This Is Me Trying - Blog Posts
I LOVE THIS SONG WITH ALL MY HEART🩷🩷🩷
Currently going insane trying to make an oc with a generator and it gave me amber skin and I've been looking for ages I check on Pinterest so I've been using panettones as way to get close to what I want but still I'm trying to find it and all I know it has a warm undertone of orange/yellow😐
Omg lukey can dance
Via isabellemjedra on tiktok
i didn't know if you'd care if i came back. I have alot of regrets about that
- this is me trying, Taylor Swift
Neil Perry, dead poets society / Jo March, little women
“ I just wanted you to know that this is me trying. At least I'm trying”
this is me trying is for the people
who have high expected grades and are failing.
the people that feel like everything
they do is never enough; all
the effort they put in is never
reciprocated. they’re the
people that text their friends on
their birthdays at midnight,
put all of their love into
those who will never be able
to give it back, and always
give the best advice despite
the fact that they’re hurting too
+
taylor swift wrote a
masterpiece for the people who
just want to be seen
I personally HATE! Being and oc artist. I cant draw the characters I like in the way I want and this just pissed me.
Also! Nobody give a shit to your oc. I cant blame people for these,once you can't like what you don't know.
The point is: I wish I could draw whatever people like,but I can't,I want to draw my ocs only... But these don't give visibility,so I don't even try to do this here. Anyway,give me asked my dear followers(if you guys aren't ghost followers,obviously)
Big note
At the moment,Billford is being my mean thing,so I'll do any drawing suggestions about this shipp!
Feel free to ask things,help me do something useful here.🌊
Also!!! I'll appreciate if you guys aks for commissions,I'll help me a lot
Anyway! Here's an relaxing gif--
when taylor swift said "i was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere" and when liana flores said "i could do better if i had energy" and when hayley kiyoko said "i can't be alone, i need some help" and when maisie peters said "i was good, just wasn't good enough" and when phoebe bridgers said "how long will it be cute, all this crying in my room?"
is this girlhood? yeah.
why can’t i be normal about literally anything.
this song is so carmy. every single lyric pertains to every single aspect of his life. grieving mikey, the stress of being a chef, being mean to those he loves……..oh i’m devastated (and SO writing some angst!)
tag yourself
i'm the red one, who spelled it right and then changed it to the wrong option
Another year, another group of my delightful ninth graders trying to spell the word "tragedy" for their Romeo and Juliet assignment.
Last year's collection
Naomi- Y/n, if we were two bugs and a giant bug was going to eat me, would you protect me.?
Y/n- Naomi how the hell did you get inside of room and WHY ARE YOU IN MY BED?!
This is my legit rant. I tried following an understandable tutorial but i started getting lost, and saw that they were doing files that I didn’t need for my own replacer. I wanted to kill myself because I got all of their set up, and took hours to fellow them, and I hated it all. I’m contiplanting to just hire someone to make the personal present I have and just make it into a file I can download, cause this shit is just too hard.
I hate that I.m too stupid for this.
Peonies on caskets. It's all yours. your wait your study. Engulf in your time and if it kills them you can as well send them condolence messages and lovely peonies to be put on there caskets.
So, a part of me feels like I'm not completely over all the songs on #lover and Taylor Swift just drops #folklore and uhhh..?..?.. how do I move on this fast?
"this is me trying" i sing as i scroll through instagram telling myself ill study for that math quiz tmr
@taylorswift @taylornation
How to deal with “I had the shiniest wheels now they’re rusting” syndrome
Dean Winchester “This is me trying”
“Pouring my heart out to a stranger, but I didn’t pour the whiskey”
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Okay I’m officially obsessed with making these lolll u can def req a moodboard and id gladly make one :))
Therapy isn't enough. I just need taylor to scream this is me trying at my face ❤️🩹
#i got wasted like all my potential #pouring my heart to a stranger. #my words shoot to kill when I'm mad #could've followed my fears all the way down #I had the shiniest wheels now they're rusting
That scene in movies where the girls are gossiping in the bathroom doing their makeup is out, guys in the bathroom gossiping doing their war paint is in.
June 9, 2025:
I have not yet begun college, but what better time to start holding myself accountable than from now! So here's what I have done today:
Things I did:
Did daily chores 🌿
Read a book📖- Dracula- 1 hr(?)
Checked the website to see whether admission process has begun yet (it has not and I am impatient)
A bit of exercise 🏃♀️➡️
Things I did Not do:
Clean my room🧹 (aaaah)
Spend less time on my phone 📱 🚫🚫📵
This isn't much but atleast this way I am ashamed of my behaviour atleast and be better tomorrow
Bye for today 🪽
H
You see
Growing Up in this …
They see u struggling ,falling and slipping
They do see u ,they do know,they do understand
But one thing they would never do is helping u
They would back up and stay still
Thinking , time will do you good by passing
U will grow up and will get it together later
By your own
They don’t know what will happen but they are sure they won’t have to see u struggling with the same thing anymore
The one’s who want to help would say “life goes on ”
Yeah life do goes on
But I want it to fucking goes good
Goes while I’m happy , healthy and fixed
And u know whats fucked up even more
It’s when THEY are your own parents
and it’s hard to be at school when I feel like an open wound.
wondering a lot if "this is me trying" is the continuation of "cornelia street" because they are both track 9 and a few parts of both lyrics connect...
@taylorswift