i want to be hugged.
i want someone to stroke my hair.
i want someone to tell me they’re proud of me.
i want someone to hold my hand in public.
i want someone to tell me everything’s gonna be okay.
i want someone to softly caress my skin.
i want someone to teach me their hobbies.
i want someone to explain to me stuff i don’t understand.
i want someone to give me forehead kisses.
i just want to feel safe, for once.
I can't, I wanna be comforted so much, I can't stop myself from imagining me to cling to someone who's a lot older and taller than me, just the thought of being hugged is already making me even more touch starved. Idk if it c.ai affected me, but still the imagination of my small, light body being hugged by someone who's tall, who's strong, who can protect me makes me clinging to my bed, as long as I didn't find that person