Miaw - Blog Posts
AHHHHHHHHHHRIJWVELAVKANHW *dies*
THAT LOOOOOOOOOK
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thereâs absolutely nothing better than reading a 100k word fanfic, that is until you remember you have a body that is starving, thirsty and incredibly sleep deprived and hasnât used the bathroom since the sun set 8 hours ago
I canât stand people that donât let me speak hyperbolically. If I canât respond to a minor inconvenience that someone should get shot in the fucking head for it then whatâs the point of it all.
there's no shame in continuing to live with your parents as an adult, but it does have an undeniable poisoning effect on your brain that you can't start healing until you live somewhere else
Honestly when people say their art needs to get "more weird" they usually mean that as in "less commercial/less broadly appealing" and I think the answer to this is not to insert artificial Quirky Weird Style Stuff into it I think you just need to get uncomfortably earnest. What's the thing you really want to draw but feel shy about putting the effort into because it'd be too sincere an admission. You need to draw that. I want to see it
Jonathan âdeeply annoying childâ Sims autism vs Martin âkeeps trying to touch the explosiveâ Blackwood ADHD
sorry i covered your neck in dark hickeys and clamped down hard on your throat like limp prey while i was giving you a handjob. you whimpered a little too soft and i blacked out and believed myself to be a feral dog in possession of an entire rotisserie chicken
Also man. Being mostly femme presenting and liking a man in a ragingly homosexual way is so. Hard to anvigate.
How do you get a guy to understand you like them, but please don't assume I'm gonna be heterosexual about it! and please don't suddenly view me as a girl from now on, this is very much not that! And also, don't do a 180 and become scared of me being masculine and an agressor please! I swear I am very normal. About gender and relationships, my guy. Or dude. Uh. bro.
I tend to forget how important it really is to me that people recognize the fact that I am, i'm fact, a queer person.
The way I choose to present myself makes it very easy for people that want to ignore that fact to cast it aside when they find it most convenient. Which, while sometimes still jarring, I've come to expect.
And then I will have one singular interaction with someone who just gets it, alludes to my queerness speaking as if it was a given, and I'm suddenly overwhelmed with the realization of "Oh. I have been missing it. It really was an important and valuable, indispensable, part of what makes me fundamentally myself".
Yeah I love manipulating my friends for my own gain, the gain is called "hanging out", obtained via such cruel tactics as "showing interest in stuff they like" and "being generally complimentary and charming"
when you're sick you're either a prince moder or a dog moder. prince moding is when you demand many little treats, drinks etc. i personally prefer to drag myself off to a secluded corner to either die or recover, aka dog moding
I canât believe one of the plot points in Hannibal was that he couldnât get Will pregnant so he baby trapped him with a teenager? I feel like he could have asked him to dinner before he tried all that.
(driving home from work) i must not kill myself. killing myself is the myself killer. i willâ (sees a guy jogging shirtless and heâs all sweaty) Woaw i wish I lived in his armpit (crashes car into telephone pole)
She/her but in the way Brennan used she/her to describe the Box of Doom
this sucks so bad i need to [remembers suicide jokes only worsen my mental health] put on the best talent show this towns ever seen
Me: You know how when you were a kid and youâd wish that youâd get sick or injured in a way that would justify why you didnât live up to your potential?
Everybody, apparently: No?