Can I come over?
Can you hold me closer?
Can I crawl in your bed?
And lay down my head?
To get some rest,
On your shoulder or chest!
'cause I feel a bit shaky,
but you feel like safety.
My thoughts are in a rush,
and everything feels way too much.
You're my last sense of direction,
so I need (this) platonic affection.
Because my head got too loud,
it's like there's a giant cloud.
I feel the darkness grow,
and I'm feeling low.
You help me feeling okay,
But not in a romantic way.
With you I don't have to mask,
so is it okay if I ask:
Can I come over tonight?
Because I fail to find light.
Love letter to my friends
I wish I could ask you to come over right now.
Wish I could but I don't know how…
I wish I could tell you about
Everytime my head gets too loud.
How you manage to shut up my mind.
How you help me to find
A way to escape those thoughts in my head.
The ones that leave me wanting to be dead.
Without you I can't find the way.
That's why I wish I could ask you to stay.
Wish I could ask you to stay with me tonight
And help me kill the pain I feel inside.
But telling you about it all
Would mean letting down my wall.
Would allow you to see
Even the hidden parts of me.
And honestly, I probably would
If I only knew how I could…
Cause losing loved ones is what I fear most
But I still let you come so close.
And even despite of my fear
You're part of the reason I'm still here…
So oft ist das Leben hart
Aber ich mag dich
Auf eine ganz eigene Art
Und deshalb auch etwas mich
Ich hoffe es wird dich nicht stören
Das ich es mag dich anzusehen
Mag dir zuzuhören
Dich zu verstehen
Mag die Worte die dein Mund verlassen
Mag wie du denkst
Kann es kaum fassen
Wenn du mir ein Lächeln schenkst
Das Bittersüße Gefühl dich zu vermissen
Das Stille Chaos in mir
Würd gern alles von dir wissen
Verbringe so gerne Zeit mit dir
Vielleicht werde ich es wagen,
Wer hätte es geahnt,
Dir irgendwann zu sagen
"Ich mag dich (etwas) mehr als geplant"