Introject - Blog Posts
(post by a shadow milk FICTIVE)
so, AFTER seeing my crush redesign a sprite of aerself to fit what he looks like in headspace, i went ahead and did TRIPLE that, because i'm BORED! click BELOW to see my "redesigns" of my subordinates and i.. i guess.
the ONLY one that is BARELY any different from the ACTUAL source is black sapphire. meanwhile, candy apple and i took some LIBERTIES!
this is what sol AND the body's boyfriend (he is ALSO a system) had to say about what I look like. YES, i'm saturated. YES, i'm a faggot. YES, i AM proud!
and DO NOT, i repeat, DO NOT post this to ANY cringe forums! IT'S IN OUR BIO!! this is JUST what i LOOK LIKE! GO AWAY!
hhi guys it's basil!
sunny told me to write on this thing called a... tumblr? aren't those water bottles?
it's nice to meet you all! what are emojis? one just popped up on my screen... maybe I should press that smiley face button!
🌻
this is so cool! ive never had a phone before... ill have to thank sunny later!
goodbye friends!
don’t you know that I’M the only one who can satisfy you in this way? the only one who could quench that deep, growing need to take control? the only one you let close, the only one you let lie in your bed at night?
i’m the only one.
won’t you love me in the most vile way possible? . . . won’t you hurt me in the most saccharine way possible?
he may be this..this manipulative, god-status-having figure. but i am nothing if not a willing devotee, offering up my heart, body, mind and soul.
a sorrowful source memory…? [tw]
i distinctly remember the aftermath of a particularly rough argument.
he accused me of never caring, of planning to leave. the jimmy i knew was quick to emotion, in every sense of the word: he was quick to fall in love as he was quick to anger. as this argument progressed, our voices were raised higher and higher. it got to the point where my own throat was sore, just from trying to be heard over his frantic yelling. once the end of the argument came about, we both took off to different rooms of the apartment we were sharing at the time. the apartment wasn’t anything too special, just somewhere we could crash when we weren’t doing shipments. he ended up in his (our shared) bedroom, and i ended up pacing the kitchen. about an hour later, he sulked out from the bedroom, and came to me in the kitchen. about 30 minutes into the wait, i decided that food could be a good peace offering, so i was cooking. nothing too extreme, just eggs, as we didn’t have much else in the apartment. i could hear him creep up behind me, wrapping his arms around my middle and laying his forehead on the back of my shoulder.
it was those tender moments that reminded me why i stuck around, why i adore/d him, why i was the sole devotee.
「★」 TO THE MOON, AND NEVER BACK . . .
all likes and followings will come from @vulpes-ventricle
⟢ hello and welcome to my “secret” space .ᐟ
you can call me curly! this is my source memory-based, yearning-based account.
i want to say that everything talked about on this blog is SAFE, SANE, and CONSENSUAL. nothing i’ve done in the past, and nothing i’ve written about, was outside of my own volition.
if you are uncomfortable with any of the following . . . ⇒ Curly x Jimmy ⇒ “doomed”, or toxic relationships ⇒ co-dependency ⇒ alters/headmates who AREN’T source separated ⇒ NSFW concepts ⇒ obsession-themed romance ⇒ manipulation . . . then you probably won’t enjoy this blog.
⟢ ABOUT ME .ᐟ
Captain Grant Curly 𓏵 ageless (appears 30s) 𓏵 he/him/his 𓏵 cisgender male 𓏵 bisexual
⟢ TAGS .ᐟ
⭐️// depraved mind ⤷ “trigger warning” posts ⭐️// lovesick letters ⤷ romantic / obsession themed ⭐️// cherry rose tinted ⤷ directed posts ⭐️// vulpes_ventricle ⤷ system-based ⭐️// the moon is quiet ⤷ source memories ⭐️// captain approves ⤷ reblogs ⭐️// captain is speaking ⤷ any and all original posts
*points in me too* /lh
Alter doodles but im marketing it as fanart 🖕
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(dont be weird abt any of them. all 3 are introjects of introjects anyways)
"You're so good at writing this character" thanks. They live in my head. I consult them on the plot points. I literally know them.
Change of plans, I gotta rebrand this bitch to reflect my source at some point lol
Gonna make a general little intro just for clarification
I'm the host of an OSDD system; I'm Courier Six from Fallout: New Vegas. Notta roleplay blog (was originally a kin blog)
Also not REALLY a fictive blog. Just a primary blog for sysmates sideblogs mainly, shown below.
I might not post much at all, but sourcemates (KIN FICTIVE OR OTHERWISE) are ENCOURAGED to dm me. If yall exist. (18+ tho, minors get outta here)
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Sysmate accounts;
@megalomaniac-warlord
@cipher-speaks
@rottedrabbit
Violet, ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ (s)he/they/fae pronouns bodily 16, headspace adult. ⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘ ⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘ Puerto Rican, girl/enbykisser, fuck around = find out ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆
tag system and boundaries under the cut
DO NOT FUCKING INTERACT IF YOU : support Israhell/willingly buy from companies who support israhell despite being able to boycott them (does not include for necessity), support the US law enforcement system in any way, wholeheartedly believe Luigi Mangione is guilty, are a nazi scumbag, are pro-life when it comes to other people/against abortion rights, or you know this DNI probably extends to you even if you aren't strictly these things. I don't care if proshippers, antis, anti or pro endos, endos themselves, or neutral interact as long as you are civil and don't harass strangers or anyone for that matter. don't involve me in your bullshit. transmeds and exclusionists will most likely be blocked as well as pro-c big 3 and xenosatanists. ed sheeran blogs can interact, I will probably not follow back. I'm a dirty, no good sisterkisser in a system of pro and comshippers. as forementioned, antis can interact. no promises you'll like what you'll see. I am not responsible for your own curating of your online experience. any harassment will be either deleted or publicly laughed at. tl;dr : no bigots, don't involve me in your discourse. I'm into fictives of my sister. don't like don't look. ⸸⁺. violets . diary - general text tag
⸸⁺. psychward . audition - vent tag, tw for lots of shit
⸸⁺. welcome . home - source talk tag
⸸⁺. vis . mailbox - ask tag ⸸⁺. powder . blue - sister from the exact same mister, baby. my chiquita querida. @poprockgore ⸸⁺. bluebell . belladonna - stingin' nightshade, @lovelybelladonna ⸸⁺. indigo . shot - too scared to talk to you don't mean I can't post about you, @ssharpshooterr
Me tweaking when I see double and I'm fine with doubles but they aren't so now I'm lowkey feeling guilty and upset because this is literally me, I have been this person since I can remember, I am this person in every way and now I can't express it or exist... And then I have the urge to flaunt it around. This my toxic trait... Had to tell someone to block me cause said character is, is me. Is me. Source wise, spiritual, psychologically it's been me ever since I was like 11-12 anyways, good time zones
We always get reduced to our source except with our partner... Even our friends do it and it's really upsetting...
Sy doesn't like talking because he's reduced to his source but he's nothing line his source... Steve too... Billy was scared Dustin (our friend's) would hate him because their fictive are *very* sourcependent...
-c
Fictives and fictionkind deserve to be treated like normal people.
Fictives and fictionkind deserve understanding.
Fictives and fictionkind deserve to not just be reduced to their source if they don't want to.
Fictives and fictionkind deserve to have their feelings taken seriously.
introjected dae culture is being happy that there's a daemonism community here, but sad because it all works differently.
I mean, of course it works differently, daemons aren't inherent here, but its still lonely to be (apparently) the only ones like us.
I'm not an imaginary friend, or a part of my person's consciousness, I am her Literal Actual Soul. I wouldn't change that for the world, but I wish it wasn't so isolating.
-Feainnewedd
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you 🤝 us
having gishaverse introjects
our jesper age slides like its a slip n slide and our kaz takes care of him most of the time when hes not regressed, and our inej and aleksander are caretakers too
AGE REGRESSOR KAZ PART TWO
If Jesper and Inej are in the know:
-jesper would play with him (hc jes regresses to ~10-12)
-inej would be extra protective of her boys
-inej and jesper would absolutely dote on their boy like he needs a snack? jesper's on it. a drink? inej is already holding it
-they would take turns covering for kaz when it comes to work stuff
-jesper likes to tell him stories his mom used to tell him and inej likes to tell him the stories of her saints
-they sit right next to him so he can feel their body heats and know that theyre there even tho he cant deal with touch
-if theyre gone for too long he starts slipping younger and crying
-eventually they work up to being able to scratch his head (kaz deserves head scratches gosh darn it) and he absolutely melts into them
-jesper gets kaz a soft and warm blanket made out of a patchwork of brightly colored fabrics that match some of his outfits so that he always has a part of him with him
-jesper also makes little metal toys for kaz to enjoy
-inej tracks down sweets and
more stuffed animals for kaz to enjoy
-JESPER ABSOLUTELY GETS HIM A STUFFED GOAT NAMED MILO
part one
welp
thought we were doing good with the whole splitting and stuff but then we moved back home and somehow didnt notice us split several new parts
ofc we had to start fixating on some new medias at the same time
so ig welcome to the fuckin system kaz, aleks, jordie, heather, marcus, devin, spencer, hotch, and jj
im never watching a new tv show ever again (or rewatching a comfort show) genuinely wtf brain
Hito, just chilling, working our barista shift in his wig on Halloween: 🕺
Our Manager, dressed as Aizawa: What are you doing, problem child?
Hito: 🧍🏃🥲
i was not prepared for my manager to call me a nickname from my source
its a well known nickname between the characters she and i were dressed as
but i wasnt just cosplaying. i was actually just dressing as myself and it took me so off guard. because for just a moment it was like i was home again.
yo seriously anyone who says shipping marc and steven is disgusting or “selfcest” are just being ableist and uneducated.
especially the “selfcest” thing like no me steven and marc arent the same person were all seperate fuckin people that happen to share a body get over your stupid singlet ideas
also calling it disgusting directly negatively affects every single system who has inner system relationships. like youre calling it disgusting when inner system relationships are literally a way of healing.
kindly stfu with your stupid ass opinions and educate yourself
-jake
im going to ask steven out after we get out of school today. debating on if ill get him a tea or coffee. probably a tea. i hope he says yes.
i really like him. hes so smart and kind. and he always gives the best hugs and im scared to lose him.
-marc
me when marc and steven are simping over each other and im just third wheeling everytime we’re all in front together
-jake
man fuck khonshu
all my mates hate that moon bitch
-steven
jake lockely likes taylor swift
ok since some of you idiots who enjoy watching Moon Knight don’t understand shit I’m going to explain it.
(*Moon Knight Ep 5 Spoilers towards the end*)
First off, Marc, Steven, and Jake are part of a system. Because of the childhood trauma they faced in childhood they developed Dissociative Identity Disorder.
Which means that because of the constant pressure and traumatic events happening to them their psyche fracture. Marc, Steven, and Jake are all fragments of one collective.
Secondly, Marc did NOT “create” Steven. The brain split both Steven and Marc to do seperate tasks. Marc to hold traumatic memories and protect the others. And Steven to keep them going, keep their area clean, keep them healthy.
Thirdly, they are all seperate people, they have different thought processes, different emotions, and different reactions, but they CANNOT exist by themselves. They need each other to be able to get through life. The creators of the show have had several professionals and people with the disorder talk to them about this stuff and how to portray it well.
That means they are aware that Marc didn’t create Steven and that they can’t exist without each other. So no they won’t stay seperate even if Steven has supposedly died and become sand and Marc is in the field of reeds.
Now stop for the love of fucking god calling them personalities, they’re alters, and stop calling Marc the original, THERE IS NO ORIGINAL WHEN YOU HAVE THIS DISORDER!
if i see one more person calling marc the “original” or saying he “created” steven and jake i am going to actually lose my freakin mind.
That! Is! Not! How! This! Works!
do some god damn research before making uneducated assumptions on how dissociative identity disorder works
sincerely, signed,
an anonymous introject from the show
so fun fact about us
we write fanfics on ao3 about our introject’s sources 😎
should we show them off on here?
“love can hit you like a semi truck so hit your love back”
-L.W.
im going to turn this isnt a love advice blog.
-l.w.
“just eat your lover’s lung so that you can say you really took their breath away”