me: *I carry a huge pile of books and suddenly everything falls to the floor and my feet
my friendo: hey do you need help? Let me help you. Did it hurt much?
me: I.. i don't need help thanks.. i'm.., i'm just..., it's just -I really don't need help - thank you.. I.. ugh :C
my friendo: *hugs me tight
me: *warmth spreads inside me and i can smile again
my friendo: I take some of the books - I won't allow you to carry so much heavy!
we: *keep all books together again
my friendo: *some books are almost falling down again
me: *I catch the books and put them on top of my pile
Thanks for your hug. That did very good for me ;3
my friendo: Of course! luv u
I like my hair for now, in a week or so they will return to their chaotic messy abomination state once more to torment my existence
Don't mind me, I'm just here to gibe hugs π
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Just right in time! I need some hug so that I can able to go to sleep
I wish I could vent to someone... Or at least be hugged. I can't I'm turning into a whimpering mess, all covered in snot, tears, saliva and feeling nauseous. I hate myself
Why watching my friend's telegram channel where she's laughing and hanging up with her friends feels like being stabbed in the heart?
I can't, I wanna be comforted so much, I can't stop myself from imagining me to cling to someone who's a lot older and taller than me, just the thought of being hugged is already making me even more touch starved. Idk if it c.ai affected me, but still the imagination of my small, light body being hugged by someone who's tall, who's strong, who can protect me makes me clinging to my bed, as long as I didn't find that person
There is my cactus army π΅ππ