dorm
โyou know, I overheard our teacher earlier mentioning about solo piece - maybe they'll set up audition posters today!โ you were currently with shoko in your campusโ studio, you both were resting up for the next set of dance pieces you guys have to practice for
you turned to look at her intrigued in what she was gossiping with you about, before replying โwait really? maybe when we're done they'll tell usโ
โexactly, the new piece will probably give you a lot of exposure since it'll be a soloโ Shoko exclaimed, clearly showing you optimism that you should definitely audition for that role, you widen your eyes before gesturing a smiling towards her
โI don't know if I'll be able to actually get it though, but I will definitely try!โ Shoko beamed at this before nodding at you - you were excited, even ecstatic, but then a dark cloud began to overshadow your thoughts
if i fail to grasp this, can i still recover from this disappointment? how will i be able to regain my composure and move on?
tides and waves, powerful and relentless, began to pull you under, threatening to drown you - you were struggling to breath, your body trembled, consumed by one singular thought
โi need a smokeโ
standing outside the campus building, leaning against a wall amidst turmoil and thoughts, you feel calm and peace
the feeling of drowning is long gone once you fill your lungs with another type of waves and air, your mind and body finally one again
you don't see a single dark tide clouding your eyes, no aches haunting you from the aftermath of your doings, no feet hurting from constantly being on your tippy toes
you take one long inhale before exhaling a shaky breath of smoke, feeling your eyes start to see the world a lot more clearly
in the simple act of smoking, you find a brief escape from the chaos around you. The inhale, the exhaleโthe smoke's rhythm mirrors your own emotions, offering a short break from the turmoil within
amidst the quiet interlude, you allow yourself to simply exist, to be present in your body and in the moment.
it happened again, the wooden boards under your feet felt unfamiliar - your body felt stiff as a board and the aches in your body worsen overtime
you had bad days of course, everyone has, but why was this day so different from the rest? why were you currently looking at your bleeding feet and broken nails? the sight gave you a bitter taste every time you swallow, it felt like your own body was punishing you for all of these
for suddenly tripping over your spin, suddenly slipping during your leap, and not stretching or bending your body enough - it was just not your day at all
you sighed for the nth time this day, you were currently outside the campus building - sitting in a picnic table behind a big oak tree, smoke littered around the air and you felt your shoulder tenser than usual
you wanted to take another smoke break after a painful practice, but you suddenly felt all too aware of the pain in your feet and was shocked to see your feet bleeding
quickly disposing the cigarette, you started to rummage your bag looking for your bandage you always held onto - you've never had a serious injury before hence why the bandage was never opened until now
you didn't have any first aid kit equipment with you, so you decided it would be best to hide the injury from the open air and from getting any more damage than as it is
โwhy does it smell like smoke back here?โ you almost jumped out of your seat, turning to look at the source that frighted you
โGojo?โ you titled an eyebrow at him, he was wearing what you would guess the extra pants and shirt he brought for after practices, sweatpants and a shirt that was showing his collarbones too much - on his arm was his bag that wasn't even properly zipped closed
โhey, i was on my way to see Shoko and stumbled upon you here! but man does seniors really use this hidden area as their smoke corner - the smell is burning my noseโ Satoru said covering his nose with his other unoccupied hand, before rolling his eyes
โanyways, what are you doing here?โ he added, approaching you before sitting down besides you in a respectable distance away
you turned back to your injured leg before facing him again โtrying to bandage up my leg, also i was actually the one smoking my badโ you replied, tying together the last strands of the bandage
โyou smoke?โ was all he asked before wearing your shoes back on, you nodded at him before throwing your head back staring at the tree covering you from the sunโs light
โyea, actually i doโฆ you gotta do something with the remaining adrenaline somehowโ closing your eyes as you felt the smooth breeze brush pass you so tenderly, it almost felt like you were high
โyou sound like a drug addict worn-out artistโ Satoru stated, making you turn to him before chuckling at the annoyed face he was making
โiโm offended but that made me laugh, so you're forgivenโ you cooed at him gesturing a smile, although his expression didn't change it made him look somewhat funnier
โmaking you offended was my only intentions, seriously I can't even stand the smellโ he said waving his hand around trying to swat away the remainings of the smoke,
โwhy not do something more bearable like eating candies or drinking some energy drink?โ he added, you shook your head indicating โnoโ before replying
โsmokingโs the only thing that has been working so far for me, but i only do it when practiceโs been hellโ Satoru nodded at this before placing placing his hand under his chin, displaying a thinking look
โlike when your feetโs all bandaged up and shit?โ he asked, you nodded at him before noticing his lips forming a pout
โdid you at least treat it properly? itโs starting to bleed through it you knowโ you widen your eyes at this before looking down and noticing he was right, you didn't even noticed it
โi was planning to treat them once i got home, I don't have anything to take care of it right nowโ Satoru rolled his eyes before searching through his bag, and pulling out a betadine ointment and some cotton balls - shocked at this you looked at Satoru before asking
โwhy do you have these?โ he scowled at you before placing you feet on top of his lap, making you face him
โathletes tend to get wounds and scars, hence why i bring these - i normally don't get them but Suguru always doesโ he replied, before untying your bandage off - once he saw the sight he grimaced and hissed through his teeth displaying a hurt expression
โyou got beat up real bad, and you were waiting to get home to fix this?โ he turned to look at you annoyed, you smiled at him in return before nodding
โthe nurseโs office was a building away, my dormโs a lot more closeโ you commented trying to brighten up Satoru but, unfortunately failing
silence started to engulf you both, as Satoru was directing all his focus on your open wounds and broken nails trying to be gentle as possible
โnext time, when you get hurt try to at least ask someone to help, better yet - ask meโ Satoru stared at you, he looked serious yet so gentle at the same time that you didn't know you replied unconsciously, as if agreeing to Satoru Gojo was second nature to you - so easy as if it was breathing
โi will, thank you Gojoโ
โฅtaglist:[OPEN] @sadmonke @purpleguk @kazoomasoo @ritsatoru @lzaj19 @bol0-de-morang0 @aechmea01 @pearlstiare @blognicole @reagan707 @cybrnaya @anthastudios @kareabtu @c0smouche @orphicarchive @misslovingpearl @a1hina @coloredsolos @fandomtrash5092 @bubera974 @gojonegs @kookap
โฅnames in bold cannot be tagged!
[authorโs notes: yay new chapter^โข^ also i haven't proofread this I'm sorry]
synopsis: in the ethereal world of dance, the white swan glides with grace, her every movement a poem of longing. the human prince, a star on the court, finds solace in her delicate steps, a symphony amidst the chaos of his world. their love blossoms, a forbidden dance between two realms, but as the final act approaches, will their love defy the constraints of their reality, or will they be forever trapped in the melancholy of what could have been?
โฐโโค pairing: basketball player gojo satoru x fem!ballerina reader
โยทห*genre: strangers to friends to more, college au, complicated situationship
ห เผโwarnings: nsfw, suggestive, contains smut, sexual, excessive smoking details, getting high, self-destructive, mentions of bleeding, scars, fluff, angst, mentions of drowning, commitment issues
โ.เณเฟ*:๏ฝฅupdates: ON HIATUS
chapter - ii.
โบgo back โ playlist next โซ
๐ผchapter: i. โป โ II โท โบ
1 week later
โy/n~ just this once, please hang out with me will you?โ you were currently kneeling down on the floor packing up your stuff from the dance studio to head home, when Shoko appeared in front of you pleadingly asking you to go to a new arcade store that opened nearby campus
โShoko I would but, i still have a lot of scaffolds to work onโ you said smiling sympathetically towards her, she pouted before sitting down in front of you
โyou always say no anyways, just this once please? i really wanna check it out with youโ she said staring at you with her puppy doe eyes, making you smile at her before taking a deep breathe
โi only say no, โcause you invite me whenever i have so much to doโ you said zipping up your bag, before standing up and holding out your hand towards her
she grabbed your hand standing up as well, before flinging her bag over her shoulder and replying โand when do you never have something to do huh, you wound me you knowโ making you chuckle
โshould i just memorize your life schedule so iโd know when's the best time to invite you out?โ she asked before you both started walking towards the door, you smiled โalright, just this once thenโ
her eyes beamed about to hug you but you both were startled when the door was aggressively opened wide, making you both turn to the source
you were met with those bright blue eyes and white hair yet again, but this time he was accompanied by a guy with a man-bun trailing behind him
โoh, Shoko just the person we're looking forโ he said, a wide grin plastered on his features as he started to approach you both
โSatoru, Suguru, what do you two want this time huh?โ Shoko replied, placing both of her hands on her hips showing the two an annoyed expression at their unannounced visit
โwe have a practice match later with a neighborhood school and we wanted to ask you if you wanted to come - in person by the way, so you wouldn't have any choice but to obligeโ his grin impossibly got even wider as the black haired man stood beside him, smiling sweetly at Shoko
โit's against that one dickheadโs school too, so we thought you might want to see his stupid face getting beatenโ Suguru added, making Shoko grin
โwell that does sound tempting but, too bad me and my new friend have plans so maybe next time~โ she said holding onto your elbows as she interlocked them, you turned to her before facing the two men again noticing Gojoโs widen eyes
โoh - y/n nice to see you here, you're actually friends with Shoko?โ Satoru said, facing you as he waves his hand at you making both Shoko and the black haired gentleman send him a confused look
โhi Gojo, right we have computer class together I met him a week agoโ you said facing Shoko, explaining to her why you knew of her other best friend, this made Shoko nod her head at you before mouthing the words โohโ
โmhm, that's right man - i didn't know you were friends with Shoko as wellโ he said, making you send him a toothless smile before noticing a lightbulb on top of his head
โhow โbout you both watch our practice match then, it'll be quick really we'll only join the first quarter and you two can leave right after!โ he said, placing his clenched right fist on top of his other hand's palm
Shoko faced you making you follow her โIf you don't want to watch y/n we won't, but if youโd like then we can always go to that new arcade afterwardsโ she smiled at you before holding both of your hands, you turned to look at the two men holding their hands out in a pleading manner
โi guess i would like that, sureโ you said returning your attention back to Shoko, you noticed the two was ecstatic and shared smug faces between each other
โalright then, you both can watch from the bleachers so you can avoid any flying ballsโ Suguru said, holding onto Satoruโs shoulder capturing your attention and facing him
โby the way, I'm Suguru Geto - please call me Suguru if you willโ he said, smiling sweetly at you making you return the gesture mindlessly โalright, Suguruโฆ you can call me y/n as wellโ
you and Shoko were currently going up the stairs towards the bleachers area as instructed by Gojo earlier, also this way you can see the game better in this angle - youโve never watched a game this close in person before you usually were in the top bleachers or in plain tvs even
so to experience watching it this close made you quite excited, you don't really understood much about basketball considering how you've never played before but at the very least you do understand the point system
โyou look quite excited this is a first for me, usually you only look like this when our ballet instructor tells us we'll be performing a new pieceโ Shoko said, sitting down on the very corner of the bleachers near the stairs - you sat right beside her before blinking a couple of times and turning back to the court โi guess it really is exciting to watch a game this close, don't you?โ
you saw a hint of white hair jogging around the court approaching your schoolโs team, making you revert your attention towards them
currently Gojo was huddling along with his fellow teammates, as their coach were giving them reminders of their gameplay - Satoru who was barely paying attention let his eyes wander around the school gym before landing on you two
he waved grinning at you both, before Shoko returned the gesture with her hand waving back making the guy send you guys one last smile before being elbowed by Suguru and getting angry glances from their coach
as the call whistle blew, Satoru and Suguru approached the center of the court - Suguru right in front with the referee holding the ball facing off the opposing team, while Satoru is right behind him with a smug grin before placing his hand on his knee running his other hand through his hair
a few seconds of silence surrounded the court, before bustling whistle blew once again but this time signaling the players to start with the game as the referee tosses the ball up in the air making Suguru jump and tap the ball back giving Satoru possession
as the game began, Satoru effortlessly dribbled the ball down the court, weaving through defenders with grace - his opponents, who are well aware of his reputation, tried to keep their guard up against him
with a swift spin, he evaded a defender and made a pass to his teammate with the jersey number โ9โ on his back who was avoiding the defenders of the opposing team before tossing the ball towards another player who was in the 2 point line
the player had the number โ14โ on his back - he took the shot and successfully made the point against the other team
โyou know, as much as I like to make fun of Satoru and Suguru they both are very valuable to their team - they're only second years but being able to be in the starting line is quite impressiveโ Shoko said as you turned to look at her, she was leaning against her chair with her hands in his pantโs pocket
โwell of course they aren't the only second years in the starting line, but they're the only two who are in the front-lines in the beginning of the gameโ she said facing you, as you nod along her words and turning back to the game in front
โhave they been playing basketball for a long time?โ you asked, as Satoru had possession of the ball again dribbling it against the court before making a jump shot successfully giving their team another 2 points,
"well, they have been playing since freshman year of high school - that's when i met the two, so yeah, they have been playing a long time," she replied, causing you to form an 'oh' shape with your mouth
their team was currently trying to block off the opposing teamโs players, who had managed to score a 3 point for their team before Suguru took the ball and started dribbling towards the other side of the court
Satoru, with his back turned to Suguru, positioned himself at the 3-point line, executing a fake-out to confuse the other player marking him, the player seeing through this spun around Satoru moving to block Suguru instead
Sensing the opening, Suguru swiftly passed the ball to Nanami, who dribbled it back to Satoru - with the ball back in his hands, Satoru wasted no time and took the shot, sinking a 3-pointer for their team
home: 42, visitor: 36
you took notice of how nice it was to see other people so focused in their element - you wondered how you looked when you're performing and thought if you looked as passionate as they are right now
which brought you to look at Satoru, he looked so focus yet so carefree at the same time - he never failed to express a smug or a annoyed look whenever the other players managed to block him off or stealing the ball off him, in fact it made you realize how effortlessly handsome he was
you weren't blind and you aren't denying it either, the white haired man was indeed easy in the eyes no one could argue with that - it was probably his own charm that made other people not tear their eyes away from him
you then heard the whistle blew again, seeing the timer the first quarter was officially done making the players return back to their respective benches resting as much as they can and wiping off sweat from their bodies
you heard Shoko stand up and started to gather her things making you do the same, โwill you wait for me downstairs y/n, I'll be quick iโll only inform the two idiots we'll be leaving is that alright?โ Shoko asked you, motioning back towards Satoru and Suguru - you smiled and nodded โokay then, tell them my goodbyes too pleaseโ
as you waited outside the school gym after Shoko went inside, you stood next to a vending machine leaning against it - when you were suddenly startled by someone standing in front of the machine
you leaned away as you tried to walk towards the gym doors when a voice reached out โyou were up in the bleachers earlier right?โ you turned back to see a guy with green hair and was wearing the opposing teamโs jersey with the number โ11โ
โoh, yea i wasโ you said raising your brow confusion plastered on your face, as the man bent down to take the drink out from the machine
โso, you go to school here?โ he said turning to face you with smirk in his face, making you revert your eyes somewhere else
โyea, i guess i wouldn't be here if i didn't?โ You replied, making the man chuckle, and leaned against the vending machine - not long after, you heard footsteps approaching from behind making you turn your head around and seeing Shoko with a displeased expression
โhey Shoko, howโve you been?โ Shoko approaches you holding onto your elbow, โstill enjoy playing with balls huh zenin?โ
โwell aren't you as delightful as everโ the guy replied before walking away from the machine and towards the gymโs doors,
โjust wanted to say hi that's all, anyways i'm guessing this is my cue to leave bye~โ he said turning his face towards you both and smirking before walking back inside,
โgeez, that guy needs a total reality check - oh right come on y/n let's get going as well!โ Shoko smiled at you, making you return the gesture before you both started to walk towards the exit
โoh, you mean that guy from earlier? he has this beef against Satoru and at first I didn't hold any grudge against the guy โcause well - it's Satoru, but man for the first time I actually understood why Satoru hated that guyโ Shoko said trying to shoot as many zombies as she can beside you, the curiosity was eating you up ever since you left the school earlier
โReally, why so?โ you asked as you watched Shoko play, holding onto the gun with both of her hands the screen displayed the words next round
โhe's misogynistic as hell, and not to mention he keeps sleeping with different women in spite of his ridiculously ugly looks AND personalityโ she said as she placed the fake gun down on the machineโs table, she then turned towards you
โwhatโd he say by the way, did he insult you or pester you with anything?โ she asked displaying a angry look with her furrowed brows, and pouting lips
โhe asked if i was watching the game earlier, and then proceed to ask if i go to our schoolโ you said, sighing making Shoko giggle and raise the toy gun up pointing towards the screen
โhe's an idiot isn't he, why would you be there in the first place if you didn't go to our schoolโ she said shooting the zombies on the screen, you let out a giggle as well before agreeing with her
as you continued to wander around the arcade, your attention was suddenly drawn to a familiar sight: a flash of white hair - turning, you found yourself once again face-to-face with Satoru Gojo, standing on the other side of the store's glass window
his bright blue eyes locked onto yours, and a playful grin spread across his face as he waved his hand in greeting as he motioned for Suguru to join him, and together, they approached you
โhey y/n, wanna watch me beat Suguruโs ass out of that punching machine?โ Satoru pointed towards the said machine, making Suguru roll his eyes
โyou wish, anyways y/n where's Shoko?โ Suguru asked, as he took noticed how you were wandering around alone you turned to face Shoko who was still busy with the zombie game, which was probably the reason why she dragged you here
โover there, she's been at it for a couple of minutes already - so i wanted to look around moreโ you said reverting your eyes towards the two males, the two shared a deep exhale as Suguru started to approach her
โdo you wanna look around and see if we can find a claw machine?โ Satoru asked you, as you nodded at him before remembering the claw machine you saw earlier
โoh, i saw one actually - i think it was around thereโ you said starting to approach the said location you pointed to, before finally finding it
โOh, it has Sanrio characters! y/n pick a character for me real quickโ Satoru dropping his bag on the floor before positioning himself right in front of the machine turned to you, making you scan the characters closely
โhmโฆ i like cinnamonroll try catching himโ you said, turning to meet his bright blue eyes again - this made the male grin widely before asking you for coins which you gave him all of yours
โthanks! I'll get him for youโ he replied before inserting 2 coins in, and the machine started to light up โhow many attempts do you think this will get me?โ
he asked you as he failed in trying to get the plush doll in the first try, inserting another 2 coins again - you took a look at the remaining coins in his hand before replying
โprobably 3 at best, but I'll guess you probably have to get more coins before you can get the dollโ he pouted at this trying to angle the claw right above the plushie, and then turning towards you
โwatch this-โ he said pressing the ok button as the machine actually started to hold onto the doll before releasing it on the prize hole,
you widen your eyes as you watched him bend down to take the doll, wearing a smug look as he shook the plushie with one hand in front of you - taunting you of your doubts
โiโm too good at everything to miss that, and it only took me 2 triesโ he said before handing you the plush doll, you smiles at the doll finding it adorable before meeting with Satoruโs eyes again
โyou're too smug for your own good, but the doll is indeed adorable so I'll overlook thatโ you said, making the boy widen his smirk and raising his hand up in front of you
โplease hold your applause, it was nothing~โ he said shaking his head, making you smile at his playful gesture and sighing
"you know, cinnamonroll kinda looks like you now that I think about it," you said, turning back to the doll in your hands Satoru widened his eyes at you, clearly surprised by the comparison, before straightening up and bending down to pick his bag off the floor
"he does not," Satoru replied with mock indignation, walking back towards Shoko and Suguru "we may have the same color palette, but that's where the similarities end"
you couldn't help but giggle at his theatrics, amused by his playful reaction as Satoru rejoined the others, you returned your attention to the doll in your hands, a small smile tugged at the corners of your mouth
you couldn't help but feel a sense of warmth and camaraderie
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โ Iโm a sucker for reincarnation au, so imagine that after dying fighting curses at the age of 24, you are reborn in a new world with no curse and no sorcery. A normal world.
You remember almost everything about that distant life you had, for years you thought it wasnโt real, but as years started to go by the memories of that life started to be more and more clear, but one thing was still unclear. The blurry face who always smiled at you and that always made your heart flutter. For years you tried to picture that face, to try to remember them. But you always ended up empty handed.
Now you were already pass the age when you died, those curses didnโt exist and you didnโt have to risk your life on risky missions. But still, although you were happy with everything you had in life, something was missing.
You heart was still not full.
โI found youโฆโ You heard one autumn morning when you were walking around the beach with your dog.
โExcuse me?โ You asked.
The person was hide behind a cap, and you couldnโt see his face completely.
He approached you and your eyes finally met and you felt how your heart stopped beating when those blue eyes met yours.
โYouโฆโ
Memories of your previous life and those ocean eyes started to flash on your head. How you two met in the first year, how he would always tease you, how he would run through the whole Jujutsu Tech whenever you ended up on the medical areaโฆ How he held you in your last moments and how he promised you to find you in the next life.
He was there. Gojo Satoru was there. Your Satoru was there. He found you.
โSatoruโฆโ You cried.
โYeah thatโs me.โ He held you in his arms, but this time he was not letting you go, he was not going to waste his time.
โI missed youโฆ Even though I couldnโt remember you, I did.โ You said against his chest.
โItโs okayโฆ now we found each other.โ He whispered against your hair, even in that life he was still taller than you. โI missed youโฆ Living without you was like being in hellโฆ those five yearsโฆโ
โFive years?โ You looked at him, what did he meant by five years. It couldnโt mean what you thought right, it wasnโt possible right? He was Gojo Satoruโฆ
โI diedโฆโ He touched your cheek and you looked at him with sad eyes. โBut that life doesnโt matter anymoreโฆ I care about our now.โ
You smiled. โYeahโฆโ
โSo, would you let me take you out on a date?โ He smiled and the two dimples that you used to see in your memories that didnโt have an owner, now they did.
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Jujutsu Kaisen materialist
S.O.S | gojo satoru
when crash landing on a strange planet takes you to a different reality where the man you love is no longer the man that loves you
pairing. gojo satoru, fem!reader
genre. heavy angst, romance, sci-fi, space au, 18+
word count. tba, slow updates
fic tags & warnings. ooc, soldier!gojo, nurse!reader, cosmology & astrophysics, profanity, unrequited love, explicit smut, violence, blood, guns and other lethal weapons, war, emotional trauma, dehumanization, physical and emotional torture, major character death, + more to be added
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STAGE I. BEFORE THE ASCENT
ONE. REMNANTS OF WAR
TWO. CATASTROPHE
THREE. SIXTH COLONY
STAGE II. THE VOYAGE
FOUR. TO PROXIMA B
FIVE. GLIESE 581C
SIX. ON THE THEORY OF GENERAL RELATIVITY
STAGE III. INTO THE MULTIVERSE
SEVEN. SUPERCLUSTERS
EIGHT. INFINITE VOID
NINE. SUPERNOVA
TEN. SAVE OUR SOULS
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โbased on me and my husbandโ
itโs possible guys, it really isโthey exist ๐คง๐คง๐คง love this a lot ๐ฅน๐
cw: pure fluff. based on me and my husband ๐โโ๏ธ
โYou always do thisโฆโ Satoru grumbles, pouting as he watches your fork hover over his plate.
โ...do what?โ You blink at him, feigning innocence, eyes flicking from his cake to the irritated gleam in his impossibly blue eyes.
He exhales dramatically, stabbing his fork into his dessert. โI offer to get you your own. You say youโre not that hungry. And yetโโ he gestures dramatically at your thieving fork, โthe second my food arrives, suddenly you want some.โ
You spear a bite of cake and pop it into your mouth, humming as the sweet vanilla melts on your tongue. โI wasnโt hungryโฆ but then I saw yours, and, wellโฆโ You shrug, licking a stray bit of frosting from your lip.
Satoru narrows his eyes.ย โโฆyouโre lucky youโre cute."
Itโs the same game every time. You insist you donโt want anything, he orders enough food for an entire table, and then he acts personally victimized when you steal a bite. But the thing isโhe secretly loves it.
Because when you reach for another piece, he doesnโt push the plate away. He just watches, twirling his fork between long fingers, head tilting slightly, strands of white hair falling into his eyes as if he cannot believe this is happening to him.
โUnbelievable...โ he mutters.
And thenโthereโs one bite left.
You expect him to shovel it into his mouth, just to be a menace. Heโs Gojo Satoru, after all. He loves his sweets almost as much as he loves annoying the hell out of youโitโs one of his favorite pastimes.
But instead, he sighs, scooping the last bite of cake onto his fork. He doesnโt say anything. Just holds it up to your lips, the blue of his eyes shimmering like liquid crystal as he waits, watching you expectantly.
You hesitate, blinking at him. โIโฆ thought you didnโt like sharing?โ
โI donโt,โ he murmurs, voice lower, softerโnudging the fork closer. โButโฆ I do like you.โ
Gojo Satoru may complain, may huff and sigh like itโs the greatest inconvenience in the world, but at the end of the dayโฆ heโll always give you the last bite.
I LOVE THIS FIC SERIES SO MUCH ๐ญ I always feel like Iโm going to die just how fast my heart is racing from the FLUFF ๐ฅน๐
- gojo satoru x reader
to think it started with your crush on his best friend...
genre: high school!gojo being a menace, jealous!gojo but he doesnโt realize it? enemies to lovers, fluff, gojo begins pining on you
note: thank you anon who asks for gojo falling in love with a first year! i added some spice though haha
a part of gojo's love entries
series masterlist | oneshot masterlist
Back in 2006โ
There was this tiny weeny part of Gojo that was like... questioning, how did his best friend Geto Suguru catch your eye, whereas he didnโt? Like, at all?
"I want Geto."
"Hah?" Gojo arched a righteous brow, swiftly turning your wayโfeeling the stings of irritation gnawing at him. "What?"
You shot him a look. โI said, you suck and Iโm lamenting that Iโm paired with you instead of Geto for this mission.โ
Once upon a time, you did hate him for obvious reasons as other people do. He was obnoxious, boastful and overall grating on your nerves.
Well, actually, โhateโ would be too strong of a word, so probably โdislike greatlyโ it is.
โEhh, Suguru? With you?โ Gojo glanced at you, purposefully scrunching his face into a mocking sneer. โNo way. Absolutely not. Incompatible. I wonโt give him my blessings.โ
โWho are you to grant blessings?โ you hissed with a bulging vein of frustration. โAnd no, it's not what you think! Iโโ you wanted to kick yourself for stumbling over your words, โโI just respect him in a way an underclassman would!โ
Gojo let out a strained laugh.
To him, you were this cute little junior who looked funny when mad. Riling you up was on his daily to-do list, and poking fun at your obvious crush on his best friend was supposed to double the fun, until it made him wonder despite himself... just what exactly did Suguru have that he apparently lacked, leading you to always follow him with your eyes, whereas you spared him with nothing but glares and sharp retorts?
You didnโt exactly hide your feelings. Whenever Geto was nearby or greeted you in the mornings, you'd blush like a tomato. It was silly, because Gojo was sure his best friendโs type wasnโt a girl as skittish as youโsurely, it must be someone as vivacious as Inoue Waka.
He knew you were doomed to fail.
"I suggest you go pick up some slack," he teased. "Better if you don't become a dead weight while assisting him in missions, no?"
He knows. Really.
"...do you know that there are only three things I can't stand here?"
"And those are?"
But...
"Your stupid glasses, your Limitlessโand you."
He was still irked, regardless.
"Well, poor you, then," he shrugged, shit-eating grin on his face. This time he pushed his luck. "Do you know that you're nowhere nearing Suguru's type?"
Scratch that. You hate him. You turned to him with a reddened face, and it wasn't because you were blushing.
"I'm going by myself!" you declared, seething. "I couldn't care less about what you're about to doโI'm finishing this and going home!"
With that, you you marched towards the haunted house, paying no heed to his taunts behind you.
You felt a wave of embarrassment washing over. Gojo always messed with you and normally you would chalk it up as one of his shitsโbut this time, you didn't appreciate how he touched on that sore spot of your not-so-hidden infatuation with Geto. So what if you weren't his ideal type? He didn't have to be mean!
But soon you regretted leaving his side, as a monstrous cursed spirit quickly chased you out.
Gojo was still outside, bidding his time. He merely huffed when he heard you screaming in fear.
He was ready with a jab. "Well, well... Look who's running back into my armsโ"
But his smirk quickly fell when he saw the cursed entity was apparently way beyond your level. You ran outโno, by some idiotic impulse of survival, you actually leapt out of the two-story window and almost fell flat on your face and broke your bones, but before then, he sprung to action, catching you, wrapping one arm on your waist.
You were grateful you that you weren't doomedโuntil you felt yourself dangling mid air in his hold... like a cat.
"Gojo!" you wailed. "I'm going to faโ!"
Oh, but Gojo was convinced that this was his moment to shine. He directed a smirk your way as the bright blue mass in his hand totally caught your attention. With one swift flick of his hand, he muttered the mantra for Blue, and exorcised the cursed spirit in one go.
He marveled at his own show of powerโand hoping that somehow, you would too. Then, he placed his hand under your knees, repositioning you in a princess-carry, and the way your gentle curves nestled snugly in his arms sparked some intriguing thoughts in him.
Your wide, crystal-clear eyes gazed at him with such wonder. Red tinted your cheeks. The corners of his mouth curved into a winning smile.
It was at that exact moment when he realized it: he wants you. This funny girl who often made his day, he wanted you to look at his way too.
...but goddamnit, you like Suguru.
"Well, not that scary now with me around, isnโt it?" he boldly announced, and your amazed expression immediately turned into a cute frown.
"Thanks," you blurted, still with rosy cheeks and looked frazzled, but then you realized the state you were in his arms. "Butโput me down!"
"Ehhh, I will if your feet can reach the ground!"
Who cares if you like Suguru? As he burst into snickers and you screamed at his face, Gojo Satoru decided then and thereโin that spring of 2006โthat he would make it his mission to win you over. To make you his.
And years later, not only he achieved that but also so much moreโa ring on your finger serving as the testament to his success.
Epilogue
"Yaga-sensei," Geto sighed wearily. "Can I be paired with Shoko, please?"
"Geto-san, wait, pleaseโ" you frantically tried to explain, glaring at Gojo in the process. "I'll do my best soโ"
"You're such a bother, even Suguru doesn't want to go on missions with you," the white-haired clown remarked with an evil grin. "Right, Suguru?"
"No, Satoruโ"
"Well, but if it's me, I'll gladly mentor and teach you though~"
"I don't want you! You're so insufferably annoying!"
"Yaga-sensei, can I please get paired with someone elseโ"
LOVESICK GOJO IS JUST ๐ฅน๐ค๐ป love him so much ๐ญ๐ฉ
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐! ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐
. ft. highschool! gojo
. content. fluffity fluff fluff.
. note. heโs such an idiot i love him. tried my best lol.
โโ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐! ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ who is known as the cocky boy who also doesnโt know how to hold his tongue, but when he sees you for the first timeโ his faรงade comes crumbling down along with the ounces that are known as his communication skills.
โโ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐! ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ who thinks he has a chance with you because according to him, heโs very much likable and you must be insane if you were to turn him down.
โโ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐! ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ who follows you around school like a sad little puppy that has been abandoned in a dark alley. and you can practically see his tail wagging when you two share small interactions, even though most of them consist of him trying lame pick up lines which results in him almost getting knocked behind the head.
โโ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐! ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ who you convince yourself of that you dislike, despite all the times you spend together. either during classes, lunch, hangouts with shoko and suguru or missions youโre both assigned to. heโs like a solar pannel that has been installed, slowly but rapidly sucking the remaining energy out of you as if youโre the sun.
โโ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐! ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ who likes to make snarky remarks and tease you, not knowing heโs slightly being ignorant towards you as a person and your feelings. so you try to create the most distance possible, leaving him in desperation for your presence.
โโ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐! ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ who embarrassingly begs shoko and suguru to talk to you. he suggests nothing but all ridiculous plans to have you finally come talk to himโ and surprisingly it worked. having them to panically call you over and your worried expression quickly turned into one of disappointment. seeing satoru laying on the floor with a hand placed above his heart, whining how bad youโve hurt him. you canโt deny that you found his dramatics amusing.
โโ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐! ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ who you tell about the way youโve been feeling regards of the way he acted towards you. his eyebrows raise in realization and he stumbles on his endless words of apologies. if you hadnโt stopped him, he basically wouldโve bowed down at your feet for mercy.
โโ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐! ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ who loves being able to touch you; either a lanky arm thrown around you, knees touching when he insisted on taking the seat next to you on the train or his favorite, hugging you. even though itโs only when you seek comfort, he canโt help but be selfish and enjoy these acts of services once in a while.
โโ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐! ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ who is so obvious with his feelings towards you, that it makes you notice the subtle ticklish feeling bubbling in the pit of your stomach whenever you hear a simple thing such as the mention of his name. youโve tried multiple times to push those feelings down, but they seem to rise higher and higher as time goes by.
โโ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐! ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ who has been quiet for a while now, leaving you wondering in concern. you tried to figure it out, but it wasnโt possible when he was avoiding you in all the ways possible. he hasnโt even gossiped with you about the latest celebrity drama, something that formed like a habit between the both of you.
โโ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐! ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ who runs up to youโ panting and out of breath while he has his hands placed on his knees. between rushed breaths and a few coughs, he manages to tell you why he has been avoiding you and you laugh at the reason. for someone with a big ego, he sure is a coward when it comes to confessing.
โโ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐! ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ who fails to hide the excitement in his teary blue eyes when you reciprocate your feelings and deciding to give him a chance. but you soon feel a pinch of regret when he ends up telling his friends and even yaga that the two of you are dating. he hasnโt even taken you out on a date yet. but thatโs something for you to worry about later when he returns.
โโ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐! ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ who is now the man youโre married to and who hasnโt fully grown out of his idiotic characteristics. but you have come to terms with that fact the moment you decided to give him your all in 2006. trusting his promise back then and till now, when he said that heโd take care of the most precious thing in the world. your heart.
tags ! :: @white-poppie
ยฉ๐๐๐๐๐๐. please refrain from stealing my works !
something about non-traditional family dynamics with gojo just speaks to meโฆ
includes :: co-parent!gojo, rich boy!gojo, mentions of pregnancy + leaky nips hehe
note :: this is just pure brainrot, started thinking about him in class today and i needed to get this out of my brain!
link to part two
iโd like to think that after he knocks you up in college, the two of you take it upon yourselves to get married because, โโitโs the right thing to do.โโ and so, for a few years, you do the whole marriage thingโthe family thing.
no longer were you the twenty-something-year-old who partied hard every weekend, and studied until the break of dawn every school night.
no, now you were the twenty-something-year-old who fixed bottles at odd hours in the night, whose nipples leaked through all her favorite tops, who had a husband that paid a mortgage and kissed her goodbye before he went off to work for the company passed down to him.
and after some time, things finally start to fall into placeโyour little family.
the baby gets bigger. you go through the terrible twos, of course, and the teenage-threes, but once she hits five, itโs suddenly pie in the skyโand god, it feels like you can finally start to see a light at the end of the tunnel.
so, you and gojo have one more. one more girl thatโs precious, and smart, and quick-tongued, and every bit of her dad as she is you.
things are touch and go for awhile, but for the most part itโs...easy, smooth. that is, until married life starts to feel like a task, and your husband starts to feel like your roommate instead of your companion.
conversations becomes brief, the bed becomes colder, morning kisses are exchanged for nods of acknowledgement, and you canโt even remember the last time either of you desired each otherโฆ
one day though, the two of you come to a mutual decision to separate. you spend the night talking, and talking, and talking. you talk about things. memoriesโbefore and after. you even talk about your mis-comings, and if things couldโve gone differently had either of you did โthis, this, and thatโ.
when you tell the girls, youโre half expecting them to be upset, but all they can think about is how, โโtheyโll get twice the amount of gifts during holidaysโโ โ at least, according to your oldest who heard that from a kid in her class with separated parents.
a few years pass after your separation and now the both of you have come to a place where you can just be...friends. it was weird, at firstโdropping your kids off to their 'other home'. walking them up to the grandiose sky-rise apartment building that's always bustling with people who've got places to be, and working class people to probably tortureโbut that's neither here, nor there.
gojo's waiting in the lobby. he's leaned up against the side of the elevator, dressed down in all black athleisure, and he's sporting that damn cheesy grin that you find yourself missing lately.
"hey girls," he greets, lowering down to his haunches and opening his arms for hugs, "oofโbig hugs, almost knocked me over! missed me that much, huh?"
while the three of them get their hugs out of the way, you stand there idly watching, rocking back and forth on the balls of your heels.
"hey," he finally acknowledges you, "how was the drive? they got everything they need?"
"it was fine, and yep! they insisted on packing their own bags like big girls but i checked them," you say, before whispering, "and then repacked them."
he laughs at that, and then grabs their suitcases.
"but yeah, i should get going before traffic hits. if you need anything, let me know, and if you need anything," you drop down to your knees, "mommy's only a call away, okay?"
the two of them nod, "okay, mommy!"
"good...now come on, hugs and kisses!" you pull them in, getting enough kisses for two-weeks time. eventually, you pull awayโalbit, reluctantly, and wave your goodbyes.
the three of them watch you walk away, and when you're finally out of ear-shot, gojo utters a 'miss that'.
"miss what, daddy?"
"uh-huh," he clears his throat, "daddy didn't say anything..."
"liar, you miss mommy. don't you?" the youngest grins, all cheeky and knowing. gojo rolls his eyesโnot out of annoyance, but because of how much they reminded him of himself. much like he, nothing ever got past those two...and he doesn't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. right now, though? it's gonna be a good thing because he needs to know if-
"does mommy have a new boyfriend?"
"why?" the oldest answers, squinting her eyes in suspicion.
"jeez kid, just answer the question."
she ponders for a second, then extends her hand out, opening and closing it in a fast manner. gojo pouts, then takes out his wallet to put a five dollar bill on it.
she doesn't budge.
"oh, c'mon! i'm your father!" he pouts, but acquiesces and pulls out another five, "fine, you little brat."
with a smile on her face, she stuffs the bills in her front pocket and nods her head.
"wha-really?" he gasps, "is he better looking than me? how old is he? is he younger than daddy? is he richer than daddy? what's he do for work?"
ignoring his questions, she only extends her hand out again.
"i'm not giving you any more money, so we can settle this with some ice cream or nothing."
she ponders for a second time before nodding. "ice cream works for me."
"you little...c'mon get on the elevator."
20 floors in and the questions never stop coming.
in which gojo travels inexplicably to the future
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one minute gojoโs walking on the street, heading over to your house to pick you up for a picnic, on the phone with megumi whoโs at the grocery store buying a last minute cake, and one minute heโsโฆnot. a flash of light from the other side of the road, too fast to avoid even with gojos unhumanlike reaction time. hes pushed forwards, or was it backwards, and a cold wind whips around him, making goosebumps form on his arms. and then suddenly, hes back, except things are a little different. take the road for example, seems much too worn out for a road newly paved last week. and your house. its painted a welcoming green, with a cute red door, not the yellow it used to be. theres a new tree in your garden, blossoming flowers gojo knew wasnt there before. his attention turns on the movement of the front door, opening to revealโฆyou. you look beautiful, but much older than when he last saw you. gojos breath is taken away by how you glow, your smile lighting up the sky, just like it always is. and then, unexpectedly, just as hes about to call out to you, someone walks out the door behind you.
โwhat the fuckโฆโ gojo mumbles to himself, watching an older, fitter, hotter (if he may say so himself), and possibly wiser gojo walk out of the door and lock it gently, before wrapping an arm around your waist and poking at a yellow bundle you have in your hands. this is a lot for now-gojo, as we must resort to calling him, to take in. he...and you?? and his hand on your waist?? andโฆand.
โholy shitโฆโ gojo breathes. the yellow bundle is a baby. now-gojo sees that now, as little hands reach out towards your cheeks, and as future gojo lifts it out of the bundle of blankets in your arms and into his chest. the wispy sunlight catches the babys face just as it is tucked into future gojos chest, and its eyes, bright blue like pools of dreams and hope, quite lovely gojo thinks, take all the weight off his shoulders and he breathes a sigh of relief so deep he physically sags down.
when gojo looks up again, he is back on the newly paved street leading up to your house. โโฆhello? you there?? you havent answered me in like ten minutes. i asked red velvet or cheesecake. you good-โ megumis voice streams from the speaker on gojos phone.
โye-yeah. yeah. im good megumi. very good actually. splendid. now if i may, i have a visit to pay to someone.โ
โnot y/n againโฆโ megumi grumbles as his voice fades into nothingness.
gojo smiles, a new pep in his step as he leans forward to knock on your door.
โgโmornin pretty,โ he winks at you, โi gotta tell you somethinโ. โ