$h Relapse - Blog Posts
It’s so weird that people’s first thought isn’t cutting themselves when they’re having a shitty day. Crazyyyyyy like I’m about to have the time of my life with my blades when I get home.
Welp I relapsed.
It’s whatever atp pff
i want to die but i know ill never have the confidence to do it myself, but nights like these i feel awful, its like a constant emptiness inside me all the time
is it weird i want people to be concerned about me
cant tell if i want more scars or for them all to go away
day twenty two
ive been incredibly sad recently so i forgot about this. anyway, my lowest weight was probably about 47kg, but then i became $uic1dal and i was convinced i wouldnt live the year out so i binged loads bc i was depressed lmao
me after telling myself im clean from $h just to get an 3d
BRO RAAAH
why tf do i keep hurting myself even when im okay and happy?! like im fine today but i still did it...i dont have control over my damn body
im like „im getting better!"
but other day im crying after relapsing...
Is it wrong that i like my scars?
i like the way they look,i want more
BRO💀bro~😲
My dad brought a box full of razor blades from work...🥹ummm like...is it a gift orrr
IM FUCKIN SHAKING
i relapsed like So fucking much its deep as fuck im crying idk what to do
i love the feeling of blood dripping down my leg and arms...
