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Okay this isn’t like an anti Dean post it’s more looking at his psyche when it comes to Sam and other people it’s also a full rant and a mess of words I’m very sorry 💀✌️✨✨
Dean has told Sam multiple times he wants him to get out of this life get married have 2.5 kids all the snazzy stuff
But the minute Sam does exactly that gets out of the life gets with a girl all the stuff Dean wanted
———— This is me ranting about Sam ——
Also people keep forgetting Dean did the exact same thing with the whole lisa and Ben thing
Sam isn’t a terrible person for not spending his every waking moment to get Dean back as he was currently dealing with the fact Bobby died, His own mental health and thinking his best friend and Brother were dead
The last time Sam wanted to save his brother from death he was manipulated by ruby and became the literal terminator (twice because of the 6months alone in mystery spot)
Anyway this got way off topic my bad I just hate mischaracterization on sam and making dean look like this beacon of light who does no wrong (spoiler alert he does a lot of terrible things)
———- End of my rant of Sam ————-
Dean is more co dependent on Sam he needs him to even continue living without Sam there is no Dean he needs to be there for every moment of Sam’s life
It’s like when he got together with that one girl after Jessica’s death he was fine with it enthusiastic even but the minute he isn’t able to witness Sam falling for a girl
He goes batshit because he needs to know everything about Sam not even just to be straight sexual this is purely toxic codependency that we’ve seen time and time again with the Winchesters
Dean needs Sam to live but he wants Sam to be happy and get out of this life But at the same time he needs to be there for Sam every step of the way
Why do you think Sam leaving for Standford left such a big impact on him
His Sam the boy he’s been raising since he was a baby, the person he feels he has to protect with his life is leaving him not just the family he is actively on his own terms leaving Dean
Dean would do anything for family but what happens when the two people you love and care about walk opposite sides of life of wants and needs at that point he can’t bare to lose another family member he needs his father to stay to fill the whole Sam left
That’s until he leaves to without a second thought
Dean overall is a fucked up emotionally incestus individual because that’s all he knows.
To sacrifice his entire being for a single persons goal for another persons life
At the ages of 4+ he was told time and time again whatever happens look after Sam his life his being is to be Sam’s protector to him knowing Sam’s sex life who he’s with is normal why wouldn’t it be
He’s been with Sam forever to protect him Love him he knows everything about Sam but he can’t let Sam stray to far from him again he can’t mentally or emotionally handle it
That’s the end of this lovely rant I’m very sorry if things don’t make sense and there’s like no punctuation 💀✨
So your telling me you watched SPN and thought “Yea thouse are totally normal brothers who are super normal”
Like this is only a few instances and your telling me there normal???? You don’t even have to ship it but at least acknowledge how weird they are
Dean, hands gripping Sam’s waist, smiling up at his baby brother who’s gotten so much taller since leaving, finally hitting proper height, thumbs pressed into the divots of his hips, rubbing little circles into flesh. Sam, staring down at Dean with flushed cheeks and gentle eyes, taking in Dean’s freckles and the cut on his lip, how much he’s changed, pressing their chests together to feel his steady heartbeat while his own hands settle just above his ass, barely keeping decent.
And Jess, watching from the doorway in something between horror and shock as Sam opens his mouth and professes — “babe, this is my brother, Dean.”
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sam has always had a bit of an oral fixation
since he was a baby desperately wanting to feel the texture of things on his tongue
it was a struggle for dean to take away sam’s pacifier for good when he turned two
and then nearly impossible to break sam’s thumb-sucking habit before he started kindergarten
and even after sam got used to living without it, whenever sam had a particularly rough night or woke up from a nightmare, it was impossible for him to fall back asleep unless he had something to suck on. something that filled his desperately empty mouth, something he could feel with his tongue and play with until his nerves were soothed and he was grounded back into reality.
maybe it was their codependence and the fact that a lot of their questionable behavior was just normalcy between them, but throughout sam’s entire life he fell asleep and woke up wrapped up in his brother’s arms.
so naturally, it became routine for dean to simply offer his own fingers up as a calming chew toy for his baby-brother. he didn’t see the harm in it and mostly he just wanted the boy soothed enough to fall asleep after a particularly nasty nightmare.
dean always knows what sam needs and he’s always known about his brother’s primal desire to have something safe and soothing in his mouth when he’s in distress or winding down. and to sam, there’s nothing else in the world safer than dean and at least two of his older brother’s digits placed gently on top of his tongue. dean had once hated his father for insisting they take away sam’s pacifier when the boy so clearly depended on it and then had indulged sam’s thumb-sucking up until the threat of kindergarten and mean little kids had forced him to end the habit.
but what dean indulged sam with in the middle of the night was no one’s business, especially if sam’s rapid and anxious heart would so quickly slow down if dean simply lightly pushed the tips of his fingers against sam’s baby soft lips and watched as his brother urgently let them slip in beside his soft tongue. sucking at them eagerly with such yearning, and desperation until his body finally calmed down and he simply let the heaviness of dean’s fingers on top of his tongue and the fullness it provided lull him back to sleep.
how could dean deny sam something so simple as his fingers at night, when he would lay his body down on train tracks, go to the ends of the earth, kill and live for his brother. how can dean deny him safety and tenderness when the action also soothed dean as much as it soothed sam. the feeling of sam’s wet tongue dancing around whatever combination of fingers he had chosen to suck on that particular night. the soft pull he felt on his skin when sam would suck desperately at them or push them against the roof of his mouth or on top of his tongue.
dean loved being able to touch and memorize the entirety of sam’s mouth with the pads of his fingers. loved knowing his brother so intimately, so inside out. he secretly loved that sam never grew out of it. he loved getting to be the source of comfort that sam needed the absolute most. but what dean undoubtedly loved the most was the instant change in the noises that sam would make as soon as his fingers went inside that wet mouth. how he went from distressed screams or murmurs upon waking up from a nightmare to immediately making satisfied hums and grateful whimpers at the feel of dean in his mouth. the little pleasant rumble of sam’s needy and satisfied hums as he sucked and tongued at dean’s fingers. that’s what dean adored the most.
wincestiel this, wincestiel that, but have you ever considered Dean using Castiel to get at Sam.
He goads him into his first kiss and uses his baby brother as a means for practice. I mean shit- Sammy can kiss, okay? He’s no virgin.
Cas is trusting, trusts no one but Dean so he lets himself be lured in. Thrusting his tongue into Sam’s small mouth under Deans heavy gaze. He gives them pointers here and there.
Sam’s neck is arched up all sexy. Moles and strain evident as its muscles move with his lips. Dean has to put his mouth on it. They’re all just fooling around, it’s nothing weird. Think of it as a little added fun.
Suddenly it’s Deans tongue in sam’s mouth as he lays it all on him and they’re horizontal on the bed. Humping at each other like dogs. Fucking each other everywhere, especially brain-wise.
They come up for air and Cas isn’t even in the room anymore. It’s just heavy panting and belt buckles clinking as they pack up their spent dicks.
It’s another motel the next time it happens, and it’s just the two of them.