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As a semi recovered persecutor, this, I understand and know that my actions have hurt and scarred the people in our system. It's fully understandable for them to hate me, I'm not upset that they are, I've hurt them, or people they care about, you can be mad at someone or hate them without demonizing them for something out of their control, and it's important people remember that
Reminder that while persecutors aren't evil, or bad for the trauma they went through or hold to have resulted in how they act — you're allowed to be upset with them, dislike them, hate them even for the actions they take against you/your system. You are allowed to feel hurt by their actions.
Persecutors shouldn't be shunned or demonised, but that shouldn't remove them from the responsibility for their own actions (if they have control over their actions, some alters don't, but of course even then you can still be upset).
Suffering trauma from within your own system is hard, and you're allowed to be angry, upset, disgusted, whatever you feel about it.
Hiya! I’m Mikan! I wanted to post my blog on here so you guys can follow it >:3/nf
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New system pin goes hard 🔥🔥🔥
fictive introject list
didn't wanna cram them all into my bio so here's who you might see me project as:
Sunny (Omori)
Basil (Omori)
Kel (Omori)
Hero (Omori)
Aubrey (Omori)
Suguru Geto (Jujutsu Kaisen)
Satoru Gojo (Jujutsu Kaisen)
Tsukasa Tenma (Project Sekai)
Hikaru (The Summer Hikaru Died)
hhi guys it's basil!
sunny told me to write on this thing called a... tumblr? aren't those water bottles?
it's nice to meet you all! what are emojis? one just popped up on my screen... maybe I should press that smiley face button!
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this is so cool! ive never had a phone before... ill have to thank sunny later!
goodbye friends!
“You don’t act like your source!”
shut the hell up I’ll beat your ass
Is it fine i regret not take advantage of Forest's moment of weakness the other day? Like i know i did the right thing god i miss that feeling so bad
Mixing alcohol with meds will never not feel good
made a meme for anyone else out there who gets stuck in the "it wasnt that bad!" or "maybe im not traumatized!" loops because trauma denial sucks ass!!! you all are valid!!!
Here’s my metaphor for systemhood that I tell my singlet friends.
Imagine you’re playing a first person video game. You have the controller, you control your character. It’s a normal first person game. You are an alter, the character is the body. This is fronting.
Other people live with you. Sometimes, they come into the room and sit and watch while you play. They sometimes try to guide you, give you advice on what to do next. They don’t always agree, and they can argue with each other. Other times they scream at you that you’re doing everything wrong and you suck at this game. This is co-consciousness.
Imagine how distracting it would be for people around you to tell you what to do, or to scream at each other or at you, even if they have good intentions. It wouldn’t be easy to focus on your game, would it?
Then sometimes, something happens in the game that prompts you to hand off the controller to someone else so they can play and you get a break. This is (some types of) switching. This can be good.
Other times, someone rips the controller out of your hand or fights you for it. This is (other types of) switching. And sometimes, six other players hook up their controllers, but there’s only one character to play as. So all of you have your controllers, but you’re all trying to play the same character. This is cofronting.
Imagine how difficult that would be. Imagine how hard it would be to try and play a game while someone is trying to take the controller from you, or while six other people are trying to play too.
There are also times that nobody is playing, or you can’t decide who should play. What’s happening to the character in the game? What are they doing if no one is playing? This is dissociation. The character is doing nothing. They’re stuck.
This is the best metaphor I have come up with for being a system. It’s something a lot of people get because they’ve played games before.
When i look at myself there's always a hint of mischief in them that the others done have.
-Tenn
One of our (newer) introjects was staring at our face in the mirror for about 10 minutes. I asked him if he was okay, and he said something I thought I should share, ‘cause it might resonate with some of ya’ll. “This face is wrong. All of this is wrong. None of this looks like it should. But there’s something in our eyes that looks like me.”
why be a "fiCtiVe hEAvY sYsTem" when you could be "world's stupidest crossover episode that nobody asked for"
I decided to try and make some userboxes myself for us.
Don't know how well they actually turned out, but we love them!!!
If you want to use these userboxes, feel free to use them! Credit is not needed but is very much appreciated!
- Lynix (They/them + feline/cat/felines/cats/felineself) & Phalen (They/it + wolf/dog/wolfs/dogs/wolfdogself) | idk if both are alters or if one is a kin currently
What if..a system had the squip as a fictive? That would suck.
erm ,,, technically ? there's- dormancy, for sure, but totally being gone ? i know abt integration, but the concept of alter just being- gone- is fuzzy, and varies from system to system, i think
Questions to those of my friends, mutuales or by passers who are systems;
Is it possible to somehow ‘delete’ or remove alters from existence? I’m just curious and one of my friends asked.
uhhmm question.. /nf
what do you think of non-traumagenic and/or non-disordered systems..? /lh
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i know it's a subject of lots of discourse in the community ,,, i don't think it's right to hate on anybody, or to tell anybody that their experience is invalid or false, it's just- different from what we're used to, yk ? something i also see a lot is ppl getting rlly upset bc "endogenic systems don't have trauma" or whatever- but they actually- *can* have trauma, and frequently *do* have trauma !! it's just not directly attached to how their system or headmates formed !! i think everyone has a right to their own experiences, but also that no one has a right to faking these kinds of things, yk ? but also, no one has a right to just claim out of the blue that someone is faking something based on their limited personal perception of what that someone releases onto social media, yeah ? it's hard sometimes to figure out that balance, how to sort the rotten from the ripe, yk ? but i think as long as everyone is loving and caring and listening, then it's going to be okay traumagenic systems have already been through enough, and endogenic systems likely have too—why do we need this added discourse based on how certain systems//headmates formed ?? some endogenic systems form from loneliness, which is sure painful, but it can be hard to tell if it qualifies as trauma, but that doesn't undermine the fact that there's other little guys in ur cranium now bopping around w u !!! i think everyone should just be nice, not fake disorders, and culture love and understanding :3 so ya !!