Maze in the Mirror is my favorite track on the new album. Every time I listen to it, I feel like I am being wrapped in a hug. It’s so soothing. The little runs and odd keys just make me fall in love again every time I hear it. The song feels so bittersweet, and it just resonates with where I am right now. The fact that the boys wrote this song only solidifies it’s importance to me. I cannot believe how talented they are. Thank you for such an amazing song.
Nobody:
Me: *Spends half of drama trying to read Beomgyu’s shirt*
pairing ; idol!beomgyu x gn!reader
summary ; in which a failed proposal at a txt send-off leads y/n to beomgyu, who can't help but meddle a little bit.
genre ; idol!au, strangers to friends to lovers, slow burn, fluff & crack, beomgyu being a menace.
featuring ; txt(ofc), sunghoon & jay and jake from enha, dino from svt, probably more enhypen and svt cameos.
warnings ; profanity, suicide jokes, attempt at humour, secondhand embarrassment (only first chapter lol), limited to no knowledge of an editor job, this plot started as a silly little joke in a conversation with my friend - fangs lu 4 da help!1
author's note ; this is my first fic pls dont eat me. also ignore time stamps pls the app is hard to manage T_T
start ; 24 june 2024 status ; in progress
profiles
⤷ enha kidnappers ‼️ ⤷ TUBATU TEAM
zero ; hybe hates ME
one ; this is awkward (written 1.06k)
two ; i sent a spy
three ; pack your bags x
four ; dig a hole and rot in it
five ; he'd start barking and snarling
six ; hot enough to steal my girlfriend
seven ; JAKE and others
eight ; beomgyu's a loser
nine ; choi beomgyu in your dms
ten ; you div
eleven ; bro's begging
twelve ; just got scammed by enhypen
thirteen ; this y/n person
fourteen ; WHY IS THERE A TIGER IN Y/N'S HOUSE
fifteen ; y/n in da washig machine
sixteen ; i've lost the battle
seventeen ; seungcheol giving bias
eighteen ; ok alpha calm down
nineteen ; ok one direction
twenty ; we're lost
twenty-one ; the feelings were not funny haha
twenty-two ; a break well spent
twenty-three ; OH MY GOD HE SHAT
twenty-four ; get good at y/n trivia
twenty-five ; HEE SUNG LADIES AND GENTLEMEN
twenty-six ; who did you roll into
twenty-seven ; wasnt your gf technically
twenty eight ; we thinking HARD
twenty-nine ; why did i agree to this
thirty ; jake stand up
thirty-one ; elevator🦅⁉️
thirty-two ; little does he know its 2/5
thirty-three ; idols are truly a different breed
thirty-four ; can you take a fucking hint
thirty-five ; sorry superstar
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♩ HEAL THE SOUL ( 최범규 )
genre sickfic , fluff , angst , beomgyu x fem!reader cw implied abusive parents for both beomgyu and reader , cold symptoms (cough/headache) , beomgyu and reader are homeless and ran away from home lol inspired by 0x1=lovesong and loser=lover , not proofread wc 1089 request yes note i swear this txt emo era needs to go away (or not and that just means more txt fics) net @kstrucknet @moadiarynet
You were sick. Nothing too serious, but something unpleasant enough to remind you to not take being healthy for granted. It was even worse now that you didn’t have a bed to sleep in, or warm food, or a shower. Beomgyu would have to drive another hour or two to the nearest public gym, and you really didn’t want to bother him enough for that just so you could ease your body with hot water.
Your head ached, though. And your throat felt a bit dry. You had coughing fits every hour or so, and not much appetite. But Beomgyu was paying close attention to you whenever he could, feeling your forehead for abnormal temperatures, and making sure you had enough layers to stay warm. It definitely wasn’t the most ideal time for you to fall ill, but there wasn’t much you could do to prevent it either.
Running away from your old town, your old life, with Beomgyu months ago had easily been the best decision of your life. Away from the constant headaches, the pain, the discomfort. Two broken souls in a beat up car driving until they found somewhere new to call home. That’s the life you two had now. But it wasn’t so bad. As long as you had each other, you got through alright.
Beomgyu had left five minutes ago to buy whatever the cheapest hot meal was at the gas station. You were parked in the empty parking lot by the old laundromat, bundled up in one of Beomgyu’s old hoodies. You couldn’t run the heating in the car while you were parked, much as you would like to. Already tight on money as it was, you both knew how important it was to save gas.
Your mind wandered as you looked out the window, headache pounding at your head as you shivered. You wondered what your mother would think of you if she saw you right now. How she would mock you for surviving off a twenty-year-old car and your old savings. You had worked hard to leave. Saved up as much money as possible from old part time jobs and bake sales. Although you had to give up luxuries like a warm bed, a functional kitchen, and the stability of a proper home, your current “homelessness” felt much more homely than your childhood house ever had.
Beomgyu joked about it with you all the time. How your similar childhood experiences of abuse had led you here into each other’s arms. How it wasn’t quite so bad if it meant you could spend the rest of forever with each other. Perhaps the scars were just pathways to a better future.
A cough bubbled in your chest and you scrunched your eyes shut in frustration. You were tired of this stupid cold. You rasped out a few painful coughs before your throat cleared, burning and sore as always. You tucked your legs up to your chest, staring up at the pink sky. It was pretty as always, but the earlier the sunset, the more you anticipated how cold the night in the car would be. You could hardly enjoy the pretty clouds or colours thinking of how much you would have to rely on Beomgyu’s body warmth again that night.
“Ramen and painkillers for only fifteen thousand won,” Beomgyu grinned as he slid back into the drivers’ seat of the car, two steaming bowls of ramen in each hand. One spicy and one mild chicken flavour. A small packet of Advil was stuffed into his pocket as well.
“Fifteen? How much of that was for the pills?” you asked a little on edge. What was not in your plan was to have your sickness burden down your expenses. It was already tight as it was.
“Ten thousand— But I won’t let you argue with me about this. I want you to feel better as quickly as possible,” Beomgyu said simply, placing the ramen on the dash of the car.
“Beomgyu.”
“I said I’m not gonna argue. I already paid for them, so you’d better take them,” he reiterated a little more sternly, giving you a stubborn look which you had rarely seen directed at you. You sighed, recognizing a losing battle before it even started. Grabbing that packet out of his hands you pushed one small pill out of its casing and gulped it down with a little water. Beomgyu’s smile came back on his face as soon as you swallowed.
“Now eat.” He grabbed a pair of chopsticks and scooped up a few noodles between them. Blowing on them softly, he held them out to you, carefully feeding you the warm broth-coated noodles. You hummed in thanks, grabbing the bowl from his hands and sipping more of the warm soup part.
It had been a while since you’d had a hot meal. Even if it was just instant ramen, it soothed your throat better than anything else had. Your headache was starting to subside thanks to the painkillers, and you were once again grateful for how attentively Beomgyu took care of you. He knew exactly what you needed without you even having to ask.
The feeling was foreign. Of course, it had been years since you had first fallen in love with him. But having someone who truly cared still took adjusting to. You’d always had to beg your parents for basic things like clothes without holes in them and medicine for flu season. Years of being ignored and neglected made the switch hard to properly process.
You hoped you could at least repay him with the same amount of love and attention that he showed you. Out of anyone you had ever met, Beomgyu certainly deserved it.
After you both ate and cleaned up, driving around the deserted roads until you found a safe spot to park for the night, Beomgyu took out his grandpa’s old guitar and gave it a few strums. Adjusting the tuning of the old strings only took him a minute to do thanks to years of practice. He played almost every night. And on nights when he didn’t, he would still sing you to sleep while you were wrapped safely in his arms.
The life you had chosen to live with Beomgyu certainly wasn’t easy, but every hour you spent in his company you felt your hope grow a little more. Some little voice inside your heart told you everything would work out. Because if you had Beomgyu by your side, what else did you need?
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sypnosis: you and yeonjun are secret agents doing your last mission of the year. yeonjun is planning to propose to you after but his plans become.. partially wrecked.
genre(s): angst, fluff (if you squint), secret agent au
pairing: nonidol!secret agent!choi yeonjun x afab!secret agent!reader
trigger warnings: profanity, blood/gore, gun(shots), (mentions of) d3ath, mentions of gunshot wounds, (mentions of) murd3r
a/n: lmk how this is because i was super lazy and this is probably really bad TT
anyway tho, i'm a sucker for angst and wanted to write one for a while so.. enjoy-?
January 1st. A New Year. A day to celebrate.
And the day that--unbeknownst to you--Yeonjun was planning to propose to you.
Right at 12:00 AM today, December 31st. Right when the fireworks shoot into the midnight sky, speckled with twinkling stars. Right before the fireworks crackle and bloom above them in different colors.
Right after their long, tiring assignment that went completely wrong.
"I'm guessing you heard that we're having our last mission this year together, darling?" You look up to see your boyfriend leaning against the doorframe of your office.
You let out a sigh, closing the folder containing your mission that you had just scanned through. You stood up from your chair, pushing it to your desk. "Though I wish they would've let us have the day off seeing that it's New Year's Eve."
"You know they'll never let us off." Yeonjun smiled, stepping towards you. His arms slide around your waist before he leans closer to your face, pecking your lips.
You pull away and lay your forehead onto Yeonjun’s shoulder. “Still, a break would be nice.”
“After the mission, I have a surprise for you.” Yeonjun strokes a hand through your hair and plays with the ends as you hum in amusement.
“Really? And what’s that?”
“It wouldn’t be a surprise if I told you, baby.” Yeonjun chuckled. “Let’s just get ready for the mission now, hm?”
You grumble into his chest but let go of him to oblige.
♡
You and Yeonjun stand in front of a large building, guns strapped to both of your waists. The sun had just set, leaving a navy sky above them and the street lamps being their only source of light.
Cicadas chirp in the night as a chilly breeze drifts past them. Your hair dances in the wind, along with the trees and bushes nearby.
“Ready?” Yeonjun grins at you reassuringly.
“Ready as I’ll ever be.” You let out a small breath, turning into a puff of smoke in the winter weather, and smile back. Yeonjun nods and looks up at the building towering over them. It was the headquarters of your secret agent organization’s enemy.
The mission was simple. Sneak into the building, destroy any information that they have on your agent organization, and get out.
Simple, but not easy.
Being the head building of the organization, there was bound to be a lot of bodyguards. Plus, it was New Year’s Eve, which likely meant double the security. It wasn’t a surprise that you and Yeonjun were chosen, being the aces of your organization.
“Let’s go.” Yeonjun suggests. You follow him as he opens the window at the back of the building and slips inside. He signals you to come in as well after making sure the coast was clear.
The whole way to the floor of information on your organization was too easy. There were barely guards in sight, just a few here and there, but nothing you and Yeonjun couldn’t take care of or sneak past.
You decided to shake the weird feeling off, guessing that even the agents were celebrating with their families and friends.
Yeonjun led the way up, and back down after you had destroyed all the information and evidence of your presence. The two of you easily snuck out of the building without being seen and quickly let your boss know about your success.
Yeonjun takes your hand as the two of you slowly walk away from the building, “That was easier than expected, huh?”
“Guess everyone’s out for the holidays.” You lean your head against his shoulder. Yeonjun chuckles and plants a soft kiss on your forehead.
Unexpectedly, you hear a muffled shouting from behind you. The two of you whip your heads around. It’s a man, specifically one of the bodyguards.
One hand presses onto the wound the two of you gave him earlier, assuming he was dead, and the other holds a gun. A explosive, chilling noise rings in your ears, the undeniable screech of a bullet shooting towards you.
“Shit- Y/n, get back!” Yeonjun’s eyes widen as he shoves you out of the way.
The rest unfolds in a blink of an eye and you can’t even process what happened until after it did.
Yeonjun rips out his gun, firing bullets back at the bodyguard. The bullet the guard had fired sinks into Yeonjun’s abdomen and pierces his skin, making him stumble to the ground and wince.
“YEONJUN!” You cry, sprinting to your boyfriend after checking to see if the security guard threat was clear.
Yeonjun coughs out blood as he holds the wound. Red stains his shirt and trickles to the ground. You curse under your breath, squeezing your eyes shut to force incoming tears back in, and apply pressure onto his wound.
“Why the fuck did you do that?!” You scold, avoiding Yeonjun’s gaze. That gaze filled with sadness and warmth and pain and so many more feelings that all mix together, yet he felt more concern for you than anything else.
“Y/n..” Yeonjun smiled, placing a hand on yours, “love you.”
“What..?” You whisper and look into his eyes, and his smile makes your voice start to break. “Don’t- don’t say that.. you’re not going to die. You are not leaving me.”
“He shot my abdominal aorta. You know I’m not going to make it.” His blood doesn’t stop flowing and it dirties your hands as you press harder onto his wound.
“Yeonjun, shit- don’t-“
Yeonjun slowly reaches his free hand into his pocket, “Remember that surprise I had? I want to tell you before going.”
You follow his gaze as he pulls out a small case. It opens and you let out a small gasp.
“Love, I’m sorry to do this to you.. but I wanted to let you know. You make me happiest when I’m with you. I’m glad you came into my life.. I couldn’t have found anyone better. Thank you for being with me all this time.” Yeonjun looks up at you. “So I have to ask.. will you marry me?”
“Yeonjun, I-“ Your breath catches in your throat, staring at Yeonjun’s injured state and the diamond ring he holds in front of you. Tears spill from your eyes, turning your eyes blurry so you can’t even see clearly anymore when you nod furiously.
You hear Yeonjun let out a small chuckle and he slips the ring onto your finger. He wipes a tear away from your eyes and places it back onto your hand.
“You better not die on me now.” You say sternly with a sniffle. You know you can’t stop the god-forsaken bleeding, you know that you’re just being selfish, and you curse yourself for it. For not having the ability to save Yeonjun, and for having to rely on him to hold on.
“I love you..” He whispers with his eyes closed so that only you can hear.
In the far distance, you can hear the crackle of fireworks as they bloom above you in multiple colors. Into the midnight sky, speckled with twinkling stars.
But as the clock strikes 12 AM, your fiancée’s hand goes cold and you are left alone.
sypnosis: you can’t sleep so your boyfriend comes over to help
genre(s): fluff
pairing: nonidol!kang taehyun x afab!reader
trigger warnings: profanity, (mentions of) insomnia
a/n: i wrote this for myself honestly LMAOO insomnia really loves messing with me these days
for my fellow insomniacs that stan taehyun<3
You toss around your bed for what seemed like the nth time, the mattress sheets shuffling under you. With a heavy sigh, you roll around to the small table on left side of the bed. Your fingers lightly tap on your phone screen, the brightness spreading and lighting up the whole room.
2 AM. Well.. shit.
You groan into your pillow, coming out as muffled grumbles. All you wanted was sleep, even one hour, but insomnia just had to bite you. Not even the lingering scent in your boyfriend’s clothes could help.
Tired—literally, and of no sleep—you grasp your phone. You pull it over to you, laying sideways on your pillow and pressing your boyfriend’s contact.
[y/nie] : taeee are u awake? can’t sleep ㅠㅠ
You knew he probably wasn’t, but it gave you some comfort to let him know you were awake. Although, you did feel guilty if your message wakes him up in the middle of the night.
You get up from the bed and manage to stumble downstairs, eyelids heavy and exhausted. You plop down onto the couch next to the front door with a deep exhale. You pick up the remote next to you, turning on the TV in front of you.
Just a few minutes into the video, the doorbell rings. Taehyun. You hastily shut off the TV and dash to the door, opening it.
Your boyfriend stands there, at your door, the street lights reflecting onto his skin in the dark of night. Taehyun scans you up and down, a gentle smile enveloping on his face. “You look really cute in my shirt.”
Your eyes widen, feeling heat rising to your cheeks and your stomach filling with butterflies. “Thanks..”
Taehyun slowly steps into your house, closing the door behind him. As soon as the door shuts, he snakes his arms around your waist and lowers his chin onto your shoulder.
“Were you on your phone before you went to sleep?” Taehyun murmurs into your ear as you wrap your arms around him and bury your face into his neck.
“Mhm..” You hum, feeling his lips press onto your collarbone. Taehyun pulls away to look at you, eyes softening.
“That’s why you can’t sleep, princess..” He scolds lightly. You nod sheepishly, letting your head fall to Taehyun’s chest.
You hear Taehyun sigh before sliding one arm to your upper back. He pulls his other arm away from you, moving to one side of you and crouching to slide his other arm under your thighs. He then lifts you up bridal style, making you let out a small squeak.
You lean against his chest as Taehyun carries you upstairs, pushing the door of your bedroom open. He gently lays you onto your bed, going back to close the door. He returns shortly after and slips in next to you.
You shuffle towards him, laying your head on his chest. “Sorry for waking you up in the middle of the night..”
“It’s okay, love. I got up because I want you to be able to sleep.” Taehyun tucks a strand of your hair behind your ear.
You look up at him and whisper, “Can you sing for me? It might help me sleep.”
Taehyun looks back down at you with a small smile, wrapping his arms around your torso. “Anything for you, princess.”
Your heart flutters at his endearing words, and warmth envelopes you as Taehyun holds you close. Your eyes shut as you listen to the sound of his heartbeat and his soft lullaby. Sleep once again welcomes you in open arms.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE READ THIS!! IT’S REALLY IMPORTANT.
okay, this is getting serious now. BIGHIT, STOP. MISTREATING. TXT. PROTECT OUR BOYS??? PEOPLE ARE FCKING SENDING DEATH THREATS TO THEM AND SAYING IT WILL BENEFIT THEIR ULT GROUP BUT THAT'S JUST DISGUSTING. DON'T YOU KNOW YOU'RE HURTING YOUR ULT GROUP WHEN YOU SAY THAT?? A LOT OF IDOL GROUPS ARE FRIENDS WITH EACH OTHER AND THEY'LL DEFINITELY BE UPSET ABOUT THIS.
THIS IS FCKING MADNESS, I LITERALLY STOPPED, DROPPED MY HOMEWORK, AND STARTED WRITING THIS. #stopmistreatingtxt
THIS IS GETTING TOO MUCH. TXT ARE EXHAUSTED AND BEING OVERWORKED RIGHT NOW, AND THIS IS WHAT THEY GET??? COMMENTS SAYING THEY SHOULD DIE FROM THE EXHAUSTION??? WHAT THE FCK??
Even if you don't stan TXT, PLEASE JOIN THIS! THIS IS MAKING ME GO ABSOLUTELY BATSHT CRAZY! BEOMGYU GOT A NOSEBLEED IN ONE OF THEIR CONCERTS, SOOBIN SHOWED SIGNS OF EXHAUSTION AND YET COVERED IT WITH A SMILE FOR US NOT TO WORRY. PLUS, APPARENTLY, HE SLEPT FOR 20 HOURS STRAIGHT. THAT'S NOT OKAY.
To my kpop stans, email bighit and spread the word about txt. reblog this. anything. PLEASE. We do NOT need more kpop idols to commit su!c!d3.
sypnosis: beomgyu, being beomgyu (and your flirty best friend), always blows you kisses as a playful joke. now, you decide to blow him one back for payback. somehow, it turns into something more.
genre(s): fluff, best friends to lovers
pairing: nonidol!choi beomgyu x afab!reader
trigger warnings: profanity
a/n: just some beomgyu cuz he’s saur cute I LOVE HIM SM WAAHAHSHSHAHAH<33
was kind of rushed + lazy so.. sorry if it isn’t accurate or just feels rushed overall! ㅠㅠ
Lay back, tilt his head towards you with THE most adorable pout, before grinning cheekily and puckering his lips with a kiss sound.
That was Choi Beomgyu’s daily routine for you.
In all honesty, you didn’t mind it. Or, well, you really did because it gets you all flustered and blushing and giggling like an idiot once he leaves.
Like, who doesn’t hate looking like an idiot? And who wouldn’t fall for Beomgyu’s charms?
Anyways, now you were on a mission. Operation Get Beomgyu Flustered (yes it’s so original I know).
The small click-clack of a keyboard filled the living room as you sat on the couch, typing on your laptop. Beomgyu sat beside you, as he had come over to your house like any other day, leaned back comfortably against the cushions.
“Y/nnnnn,” Beomgyu whines, “can’t we just ditch the homework and do something else??”
You let out a deep sigh. “Let me focus, Gyu.”
“Just 5 minutes, pleasee? I’m bored.” Beomgyu stands up in front of you, a finger pressed on the top of your laptop. He slowly tilts it downwards as he stares at you for a response with his signature boba eyes. How can you ever refuse to that?
“Fine-“
Beomgyu grins, slamming your laptop closed, and plopping back onto the couch.
“Beomgyu-ssi, if you just broke my computer, you’re paying for a new one.” You shake your head as you put the laptop to the side.
Beomgyu lets out a mischievous giggle and blows you a kiss. “Don’t worry, Y/nie, I didn’t.”
You have to bite your lip to stop yourself from smiling. You roll your eyes playfully, pretending to be annoyed as always, before turning your head to face him.
Beomgyu tilts his head innocently at you, before you start to lean closer to his face. You stop a few inches apart, staring into his eyes, and calmly blow him a kiss just as he did to you.
Quickly, moving back, you grab your laptop and place it back on your lap. “That’s the end of the 5 minutes.”
You lower your head so that your hair partly covers your face, ears turning red as your cheeks burn. You have to resist the urge to look at Beomgyu’s face.
After a few seconds of silence, one of you finally open your mouths.
“Okay.. what the fuck.” You can feel Beomgyu’s eyes burning into your skull, “who are you and where is Y/n??”
You continue to type, “Right here, Gyu.”
“Y/nie- did you hit your head somewhere?”
“Not that I know of.” Slowly, you face Beomgyu. “Something wrong?”
“You and I both know that you would never do that.” Beomgyu raises an eyebrow. “So..?”
“It was just a prank. I wanted to see your reaction.” You shrug it off.
Beomgyu grins. “That’s all? Reeeally? Your face says otherwise. You like me, right?”
“GYU-“
“That’s a yes. Don’t be shy, I do too.” He teases.
You inhale with closed eyes before breathing out softly. You lower your head, whispering under your breath, “.. But it’s not a joke for me..”
The atmosphere feels tense all of a sudden as silence rings in the room.
“I know.” Beomgyu interrupts the quiet environment. “That’s why.”
You whip your head towards him, your eyes making contact. “.. What?”
“I like you too, Y/n.” Beomgyu smiles and it makes you melt. “So, will you be my girlfriend? Yes or no?”
You sigh and chuckle. “Well I can’t exactly refuse. Yes, Gyu, I accept.”
“I can kiss you for real now, right?” He grins his cheeky grin as you nod, leaning in so your lips could finally meet.
the only thing left in my brain rn : I’M SO SHOCKEDDD
HE’S SO ADORABLE RAAAHH BBG CODED GYU 🥹
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totally not threatening @aeriartt w @stantxtforabetterlife to— not LIKE— LOVE Farewell, Neverland
Farewell, Neverland is my therapy song now IT’S SO SOOTHING I’M DEAD AAAJAKSJAJAJS BEST B-SIDE
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I hate that beomgyus on hiatus but I hope he gets well soon :( much love to beomgyu!
“Beomgyu who are you dating?” Beomgyu said loudly while you were on your phone behind the camera.
“Hmm….well I’m dating…..” you stare at him intensely squinting your eyes.
“Nevermind! Next comment!” He says swallowing hardly.
*****: I bet his s/o is super pretty!
*******: tell us gyu! We won’t tell anyone else
***: once we find out who his s/o is we are taking them for ourselves! No more s/o for you Beomgyu!
You smile while reading the comments and decide to go next to Beomgyu not showing your face and grab his cheeks in for a kiss. You were painting in the studio before Beomgyu got in and you have some leftover paint so you decided to put on your mask and bucket hat to hide yourself and sit next to Beomgyu.
****: THEY JUST KISSED????!!?!?!
***: OH MY GOD😭😭😭😭
***: I’m so jealous 😭
*****: THEY ARE ADORABLE
“Guys their not for sale sorry!” Beomgyu says while grabbing your hand, you smile while applying the red paint to your paint brush.
“Do you want pink or red?” You say not thinking about what you just said, you smack your hand over your mouth and cover your face in embarrassment.
***: hold on…WONWOOS SIBLING???
**:no way. Your shitting me!
****: JEON Y/N??
*****: man I thought you were dating a random, hes actually dating a member from lovelock???
You still have your face covered in embarrassment with a paint brush so close to your hair, beomgyu takes the paint brush from your fingers and takes off your bucket hat to give you a forehead kiss.
“Babe it’s okay” he says laughing at you, you grab your bucket hat back from him and put it back on hiding the fact that you didn’t dye your roots yet.
“BEOMGYU MY ROOTS!” you yell and he laughs like his lungs are about to pop out of his mouth, you snatch the paint brush back from his hands and move his face to the side so you have the view of his cheek, you start drawing red hearts on his cheek and filling them in adding legs to one of the hearts along with eyes and arms so it’s a happy walking heart.
“Cute!” You say not caring that they heard your voice anymore and they figured out who you are.
“I love it!” Beomgyu says while checking out the heart in the camera.
***: we’re taking y/n now
****: guys stream peekaboo by lovelock!
*********: I think it’s a sign to stan lovelock now😭
After about an hour the vlive is done and he turns off the camera, you remove your mask and bucket hat.
“Your so pretty” beomgyu says and you feel your cheeks getting hot, he suddenly kisses your lips.
“Come on you have to go back to your dorms y/n” beomgyu says, you pout and cross your arms while looking at him cringing at your movements.
“Who said I have to?” He points at your sweater that has your company’s logo on it and you roll your eyes while he laughs, he grabs your stuff and walks you out of the studio while giving your cheek a kiss.
= 12:34 am
“Baby?” You said calmly walking into your apartment, you can smell the stench of alcohol in the place already while putting your stuff down on the counter.
“Taehyun? Where are you?” You say out loud so he can hear you. Your starting to get worried so you check his location. It says he’s home but he isn’t responding to you.
You suddenly hear footsteps coming towards you.
“Taehyun?!” You see taehyun limping while walking towards you, he suddenly fell on the floor very dramatically acting like he was in slow motion. You laugh slightly and go to help him back up.
“Baby, how much did you drink?” You say to him while dragging him to the bedroom, he puts up both of his hands forming a ten with his fingers and a six.
“16 BOTTLES?!!” You scream loudly that he jumps at what you said.
“No…16 shots…” he says slowly, he grabs your head and gives you a slight kiss on the lips already tasting all that alcohol he drank.
“Next time call me to pick you up.” You said to taehyun while running your fingers through his hair.
“Where were you y/n?” He says softly while squeezing your hand.
“I was out helping my friends moving in, you know saerom? Yeah she moved into an apartment and she called me to help her!” You say while his eyes are closing. “Are you falling asleep right now?” He nods at your words and you tuck him into bed.
“Come on . Let’s both go to bed.” You say while taking off your shoes and putting them to the side to get in bed.
“I love you taehyun. Goodnight.” You said while kissing taehyun on the lips and running your fingers through his hair.
“I..love you too..” he says while cuddling you.
#.TXT AS PEOPLE AT SCHOOL.!!
#.genre:: highschool!au
#.warnings:: none.
#.author's notes:: queued.
#.yeonjun.!!
the “it” boy at school, no one can deny that. leads the dance club, being the main reason why they get 1st place at dance competitions. girls want him but he’s not focused on that, probably thinks they only talk to him because they are interested in his band because yes, yeonjun is in a band. cares a lot about his grades and often helps other students with homework and such. he’s the hallway crush of so many people. the type to joke around with his friends in the hallways and lean against the lockers like a real jock. although he is said to be the most handsome guy at school, he’s known for being super loyal to his friends and nice to everyone he meets.
#.soobin.!!
the principal probably called him to his office one day to compliment his determination in getting good grades. has a cartoon lunchbox and was made fun for it until anime started to get more popular. wears his glasses all the time and they always get so dirty that he has a handkerchief in his pocket to clean them with. stays at the library a lot and the old woman at the desk loves him because he always puts the books back on their shelves silently. probably bumps a lot into other people and has to constantly pick up his papers from the floor because he often forgets his binder or notebooks at home. rumor was that the cheerleading captain used to have a crush on him.
#.beomgyu.!!
he’s the guy everyone has a love-hate relationship with. probably the one to start random food fights every three months or so. people call him weird because he used to have an emo phase during his second year of highschool. someone made a shrine for him in one of the empty lockers because he showed up one day with a black hairband and longer hair after a holiday. he’s the kid who jokes around in hope to get attention because he feels misunderstood and unloved by his entourage. he played the electric guitar in his free time until yeonjun found out and invited him to join his band. now, he seems much happier than before with his new close friend group and he gets less in trouble.
#.taehyun.!!
he arrives super late at school every day but manages to arrive on time in class because he skates through the hallways, which he gets scolded occasionally for. usually in the middle row because he has bad eyesight but doesn’t want to get caught sleeping. he does actually care for his grades but spends a lot of time exploring the city at night so he’s always tired and thus, even more quiet. came back after summer break with freshly dyed hair and was ranked second on the “pretty boys” list. more appreciated than he thinks he is and was surprised when people defended him after he got falsely accused of cheating on an exam. a meme of his shocked face went around school when the physics teacher put a table on fire.
#.huening kai.!!
he’s just never alone, always accompanied by one of his friends. people envy his friendship because his friends wait for him after class and offer him their lunch desserts. makes a lot of bad jokes and is just generally awkward but he’s just so loveable that it’s cute. was probably the new student but was immediately “adopted” by the popular (nice) guys at school. throws little notes around class and gets caught at least three times a week but the notes are all little doodles, dad jokes or “which page are we on???”, so the teachers let him get away with it. people started coming earlier to school just because he hosted the morning announcements for a few months.
do not copy, steal or repost. all content belongs to @odxrilove
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actually i wanna expand on that :)
power bottom!gyu loves to smack u around and tell u what to do but melts as soon as u tug on his hair or loosely wrap ur fingers around his neck <3 power bottom!gyu can (and sometimes will) physically overpower u with ease but chooses not to bcs he loves when his pretty little petal takes control!! power bottom! gyu who always chides “do it, u won’t” but turns into a flustered little whore when u take him up on that offer :(( power bottom!gyu teases u in front of the boys bcs he knows u won’t do anything while they’re around, but they all know they’ll be hearing him whining ur name by the end of the night (and they’re looking forward to it!! exhibitionist!txt tease???) power bottom!gyu begs for and demands dominance but forgets how to speak when u finally relinquish control </3 and finally, power bottom!gyu loves to “accidentally” bite u too hard because the tone u take with him when he steps out of line makes his lil cock twitch <3
also here
do with this what u will
...AHEM
i wanna tie him up and make him cry, i wanna tease and edge him with a vibrator and then overstimulate him until he's crying, his stomach and thighs covered in cum while he's a drooling, writhing mess, begging me to stop, thats he's too sensitive but he's just just so pretty whining and whimpering, tears streaming down his red cheeks. i wanna bend him over and peg him, gripping his hips and fucking him back onto the strap and watching him grip the bedsheets while he lets out all his pretty moans, his angelic face contorted in pleasure. i wanna spank him and call him my pretty little slut, watching my red handprints form on his plump ass, tainting his pretty skin. i wanna hear his whimpers while i let him dry hump me like the desperate little pup he is:(
i'm gonna shut up🧍🏻
☁️ ✧.˚˖ ་ ♡ choi soobin layouts 🎧💭
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🎆👾🎧 beomgyu + rei moodboard ✧.˚˖ ་
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♡ ⸼ heuning kai packs/layouts... 🗯️
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⚝ HATE YOU
// CHOI BEOMGYU X GN READER
,,beomgyu witnesses and angry confession, it's up to him what happens next
,,haha, angst (kinda), TXT fic after such a long time, fluff, happy ending, sorta crack?
"It's disgusting how much you invade my mind," they spat out. Beomgyu’s usual teasing grin fell as he looked at their serious and angry face. they huffed, looking away, not daring to stare into his eyes.
"It's like you can't let me live in peace! Every corner of my mind is filled by you and I hate it more that I just can't seem to stop it!" their voice cracked as they confessed to him. they stared into his eyes, now feeling a bit braver. y/n's burning rage was against his cold and icy stare.
"Even now," they scoffed, staring at his unreadable eyes. they just can't seem to understand him or his feelings while they were so readable to him, so vulnerable to him. they hated that fact alone. "Even-... Even now you don't seem to care nor mind about what I've just said!"
Yes. It was humiliating, crying over a guy who would only tease them and push all their buttons to the point they'd explode. It was so embarrassing that they were showing their vulnerable state just for him to stare blankly at them like this. Most of all... they hated themself for even thinking he would have some sort of reaction.
"I- I hate you so much to the point of disgust,"
they took a final glance at his dumb face and then turned around, wiping the tears away. This will be the last time they'll let him walk all over them. This will be the last time they'd let themself think about him. What were they expecting? A pull back to his arms? A romantic scene where he'd confess his feelings as well? That only happens in fiction. Reality is often disappointing.
"I-... Idiot! Come back!" He shouted, running to yn. they spun their heel, seeing that stupid face of his coming closer. they almost wanted to laugh, he never liked running. "How..." yn’s smile dropped, seeing his stance, "Dare," eyes widened, trying to run away, "You!" But they were just a second short.
He tackled them to the ground.
"Agh! That hurts you bitc!-"
"If you hate me, I hate you more! How dare you say those things and think I'd be able to take it all in!?" He shouted, his eyes flared in anger. It was one of those rare rages they had only ever seen once or twice. they gulped, letting him just ramble on. "It's disgusting to you!? Every day to every hour to every second I think of you!" He took a deep breath.
"And I quite enjoy that, okay!? I like thinking about you! I like it so much that I-..." He stopped his words. The two of them sat in front of each other, both unable to speak words.
"Y-You understand, right? What I feel..." He swallowed his saliva. For the first time in their life, they saw his flustered face.
"Only if you say it," they huffed. He opened his mouth, speechless.
"What? No way, you say it first," He insisted. they frowned, shaking their head.
"I initiated this conversation, you should end it nicely!" they reasoned out but he wasn't having any of it.
"Actually you ended it just now, I started this conversation!" He fired back. The two stared at each other before sighing. Silence filled the air as they just stared at each other. He fiddled with his hands while they played with a few strands of their hair.
Maybe they just don't need words. Maybe he could just tug on their hand while they leaned closer. Maybe he just had to glance at their lips to signal to them and maybe they would just have to nod in agreement.
And they kissed without needing words or their endless bickering. They just needed him.
I've been in somewhat of a slump lately and I haven't been doing the best mentally. As of late, my days have consisted of naps, serial killer documentaries, and college.
This leads me to my request: would anyone mind tagging me or sending me some fanfiction that they've enjoyed? It can be anyone or anything, but seeing some of the things you guys are interested in might help me with my own writing! I also need a tad bit more happiness in the upcoming days so this would be a serious motivator.
You guys mean the absolute world to me and I hope you're having the bestest day/night wherever you are. Keep being beautiful and handsome and attractive and wonderful humans.
As Jimin likes to say: "You're so lovely, I'm so lovely, we're all so lovely."
💛🦐
┆彡 YEONJUN [ 연준 ]
once you decided to drop by their dorm and leave some food but in the middle of that your hoodie got stained
so you stole one of your boyfriend’s and honestly forgot about it, while he thought he lost it :(
but one day when yeonjun was waiting for you to change so you two can go for a walk, you wore it and didn’t think much about it
his brows furrowed when he saw it… like… "wait a minute… is that MY hoodie?"
dramatic. pouts. crosses his arms. turns his head.
but just you try taking it off… he’ll get ever MORE poutier >:(
holds the rims of the hoodie and pulls it down so you can’t take it off and pulls the hood over your head
"cute" he mumbles as he holds your chin gently and leans closer to place a tender kiss on your lips
literally can’t stop smiling whenever he sees you wearing his clothes, it makes him feel proud (aaand a tiiiny biiit possessive) + hello, you look adorable?!
sometimes he gives you his hoodies "just because"… well, so he can adore you in them<3
┆彡 SOOBIN [ 수빈 ]
it was a rough night for you two
odi was acting strange in the middle of the night so while soobin watched him, you searched for the vet clinic that was open at night
after driving to one, getting odi checked (and finding out that he was alright), getting back - it was nearly 5am and you just wanted to sleep
so you quickly changed and threw a random shirt on yourself. then you plopped onto the bed (and soobin) and quickly fell asleep
in the morning, you went to brush your teeth. the tiredness was still showing after you almost brushed your teeth with his toothbrush and couldn’t manage to open the toothpaste, cursing underneath your breath
soobin woke up and entered the bathroom, rubbing his eyes
he looked at you, washing your teeth with your eyes closed and… his t-shirt.
boom. that was the sound of his heart exploding from the cuteness that overwhelmed him.
he was too busy staring at you, looking beyond adorable in his oversized t-shirt to notice that his cheeks were painted pink
"what?" you asked
shy, shy, shy baby <3
refuses to tell you but sooner or later you discover that wearing his t-shirts leaves him flustered
i mean come on, he’s so tall you’re literally drowning in his clothes… and he loves it, a bit too much
┆彡 BEOMGYU [ 범규 ]
baking with gyu is… chaotic, to say at least
he’s a bit clumsy, energetic and teases you a lot
so when you are covered in flour, egg yolk and icing at the end of the day, you’re not even surprised
unfortunately though you didn’t take any clothes just in case something like this happens
"uh… gyu, can i borrow some sweatpants? this isn’t coming off…" you sighed, pointing at the stains
he flew rushed to his bedroom to pick the best cleanest pieces of clothing he had and gave it to you with a boyish grin on his face
once you changed, his mouth fell ajar.
he’s whipped and he’s not even hiding it!!!!
absolutely in love.
(even though it looks like you’re drowning in the clothes and you’re tripping because of the pants being too long for your legs smh)
since then sneaks his clothes over to your place so you can have them… in case you miss him or something…
i mean, hey! they are comfortable! and smell like him…
┆彡 TAEHYUN [ 태현 ]
when taehyun texted you to bring his hoodie to the practice because he forgot, you didn’t think much about it and put it on
because why should you hold it, literally… smh🙄🙄
so you entered their practice room in the middle of their dance routine
and as soon as taehyun saw you, he tripped
he literally fell for you<3
they started laughing but you came up to him, worried expression painted on your face as his cheeks reddened
not only he tripped but also you looked so adorable in his hoodie that he had to take a moment to gather his thoughts
"you alright?" you asked, squatting next to him
he just nodded and looked at you with the biggest smile ever
"i brought your hoodie! i hope you don’t mind i wore it though…" you said and reached to take it off but he stopped you, shaking his head
"you can keep it for now" he just mumbled and placed a quick kiss on your forehead before standing up
he kept his eyes on you for the whole practice
and even after it he was way more clingier than usual!!
to sum up: recipe for clingy taehyun? you wearing his clothes <3
┆彡 HUENING KAI [ 휴닝카이 ]
of course it was a chilly night
and of course you didn’t listen to kai who said that you should bring your coat
but for your defence … it looked like it was warm outside…
but you left the house without bringing your coat with you and enjoyed the date with kai
on your way home it got chilly and you started to shiver, trying your best to hide it
but hyuka saw it and wasted no time in putting his coat on you
when you just blushed and mumbled a quick thank you, looking beyond adorable in his coat that was too long for you…
his heart was pounding against his chest with so much force that the poor boy thought it was gonna jump out and tum away!!
loves how you look in it + the clothes smell like you when you give them back
please just wear his clothes, he’ll melt on spot <3
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