Trying to declutter and downsize my stuff so I'm selling some clothes & other items for cheap, but reasonable price. Also, actively searching for a day job so having some starter money from selling on mercari really helps. All funds go to moving out of my parents' house someday.
I was trying to create balance,
No wonder it was a challenge,
I was choosing all the rights,
I was just trying to be white.
Although it was tiring,
My conscience was firing,
Doing all the virtues,
Was something like a painful curfew.
But one day I slacked,
And my efforts started to lack,
Surprisingly everything got easy,
Only my conscience was a bit squeasy.
But it was not hurting,
So i decided not to try diverting,
Soon the wrongs got too much,
Without even realizing good was lacking touch.
Vices took the hold,
Introspecting was now too bold.
Soon new strategy was needed,
Because my heart pleaded.
So i took a side stage,
Not acting to any rage,
But was it a vice or a virtue,
I was now ready for rescue.
Someone came and told that the answer in within,
Please open your heart’s bin.
I thought and overthought,
Was it the trouble where I got caught?
Did I choose vices to lose the hard work?
Was I not seeking good for the perk?
But who decides what is right and wrong?
Is there anyone that strong?
My heart had a single answer to these,
You can do as you please.
Till its not hurting anyone,
Not today, not tomorrow or ever in the long run.
Neither too much of virtues nor too much of vice,
You should have a bit of every slice,
You get to choose you,
You get to help the queue.
Balance is the only thing,
It will be hard and will even sting.
Still we need to fight,
And follow our path of light.
Vices and virtues don't get a say,
It is us with whom the decision stays.
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"Yes, I'm a murderer. Be it for Good or Evil, I play culprit of several last breaths- Nothing can justify that- Yet somehow... I crave warmth."
"I blame the cold that rests within my core, for it makes me tremble and yearn for even a speck of fire. Perhaps it's why at the end of the day, I always find myself melted in your embrace. For I am a parasite. A parasite that leeches off your love," his eyes meet hers, "Stay away from me if you feel dire need of affection. Cryogenic knights have no love to offer." His tone is more direct this time, a vain attempt to seem intimidating. "Besides, Heat only melts ice."
Context: he's made of ice but she's made of Fire lmao, I love yin n yang tropes
Inktober 2018 Day 29
“Double”
I’ve always loved what people can come up with for tattoo designs, so for this one, i decided to try my hand at it. I loveeeee the results.
Art © Me
“Silver guitar fret Sputnik Bird” 🦜
(Update) this piece has been smashed.
Silver Bird piece with guitar fret wings.
materials: Silver, copper, glass, ceramic, pewter deerskin, jumbo fret wire, hemp, tourniquet cloth from WWII and steel.
Which energy is tethered to the earth? Our yin or yang? Our physical bodies I suppose would be Yang, our spirits are yin. I usually refer to yin energies as Qi energy, when I recognize it in someone. But it usually takes shape of a physical being, like an animal or creature. So, does spirit have physical shape? How does one make sense of their spirit entity while embodying physical characteristics of this lifetime?
(Assoziationen zur „Dialektik der Aufklärung“ Horkheimer/Adorno)
Keine Aufklärung ohne Reflexion
Zerstört Aufklärung „den Mythos“ ?
(= Rubikon der hygienischen Aufklärung)
Selbstzerstörung ist der Aufklärung inherent.
Zyklen der Aufklärung als unzusammenhängende Phasen?
YinYang-Dynamik?
Aufklärung = „Rechthaben“ = Einsamkeit = keine Reflexion!
Erhalt des Errungenen durch Macht = Materialismus als Grundlage der Aufklärung = falsch, verhängnisvoll.
Deutungshoheit durch Macht.
Instrumentalisierung vs. Idealisierung
Ich traf auf ungewöhnlich zu Verstehendes warum ich in der Lage war so viel Scheiße schieben zu müssen und zu können?
Was hat das mit mir zu tun?(anstatt des ewig-langweiligen“Warum ich?“)
Karmisch gesehen habe ich hoffentlich in der Pflege genug Scheiße geschoben - vier Jahre lang nachdem ich in grauer Vorzeit nach dem Zivildienst gedacht hatte: schon genug bis zum Kragen zugeschissene Menschen abgeduscht zu haben kehrte es zu meinem beruflichen Quereinstieg in die Pflege mit aller Macht zurück
Freud´scherseits kommt wohl „ein Haufen“(kicher) analfixiertes Psychogramm in mir daher andererseits(YinYangmäßig) hat laut I Ging Zeichen Nr.18 „Die Arbeit am Verdorbenen erhabenes Gelingen Fördernd ist es das große Wasser zu durchqueren“
In digitale Zeiten übertragen(auch das I Ging besteht analog aus einer Kombi von Nullen und Einsen, anstatt wie bei einem Bit aus 8 Zeichen, braucht es zur Erklärung Deiner Welt/Wandlungsphase nur 6 Zeichen)
meint es: der Algorithmus der Bettpfanne(wenn nur wenigstens immer eine dagewesen wäre) erlaubt mir seit ca. einem Jahr eine Arbeit nahezu ohne Beseitigung von Exkrementen . Ich hätte nicht erwartet dass es mich so erleichtern würde.
✨Jimi e Pépe ✨